ForeverMissed
This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Justin Zeidler, 1 year old, born on January 2, 2009, and passed away on March 15, 2010. We will remember him forever.
Posted by Becca Franklin on May 15, 2021
Son, momma misses you so much! 11 years is crazy to even think life without you! You have so many new angels there with you, I pray mom mom is holding you and your sister tight for me. My heart is so shattered and feel so lost, I know you will protect us all! I love u bubbies❤️
Posted by Joe Zeidler on April 14, 2021
Justin,
It’s 3:30 am and I am just laying here thinking of you and your brothers and sisters. I know you have been looking over us all and I am thankful that you can see me now and the man I have worked so hard to become.
Tonight has been a tear filled night. I am in a great place in my life but I am so incomplete without you and my kids. I miss everyone so much and wish I could have had a chance to show how much it could have been better.
But that isn’t the case so all I have are the memories and that has to be enough. I feel lost sometimes because no matter what worldly possessions I have they will never take the place of my children and hope one day I will hold you again. I wish I had more time with you but I cherish what I did have. That smile and laugh was so amazing and it made everyone happy. So for now I will replay those memories of you and the other kids because its all I have left of you until I can make new memories again.
I love you
Dad
Posted by Vincenzo Leech on January 2, 2021
Hey buddy. Happy Birthday I hope your having an amazing birthday!!! I miss you every day and night. I wished you could be here with all of us and it really hurts that you can't. I love you so so much Justin and I wish you can meet my son Justin. He would love you. He looks like you too buddy. I hope you are having fun and just know you are always in my heart. I love you buddy.
Posted by Becca Franklin on January 2, 2021
I don’t know where to begin son, 12 years old Bubbies!!! Where have the years gone, wishing you were with us all, not a day goes by without you on my mind. Mommy loves you sweet boy! I know your our very own precious Angel looking over us every day. 2020 has been a heck of a year!!!!! Keep protecting us son! I hope you have an amazingly heavenly celebration with Faith, Bubie and all other special Angels above. Wishing you were here to celebrate with us all but knowing your safe with God and in a peaceful world up there I know you are always and forever safe!
Momma loves you son, xoxoxoxoxoxoxo always will be my baby boy
Posted by Joe Zeidler on January 1, 2021
Justin, One day until your birthday and it seems like yesterday that I held you in my arms for the first time. Many years have passed but the memories never fade. I always go back to those memories at Lake Redman and the fun we all had. I may have not been as strong as I could have been throughout the years but with time I have become a better man and only wish I had you here to have the joy I am able to offer now. My life is good now but missing pieces and only wish that I had those pieces to complete the picture. They say you are in a better place and that god needed another angel but I feel selfish at times because we needed you here with us and doesn't god have enough angels? I know that is a self centered view but I miss my son and wish you were here with me. I know that won't happen but it really wasn't fair to you or any of the family that you were taken from us. Justin I love you and miss you more than anybody can ever imagine. Love, dad
Posted by Abby Zeidler on December 3, 2020
Heyy little dude, it’s been a while since I wrote on here. It’s been a longgg road lately and I keep seeing pictures of you and miss you more and more. I miss seeing your smile I miss all the little things u would do. Like to think that you are 11 years old. Bubbie I miss you so much I really really wish u were still here. People never understand why I’m still upset because it happen so long ago but Idk I can’t seem to shake the idea your not here anymore I miss you so much. I’m sorry we couldn’t save u. I hope faith, Mr.frank and u are having a great time I love you to infinity and beyond
Posted by Joe Zeidler on March 26, 2020
Hi Buddy,
Daddy was sitting here looking through the pictures and was thinking about you like I often do.
I need to tell you thank you for being in my life, even though our time was short together I treasure every moment.
I know that if you are looking down on me that you are proud of how I have changed within myself. You see the person that I was and who I am now and I am sure that you are happy for me.
I miss you every day and I live my life with much more dignity and strength now. I hold my head up even in sad times because nothing will ever come close to the sadness of losing a child. I thank you for bringing a smile to my face with those memories and even now when I look at your pictures it helps me through the times when others chose to back away and I know that you had an unconditional love that was pure and honest and that was so precious to me.
I love you son and I miss you
Love
Daddy
Posted by Joe Zeidler on January 2, 2020
Happy Birthday
Daddy misses you
I love you
Posted by Joe Zeidler on December 25, 2019
Justin,
Another year has almost passed without you here.
For those of us who had the joy of knowing you, your upcoming birthday is a special day.
As a father I would never have thought I would have to be writing this for my child.
I would have given anything for it to have been me instead.
I miss your pure joy and your unconditional love that you had. Your smile and laugh filled our hearts with so much happiness.
You are not forgotten, we do manage to pick up the pieces but our hearts are forever broken.
The day you left was the toughest day in my life but I know without a doubt you are watching over me and for that I am so thankful.
I woke up this Christmas morning 2019 and had a huge feeling of loss even after all these years it still hurts. Your birthday is soon and for me that brings so many emotions but the one emotion that’s the strongest is love. I love you and I miss you and hopefully in my life I am honoring you because that is all as your dad I can do, my life must be something you could have been proud of.
I am not perfect and I know you would never expect that but I am trying to do my best.

