Today makes 10 years you’ve been gone. It doesn’t hurt any less than it did when you left. I’ve missed you so much. I know you are in a better place than here on earth. But, that doesn’t mean I can’t still miss you. I love you sis. Give all the family a hug for me and tell them I miss and love them all.

Hey my sweet Angel,
Mom and I miss and love you so very much. We hope you had an amazing Christmas. I wish we had you here to celebrate Christmas with us but know you are in a better place because this world is so cruel and there is so much going on in this world today. You were the best part of this world and made it better. You never seen a stranger as you were always sweet to everyone and made such an impact on this world and everyone you met. It is so sad to see what is happening to the world now. We have a horrible virus running ramped around the world, killing people, destroying their lives in more ways than one. Please pray for us all and look over Me, Mom, Brian, Matthew, Braiden, and Sterling as well as a few others in our family. We love you you sweet girl. Merry Christmas!!
Love Always & Forever,
Your Sister 

Hey my sweet sis,
I just wanted to come by to let you know you are always in my thoughts and I miss you so much. But, even though I would love for you to be here with us still you are in a better place where you are. This world has gotten really bad, from a virus that has taken over the entire world to people getting angry and fighting, killing, stealing and burning businesses and other buildings down. I am so scared for Sterling to grow up in this awful word. Not to mention Braiden and Matthew. please look over us and pray for us all. We truly need it.
I love you and miss you.
Love Forever & Always,
Sissy

Hey sweet girl,
I just wanted to stop in and say Happy Valentines Day. I hope you have the very best Valentines day in Heaven. I know you all are dancing and happy you are all together. We miss you and love you! Give everyone a hug and kiss for me.
Love You Always,
Sissy

I hope you had a wonderful Christmas and New Year Sis. I know you did because you are with all of our loved ones. I sure miss you all. It is not the same without you here. You sure made us all smile and you continue to make me smile with all the pictures and memories you have left behind. As much as I want you here with us I am glad you no longer have limits to what you can do. You deserve so much more than being confined to a wheelchair. What a precious person you are. I know the Angels rejoiced when they saw you come through those gates. I know I have said this time and time again but I was truly blessed to have you as my sister even if it was for only 19 years. You made me a better person. I love and miss you so very much! Until we meet again sis!

Hey sweet girl,
Wow I am actually speechless which is very strange for me as you know. I just miss you so very much and my heart still hurts. It will soon be 7 years in April since you have been gone. I just cannot believe it! I love you sissy. Mom has moved in with Brian and I so we can take care of her because she did not want to live by herself anymore. I feel better that she lives with us. If Daddy was still here he would be taking care of her. I wish he was here so does she. We all miss you both very much. Your birthday is coming up next month and you will be 26 years old. Happy early birthday beautiful and I hope you have a wonderful day.
Love Always, Sissy ,<3

Hey sis,
I am so sorry I haven't been by to leave you letters but you know what is in my heart and you know I think of you and Dad both very often. I guess you know by now that mom sold her house and has moved in with me. She was so tired of being by herself. I was worried about her too. She is safe with Brian and I and you know we would never let anyone hurt her. Tell Daddy I said hey and I love and miss him dearly. Also tell Grandma, Papa, Gary, Glenn, Jessie and Aunt Cathy hello for me and I miss and love them all. I cannot believe you all are gone. I feel so empty with all of you gone.
I especially miss your hugs you used to give me. and I sure wish I could get a phone call from you like I use to get. Life just isn't the same anymore. We love you sissy, so very very much!
Love Always and Forever, Your Sissy

Hey my sweet girl,
So sorry it has taken me so long to visit this site. I miss you like crazy and tears are rolling down my face as I type this. I pray you are happy and pain free in heaven. My heart hurts so much. I can't bare to even think of the thought of you being gone because it breaks my heart all over again. I will see you again one day and when I do we will all be reunited and we will be together forever. I love you always sis. You are never ever forgotten, I hope you know that. You were in my heart from day one and you'll be there to stay.
With All My Love- Sissy

Hey baby girl, I just wanted to drop in and say hey , i love you and that you are always on my mind.Today is Father's Day and I hope you and Dad and Papa had a very good day. I miss you all very much. I know Daddy had a great Father's Day because you were there. Give him and Papa a kiss for me. I love you always Sis.
Love Always,
Sissy

