Your Grandpa was the first one to see you. all wrapped up in the nurses arm. Free from the comfort of your mother's womb, now thrust into this big bad world. I took picture after picture of you amazed that my little girl gave me what was the most beautiful site i have ever seen. as a mother, they always think that their children are the most beautiful things in the world. Well those that say that are obviously not Grandparents. My grandson was the most gorgeous site i have ever behold. Thick curly almost black hair. big, no huge brown eyes. He looked just as his mother did the day i first say her. 
You filled each day with a suprise, laughs and challenges. I remember hearing you cry in the night. When i would wake in the morning i would see you in your crib, as you got older, you would stand and peek over the crib and smile at me and raise your arms and i was all to happy to scoop you up.
Julian, grandma is sorry she was not there for you. To protect you from the evil of the world that took you from me and grandpa, and everyone else that loved you. The night that you were taken from us, probably the largest part of our soul was torn away, never to return. the sun dont shine the same, the moon dont twinkle anymore and the birds dont sing the happy song anylonger.
My Julian, please know that each and every day you are here with me and pop pop. I cannot wait for the day when you and i are together again.

KA MALAMALAMA O KE AKUA.  IN THE LIGHT OF GOD YOU ARE SAFE