Today marks 6 years but it still feel like I lost you yesterday I think about you all the time in all I can do is smile because it's nothing but good memories I try to be around your family but I just can't because I see you in your dad so much that it hurts but I'll speak whenever I see them I miss you so much I wish I could go back in time to save your life cause it's not the same on this earth without you I love you always in I pray your soul continue to rest peacefully 

R.i.p los we miss u bro

Sitting here tickled as I think about karlos. As much as I loved my nephews hair, I couldnt wait to cut it. I remember dressing him in the cutest outfit and decided that all he needed was those dang ponytails cut so he could look more like a little boy right; of course I had learned how to cut hair in which i was good at it by the way. Lol. The only problem is that i didnt know i had to take the ponytails out and comb it first. Poor karlos had parts all in his head after that cut. Needless to say his mama and daddy didnt see it because I kept that joker till those 5 parts were filled in......dont judge me karlos! Lol.

Im just sitting here thinking about my bro Karlos I miss u and so do everybody else  1 love big bro

I lived life with out a care in the world running the streets so freely doing what i wanted to do. Untill one day i was soon to have a child of own and to top it off lost one of closes friends. Boy did that year open my eyes to see the truth about life and what little i apreciated every day that i was blessed to c, walk, talk , laugh, and take another breath. That was 2005 here it is 7 years latter 2 more friends taken away and most recently and most important of them all my first and oldest nephew also taken away from my family, his dads family and all of his friends and other loved ones all by sincless gun violence.                                                                                                                                All of this ignorance fills me with so much anger so much pain that is hard to controll but i find a way to manage and hopefully the ones that fill like me will read this story and do the same.                                                                                                                                  Sincerly Yours Truely Brenton .T. Jackson