Dear sweet sister of mine,❤
Another year has gone by that your not here. Another year i will not hear your voice. Another year that i will not make you laugh. Another year i miss you more. 2 years ago today we said goodbye to you, and my heart shattered into a million pieces. I screamed out in pain of the news that you were never going to get through this. Words can not even express the loss that i feel in my heart now that your gone. Of all the things ive endured and overcome in my life, this is just one thing i dont see overcoming. If only there was a cure for heartache. Im sure if there were you probably wouldnt be where you are either. I know you felt that the pains of this world were too much to bare. We all face them in our own ways as well, but dealing with all those things and the pain of not having you around is far worse. Wish you were here big sis. I wasnt ready to lose you now or ever. I miss your laugh. I miss your hugs. I miss everything thats you. I know you are sleeping now and those voices in your head have stopped. I only wish you could hear my voice now telling you i love you and i wish i could see you again. But i know you cant hear me and i only say these things to you in my mind. But its comforting enough because the thought of not talking to you at all seems still so unreal. So in remembrance of you my sweet care bear, this day will never go unforgotten and we will always remember the sadest day in our familys' history, the loss of a beautiful soul. Always in my heart and on my mind. I love you and miss you so much.
Love always, Becca❤