May 3, 2020
May 3, 2020
Thinking of you today. I miss you every day! I listened to some of your music this morning. When I hear your voice it breaks my heart. You were so talented. We finally packed your room up. I wasn’t ready. You know me, I will hold on forever. I would’ve kept it the same forever. I’m not ready to let you go. I come in your room everyday and the tears come. the family wants to heal, and wants me to heal. People say time will heal all wounds. I guess my time clock is very slow as you know. I’ve never been the same. I used to be the life of the party, make people laugh, tell jokes etc,. I could find humor in every situation. I haven’t been that person in five years since you left. Nothing is funny to me anymore. I don’t know if I’ll ever get that person back. I don’t want to go anywhere anymore. I still find myself sitting in the backyard by myself talking to you. Five years seems like a day to me. If my life was a song it would be “ tracks of my tears by smoky Robinson” just taking being without you day by day. I love you Kaden.