First off, i met him through a good friend of ours named Chris. I never thought i would end up being his girlfriend. I was joking when i said "i will say yes when you ask me out after you workout hard and become like Rain from the movie Ninja Assassin." He was SO motivated to workout HARD and get me~ That didnt happen but he still worked out time to time and i was proud of him. We liked each other too much that we just decided to give up on the bet and just become a couple. He really taught me a lot for the past few months we knew each other. Every month we became closer and closer and fell for each other more. We made fun memories and I also even learned a lot about him! We always have a thing where when we are mad or upset at each other, we would squish each other cheeks and say "Im a guppy, guppies dont smile, except for me!" And the one who is upset would have to repeat and smile :) we had so many good memories and I will miss him SO SO much! We had so much planned but many people made me realize that God wanted an angel; an angel who would always put other problems in front of his, genuine, compassionate, appreciating everything he had, etc. I look up to the sky, missing him every hour of the day. He was the best boyfriend and will always be the best♡ He never gave up on me even though i was such a pain in the ass, but from what i hear from others, is that he would talk about me a lot and would be proud of me. Said that 'she was the best light that ever shined in my life.' Wow.... i made such an impact on his life... and a good impact. I know that he thinks of me all the time because he always reminded me that everyday. I know for a fact he died with the thought of me in his heart and is now in heaven watching over his loved ones and me. I have to say baby that when i heard about what happened... my world stopped. I wanted to die because my heart shattered into pieces...i waa devastated when they told me they took you to the morgue and that there was no way to see you. I wish i couldve said one more i love you and given you a kiss with a BIG BIG hug. I will miss you terribly and i will never forget that you loved me as much as i loved you♡ Rest in paradise baby (Jaytea forever♡) November 16, 1995 - June 27, 2014