Hey my sweet , beautiful sissy,
I just wanted to come by and leave you a few lines to let you know that I still think of you often and miss you dearly. Matt Matt is having a little baby son. I know you would have loved him so much and he you. I hope you and Daddy have been taking good care of one another. We all love you both very much. Oh gosh how I wish you were here. I love you sweet girl. I can only hope you knew just how much I truly do love you.
Love Always & Forever,
Sissy

Hey sis,
Just a line to tell you that I love you and miss you so very much.
I hope you had a great Valentine's Day. I am sure you did. I love you baby girl.
Love Always, Your Sissy

MERRY CHRISTMAS SISSY. I HOPE YOU HAD A GREAT CHRISTMAS IN HEAVEN. I STILL MISS YOU EVERY DAY AND I WISH YOU WERE STILL HERE. YOU WOULD BE TICKLED BECAUSE MATTHEWS GIRLFRIEND IS HAVING A BABY. I KNOW HOW MUCH YOU LOVE BABIES. I JUST KNOW IT WOULD HAVE LOVED YOU. I LOVE YOU BABY GIRL!
LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER,
SISSY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SWEET AND BEAUTIFUL ANGEL. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW. I HOPE YOU HAD A GREAT DAY.
LOVE YOU FOREVER & ALWAYS,
SISSY

Hey precious,
I am so sorry it has been so long since I have written to you. Matthew graduated High School in June and things have just been kinda hard to deal with since he has graduated. I just cannot believe my baby has graduated :'(.. I cannot believe you have been gone over 3 years already. I miss you so much and think of you all the time. I love you my sweet girl. You meant everything to me and still do. My heart still breaks when I think of you not being here. I know you are no longer in pain and can run and play all you want. at least you have Daddy and Papa up there. Tell Daddy I love him and miss him so much.
Love Always,
Sissy

Hey Sissy,
I wanted to stop by and let you know that today is Mothers Day and Mom is missing you so very much but I'm sure you already knew that didn't you. Anyways, I want you to know that Mom and I love and miss you so very much. You are always on our minds and will forever be in our hearts. Love you sis.
Love Always,
Your biggest fan
Sissy :)

Hey baby girl,
Sorry it has been so long since I have been here. I have had so much going on. I cannot believe you have been gone 3 years already. I wish you were here with us. I miss you and Daddy so much. Matthew and Braiden, Brian and Momma all miss you too! I went to Moms today and seen the sling from your lift laying in the living room and thought about you. Karrie, I want to Thank you so much for loving me and being my sister. I am so lucky to have a sister as special as you. I still remember all our sweet memories together. I just wished they hadn't been so short. But, I am blessed to have had 19 years with you than to have had none at all. I am a better person having had you in my life. You still mean the world to me and always will. I love you and miss you. R.I.P sweet girl!!
Love Always,
Sissy

MERRY CHRISTMAS SISSY. I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH! I HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL CHRISTMAS IN HEAVEN.
❤YOU,
YOUR SISSY

Hey Sissy, 
  I sure do miss you babygirl. I wanted to stop in and say hey and let you know I think about you daily and love and miss you so very much. I miss talking to you, hugging you, having you hug me back. I miss our talks on the phone and how you use to make me laugh and smile every day. We all miss you so much. Matthew and Braiden are getting big. Matthew will be graduating High School in June and he will be getting married in October. I wish you could be here to see all of it. Braiden is 11 years old now and he is in 6th grade now. I can't believe how fast they both are getting. Mom talks about you and Daddy every day. She is still depressed and missing you both very much and so I am. I love you Sissy. I will be back another day. Until then, take care of Daddy. We all love and miss you both so much!
Love Always & Forever,
Sissy

Happy Birthday sissy. I hope you had a great birthday in heaven. I miss you and love you with all my heart and soul. Give Daddy a hug and kiss for me. I love you both so much. Sweet dreams babygirl!
Love Always,
Sissy ♡♡♡♡

Hi Beautiful,
I have been thinking a lot about you and Dad lately and the many memories I have of you both. And how you both were taken from us way too soon. Karrie I wish I had gotten more time with you. My family was taken away from me and I wish you both were still here. I love you my sweet girl. know that I am always thinking of you and Daddy and I love you both so very much. R.I.P. Precious girl :"( :"(
Love Always & Forever,
Sissy <3

Hey my sweet babygirl,
Oh Lord how I miss you sweet girl. It is a constant heartbreak that never goes away. I pray you and Daddy are doing okay. It is awful down here. Everyone is arguing and fighting. I am glad you and Dad are safe from this craziness. It is getting really bad. I miss you and love you so much sissy. Please don't ever forget that. Sweet Dreams Babygirl <3
Love Always & Forever,
Sissy <3