I love you Justin and you will be Forever missed and Forever Loved.

Love,
Dad
Posted by Abigail Zeidler on October 15, 2019
Justin,
   I don't know where to start, I miss you so much. It's so hard to get through anything and everything without you. You impact my life daily And are constantly on my mind. I love you so much. I remember your laugh so clearly. And you calling cows dogs it just replays in my head. And im so glad I still can remember your voice. I need to find videos of you because im scared im gonna forget your voice. And I know people say that you wouldn't want me to cry for you but sometimes it just happens. And even just the thought of when people say i have to let go and live with it, it will never happen there will always be a hole in my heart for you. And I know all of your siblings miss you. I miss you so much bubbies. Love you lots! <3
-Your sister Abby
Posted by Vincenzo Leech on August 9, 2019
Hey buddy....
  Today I was looking at my son and he looked back at me and it was the deepest sadness feeling I had in my chest. Right there in my own sight, I saw a reflection of you and it made me cry so hard. I promised myself that I wouldn't cry everytime I look at Justin, but he reminds me everytime that you look just like him. But I'm getting better of differentiating him and you, even though your reflection isn't ever going to leave him.
Posted by Vincenzo Leech on August 9, 2019
I love you so much baby... I just want you to hear me. I want to feel your touch again, I wanna hear the brightest giggles and laughter you gave us. I myself am so blessed to have a newborn and guess what? I named him after you baby. His name is Justin Sabastion McCabe and how I would've loved to put him in your hands and let you hold him. I wanted you to be there to just hug him and give him a kiss and tell him life is going to be alright. I just still can't believe your gone and never coming back. How's that fair, why, just why would that happen? If only I could bring you back l, I would in a heartbeat. Something that you lack, which kills me the most from day to day. I miss you Justin and I hope your listening. I want you back so bad it's not fair. Not fair at all. I miss you buddy. I love you Justin.
Posted by Joe Zeidler on May 15, 2019
Another year and it still seems like yesterday.
I still remember our rides and how you loved to share my chocolate pie.
It’s 8:56 and they say that’s the time you left us and I will never forget those three numbers.
I remember that night and EVERYTHING about it. I remember the conversations and the movie that was on, I remember the sounds and smells. I love you with everything a father has and I only wish I could have done more to keep you here.
Justin I miss you so much and I promise to keep your memories.
People have said time heals but it may get less painful but it never heals. I know that you are looking over me and for that I’m so thankful.
One day daddy will hold you again but for now I will just hold the memories.
I Miss you buddy
I love you
Dad
Posted by Becca Franklin on May 15, 2019
Today I wish I could skip, I miss you every day so much son! Living life without you is so hard. The kiddos miss u so much. I know in my heart your in a better place with God, I just wish I could hold you in my arms. I will be with you one day until than just know I love you Bubbies.
Posted by Joe Zeidler on January 14, 2019
Justin,
I miss you so much, I sit here and know you are watching over me and that one day daddy will get to hold you again. Daddy loves you buddy!
Posted by Joe Zeidler on January 2, 2019
Happy birthday little man
Daddy misses you every day.
I have so much I want to tell you and one day I will but for now please know daddy loves you.

