Tributes
Leave a tributeYou gave us three incredible sons ,
May the day come that we all see face to face.
Nothing can be said to bring you back such is life.
If it were possible to turn back time I would of turned it back to our first born.
Love always
Maybe one day ill see you again...
Your remember as usual
Another year has gone by that your not here. Another year i will not hear your voice. Another year that i will not make you laugh. Another year i miss you more. 2 years ago today we said goodbye to you, and my heart shattered into a million pieces. I screamed out in pain of the news that you were never going to get through this. Words can not even express the loss that i feel in my heart now that your gone. Of all the things ive endured and overcome in my life, this is just one thing i dont see overcoming. If only there was a cure for heartache. Im sure if there were you probably wouldnt be where you are either. I know you felt that the pains of this world were too much to bare. We all face them in our own ways as well, but dealing with all those things and the pain of not having you around is far worse. Wish you were here big sis. I wasnt ready to lose you now or ever. I miss your laugh. I miss your hugs. I miss everything thats you. I know you are sleeping now and those voices in your head have stopped. I only wish you could hear my voice now telling you i love you and i wish i could see you again. But i know you cant hear me and i only say these things to you in my mind. But its comforting enough because the thought of not talking to you at all seems still so unreal. So in remembrance of you my sweet care bear, this day will never go unforgotten and we will always remember the sadest day in our familys' history, the loss of a beautiful soul. Always in my heart and on my mind. I love you and miss you so much.
Love always, Becca❤
Oh how I wish for so much.
And if wishes were horses beggars would ride.
Love you Mother of my sons
as I have never felt that pain till now and Im so sorry. A mom would give anything to help her child and I woulda gladly changed places with you to rescue you from your pain. Today makes 2 yrs and I miss you more n more as I realize youre not coming back. I will never hear your voice calling me mom again. Your sisters miss you just as much. It has been the single most devastating heart crushing pain I have ever known. You will never be forgotten.
pain. I loved you so very much. You will never know that now. I just dropped in on here to remember you n cry more tears cause that's all I have left. Only God knows why this had to be,and I'm trying to understand but I just don't. But I will treasure all the memories n wonderful times we have had. Matt says you're a star in the sky cause he is the moon and that I can be a star with you. We will look up and see your sparkle and pray for the day to sparkle with you one day in the future when we can be together again. Love you, mom
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Karen I miss you so much and still just can't believe your really gone. Your always in my thoughts and forever in my heart. Rest peacefully sister. I love you.
May 9 2018 your birthday again
So much of life you are missing out on. Today you would be 43 yrs old but you are no longer getting old n having to deal with life's struggles but missing the good times. Ashley your niece had a baby boy march 3 2018. He is such a joy and you can't tease becca bout being a granny now. Your sons don't remember their granny but maybe one day they will understand the pain we all have suffered n know that I love them anyhow with all my heart. I wish so much that you were here and that you could see how different life has become then you would know how much we all loved you. We still miss n love you and will forever be brokenhearted. I think of you everyday and when I have Ashley here I'm calling her Karen as I truly believe you live on In Ashley,as she is so much like you. I hope that one day your boys will find it in their heart to know how much you really loved them. That maybe they can understand the mental pain you suffered was not their fault or mine. But that they can find peace n love in their life and know that they are not alone. We all love them and we all suffered your loss too. But we all will remember you with love in our hearts and we understand n forgive you. Happy birthday
2018 tribute
Bought a cup for myself and your sister becca as we always use to sit n have coffee together. The cup has your picture on it from when you n i were sightseeing in kanaohe Hawaii. So many memories that I will never forget. I miss you coming thru the door yelling "mom you got coffee?" Or when you use to get up every morning it was "dont talk to me till i have my coffee." Well it seemed fitting to make this cup a tribute this year as a remembrance of you as we sit alone having coffee with you on my cup .we still can share coffeetime together. I love you dearly and will always remember.