Well Judy just a few thoughts I came here to be in a place we loved to come and just relax. Really I was just trying to find good memory's of us that no one else shares I really do need some I found a few at patriots park. Just walking around and remembering you the ducks and our pups that helps but it seems this place is turning into a myrtle beach not the same but I still find good memories of you so I will come back i just wish we could have made more i loved you so much but you are in a much better place with the good.  Lord.  Still love and miss you daily. Joe

One day while working with Judy, sandra, charlene, and annie pearl im working away trying to get as much as possible done so that the ladies would not have to work there self as hard as they do and then well here comes lunch so I go out and move the vehicle get ready to go to fast food restaurant to pick me up a bite to eat and hanging from my rear view mirror is a very huge pair of womens underwear so I go back in to the shop to ask everybody what in the world is going on here I said I found a pair of women's underwear in my car and Judy told me that one of her friends wanted to go out on a date later that night and then I needed to give her a call but she just wanted to show me how much attention she wanted and she really liked me and wanted to leave me a surprise in the vehicle.... well and get in the truck and I've done lost it by now cuz I have no clue what's going on so I get those big underwear out and i take them inside to show the ladies and I knew something was up by then because I'm basically had to pick judy and Sandra and Charlene and then Annie pearl out of the floor from laughing so come to find out Judy had went and bought some very large underwear and hung them from my mirror and played this huge trick on me the wonderful memories with that lady love you and always will forever

Mama when I see you again you know I have many questions for you. Like was it my fault? Could I have stopped it? But putting that aside I just want you to know I love you so much and and miss you every min. of the day. I am reaching out to people like I have reached out to Angel and Teresa like you always wanted me too. I am trying to be someone you would be proud of. I struggle with panic attacks but I have daddy and Charlene and of coruse Darwin. I am talking to Vern almost everyday. I love them all. Michael is doing good in school almost all A's. JoJo is doing really good in one of his classes that he is a level 4 whatever that means. Cody really misses you sometimes we talk about our mamas. The twins are doing good. I know they miss you a lot but they don't know how to express it yet. Darwin is doing good...he is working all the time. Daddy is startying to go back to chruch again...Which I think you would be pleased with that... I check on him daily.Right now Charlene is sick so I am keeping her in my prayers... I love you and miss you..

Judy and I was always causing trouble at southport. One day a for sale sign blew over to where we were. We had a neighbor Mr. Robinson that had a truck that he loved. Well we got the idea to place the sign on his truck and send Robert to pretend to want to buy it. The look on Mr. Robinson's face was priceless when he seen the for sale sign but he happened to look up to our place and seen Judy and I giggling then he knew so he just shook his finger at us and started laughing like he always did when we were causing trouble..Lol. I have so many memories of the things we have done and it's funny how they always come pouring back now. With Judy there was never a dull moment and we had so much fun doing all the crazy things we came up with!!!

Mama told me this story one night at the beach.. She was poor growing up and they never had extra money for such as candy. Well one day this litlle girl in her class was showing off this red lollolipop. Well resess came and the little girl started crying cause it was gone. The teacher very upset went around the room asking if anyone had gotten the sucker. When she got to mama of course she was shaking her head no. But there was one problem she had red all over her face where she had ate it..Most people would be disapointed to hear there parents had stole something. Not me I wanted to go back in time and give her and her brothers and sisters all candy everyday...That is how much I loved her...Still do

Took Judy to Walmart to get shampoo after waiting for over an hour i. Went in to check on her and met her coming out talking to a lady like she.  Had known her for ever the lady was showing Judy her grandkkids photos and Judy was digging in her purse looking for ours after ward I ask who she was and Judy said she had no idea they just started talking happened a lot she never met a enemy so I started. Keeping a book in the car read for an. Hour or. So. While she was shopping.  She. Always said she was sorry but I told her that was what I enjoyed reading while she done what she enjoyed shopping. Loved that. Woman and will miss her the rest of my life 

I can remember you  giving daddy so hell too. I remember one time we had this recliner and the footrest sticked out and everytime you walked paseed it you would bump your leg on it.. You told Daddy 100 times to fix it or you you would throw it out. Well one day you walked passed it and hit your leg and I guess that was enough. You man handled it out the front door and into the muddy yard. Dad came home and was like what the hell...Lol

Mama I remember one time i was so sick.. Trowing up the whole nine yards and you were babying me like you always did so well. I felt so bad and Angel was there I told her to go to my car and throw away the peach wine coolers that was left in the car so we wouldn't get busted.. Well she did and you saw her put them in the top of the trash can.. well being the mom you were you brought them in and put them on the table where I could see them... Well the babing had stopped and I wondered why so I made myself get up and look for you. There you where standing holding one of those wine coolers in your hand and you asked me"want another?" I starting getting sick all over again. I just rememeber the look of satafaction on your face as I crawled back to the bathroom..LOL I love you.

When I was a teenager I admit that I took my mom for granted. All that changed one rainy night when she had not made it home from work and it was getting dark and cold outside. I waited and waitied and no mama. Then I thought I heard her car pull up in the driveway. I walked out on the covered porce and looked down , And there laying in the mud was my mom face down. I yelled for my dad and we picked her up and I can still to this day remember how cold her skin was to the touch. My dad rused her to the hospital. Well after several test they discovered that she had a seizure. That sounds unprofound maybe to you. But it taught me a life lesson.I thought I was going to loose her that  night but I didn't.She taught me the value of life without saying a word. From that night on I felt like our roles had reversed and now I had to take care of her. So I diid the best I could over the years.I made sure she knew she was loved everyday.i hope she knows now that I really did try. Now a big part of my life is gone...But I know she with God now and I guess it is time for me to find a hobby or I will change that focus to my dad.... Poor man.Thank you mama for teaching me life lessons...