Daddy
Posted by Rachael Anne on December 11, 2018
It has been so long
I dont have a clear memories of you but i wish i did i fell like without everything is falling apart.
I am know 12 and last saw you when i was 4
Rip i love you brother
Posted by Amber Zeidler on November 19, 2018
Hey little buddy . It I crazy your nephew Gabriel is a spitting image of you . He is a strong reminder every time I look in his eyes I see you it is crazy you guys could be twins . I never got to know you but I always think about you . You have affected my life more than any one will ever know. Rest easy lil guy.
Posted by Vincenzo Leech on January 11, 2018
Justin... It's been 8 years since you have past. Everyday I close my eyes and your smiling adorable face pops up. You where the best brother one could have...
   I will never forget you
 I love you so much Justin.
Posted by Joe Zeidler on May 15, 2017
Daddy Loves you and I miss you constantly!

I wish I could hold you even just for a minute again.

My heart has an empty space without you.

I remember every detail of that day and know you felt love until you fell asleep.

My Son, My Buddy, My Heartbreak
Posted by Joe Zeidler on January 2, 2017
Happy birthday Justin,
Daddy Loves You

I miss you so much!
Posted by Joe Zeidler on November 22, 2016
Daddy misses you buddy I made a promise and I will keep it! 7 years and I still feel like it was just yesterday when you left us! i love you!
I am listening to "your song" I can only imagine by Mercy me! Crying so bad because my heart is broken!
Posted by Amber Zeidler on March 15, 2011
I miss you. lil buddy!
Posted by anna thompson on March 10, 2011
rest in peace little one
Posted by Rebecca Zeidler on October 25, 2010
Mommy & Daddy will always love you and miss you! You will always be our shining star, bubbies!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

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Posted by Becca Franklin on May 15, 2021
Son, momma misses you so much! 11 years is crazy to even think life without you! You have so many new angels there with you, I pray mom mom is holding you and your sister tight for me. My heart is so shattered and feel so lost, I know you will protect us all! I love u bubbies❤️
Posted by Joe Zeidler on April 14, 2021
Justin,
It’s 3:30 am and I am just laying here thinking of you and your brothers and sisters. I know you have been looking over us all and I am thankful that you can see me now and the man I have worked so hard to become.
Tonight has been a tear filled night. I am in a great place in my life but I am so incomplete without you and my kids. I miss everyone so much and wish I could have had a chance to show how much it could have been better.
But that isn’t the case so all I have are the memories and that has to be enough. I feel lost sometimes because no matter what worldly possessions I have they will never take the place of my children and hope one day I will hold you again. I wish I had more time with you but I cherish what I did have. That smile and laugh was so amazing and it made everyone happy. So for now I will replay those memories of you and the other kids because its all I have left of you until I can make new memories again.
I love you
Dad
Posted by Vincenzo Leech on January 2, 2021
Hey buddy. Happy Birthday I hope your having an amazing birthday!!! I miss you every day and night. I wished you could be here with all of us and it really hurts that you can't. I love you so so much Justin and I wish you can meet my son Justin. He would love you. He looks like you too buddy. I hope you are having fun and just know you are always in my heart. I love you buddy.
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Shared by Joe Zeidler on November 22, 2016

Justin,

So many years have past and it still seems like yesterday when you left.

You can see me from heaven I KNOW that, I know you see ALL, the tears, the broken heart. I also KNOW I will hold you again. 


The days we went driving, Just you, your mom and I, you sitting in your car seat seeing the world through those amazing eyes.  The happiness you brought to my heart is missed. 


Daddy LOVES You!


I miss you!!!!!!!!