I know you have been around me lately. I love you and miss you so so much. Love now and always your first born and best friend xxxx

Thinking of you today and every day mum. You really have left a hole and it can't be filled. Kai is doing fantastic, we miss you and love you so so much, the pain of not hearing you on The phone, walks on the prom with the boys and dog, sneaky cig in the garage and spraying you, thinking dad wouldn't click on ha ha, he knew we were smoking. I miss laughing with you, I miss you making everything right, I miss your smell and I miss your roast dinners. I miss the 'bear cave'. You are always in my heart and my mind. Lots and lots of love, your first born xxxxx

Merry Christmas mum. Me and Susan are friends now and I'm helping her in a way I know you would want me too. I just wish with all my heart you could see your daughter's getting along. I miss you more and more every day and can't even begin to come to terms with your passing. I've raised a glass to you today. Your grandson cam is 15 on Friday, scary how he has gone from a little boy to a young man almost over night. I love you mum, I love you so so much. Keep me a place and keep it warm and one day we will raise a glass together, but first mum I have a job to do, I need to be here for the family right now. I hope I'm making you proud mum, and I hope your dancing in the star's with nan and grandad. For now my darling mother goodbye and God bless. Xxxxxxx

Happy birthday mum, wow I miss you so much. Every bone in my body aches for you, people say loosing someone gets easier with time. After nearly 5 years this is still as hard as the day you gained your angel wings, I love you and will be raising a glass for you tonight xxxxxxxx

Happy mothers day mum. I love you and miss you now and always love your first born xxxxx

Happy 57th birthday for tomorrow my amazing mum. I miss you each and every day. Love nowand always your first born .. Zoe xxxx

hi mum xxx so ive just turned 32, crazy eh. its still so hard with out you. especially so on mile stones. Im sure you will have been watching your KAI on his 18th on 14th june. xx you are missed so so much each and every day xxxx i love you mum xxx

Mum i miss your smile. Your smell your touch and the sound of your voice. Im lost here without you. And id give my last. Breath for 5 mins withyou. I love you save me a seat next to you and grandad xxxxx