Well today the girls had their first school trip. It would have been so nice for you to have been there with us, aunty Anne came along to lend me a hand and I'm glad she did. I really miss you mum especially on days like today where I know it should be you me and the girls. Another two grand daughters for you to spoil rotten I so wish you'd been alive to see them come into the world. Life is so much harder without you and dad.