Hey Sweet Girl,
I just wanted to drop in and say hello and let you know I think about you all the time. I have and will never forget about you nor Daddy. I also wanted to ask you since you are in Heaven with Daddy and Papa if you would give both a big hug and kiss for me and tell them both I love them and miss them both. You are such a great sister and I miss you more with every passing day. You have always been special to me and you remain that way. I may not have you here with me in body but you will always be in my heart. Until we meet again my little princess.
                     With Love Forever & Always,
                               Sissy

Hey there sissy,
Well, Matthew has turned 17 already and he will be going to try for his license tomorrow. I so scared and excited at the same time. I wish you and Daddy were here. We all miss you both so much. I think about y'all all the time. I wish you could be here to watch Matthew graduate and have kids of his own. I know you'd spoil them. You always spoiled Matthew and Braiden when they were babies and when they toddlers and even before anything happen to you. I wish things would have turned out different. I wish you and Dad had never gotten sick at all. It would be so great to have y'all still here with us. We love you both so much. I hope you and Dad had a great weekend up in heaven. Please keep a watch over Matthew and Braiden since you and Dad are now our Angels. We love you both so very much!

                                Love Always & Forever,
                                      Sissy

Hey there Sissy,
 Oh how I miss you babygirl. You meant so much to me and still do. I just can't believe my little sissy is gone. It's been almost 2 years and every day it seems like I miss you and Daddy even more. Matt Matt has got a job now sweetpea and Braiden recently turned 11 years old. They are both growing up so fast. I sure wished I could slow down time a bit because it just seems to literally fly by. I wish you were here so you and I could play out in the yard with Roxie. She misses you too. While Mom and I were grieving from losing you, she was grieving also. you could see tears running down her sweet little face. I wish I could have done something more Karrie. You were so young. I didn't want you to go. Especially not the way you went. I'm so lost still without you and Dad. Mom has been depressed ever since y'all have passed. I can't get her out of the house. It's like she sleeps all day long missing y'all. I know it's hard for her. It's hard for me too but she worries me so much. I've already lost you and Dad. I don't won't to lose her too. Please watch over her sissy and help her to get through this. I feel as though she has given up. And I cannot go through this pain again. It hurts too much. I just cannot bear it. I love you sissy, so much. Hugs and kisses!

                    Love Always & Forever,
                         Sissy<3

Karrie,
Hey my sweet babygirl. Oh how I miss you. Sorry I haven't been by to write you. Mom has been staying with us a lot. She has been at the house now for about 2 weeks. I don't mind, I love her being there and so does the boys. I wish you could be here with all of us. You are so special to us all. I want to thank you for being a huge part of my life and for loving me as much as you did. I love you just as much sweet girl. I know you are hugged up to Daddy and Papa in heaven listening to Kitty Wells sing your favorite tunes. You will always be in my heart and I will never forget you. I love you always and forever Sis!

Hey Beautiful,
God I miss you so much. Today is Christmas Day and all I think about is you and Daddy. You have always been very special to me since day one. Never was I ashamed of you. I was always proud to have you as my sister and so very lucky to have a sister with such a big heart as you had. you Loved everyone and they loved you in return. You will always be special to me. I miss all the times you and I would play ball in the living room. I miss all the times you'd call me on the phone. I think you'd stay on that phone all day if Mom and Dad would have let you. I'd sure love one of those phones calls right now. You and I had some special times together and I will cherish them always. I miss you every day. Not a day goes by that something doesn't remind me of you. You were taken way too soon and should still be here with us. I sure wish I could turn back time. If I could I'd have you and Dad here with us and we would have caught Dad's cancer earlier and he would have lived. And you. We could have fixed you while Mom was still pregnant with you and we all would still be together. I wished that was really how it worked but unfortunately it's not. I hope you have a wonderful Christmas Sissy. I love you baby girl to the moon and back. <3 <3 <3 <3

Happy Thanksgiving my lil angel. I love and miss you so much. I hope you had a great Thanksgiving in Heaven with Daddy and Papa Payne. I sure do miss you sissy. I will love you forever. And miss you until I see you again.

Hey Sissy,
I sure do miss my girl. I think about you every day. I bet you are running around heaven and chasing Daddy and Wayne and Papa Payne all over the place. I wish I knew what you were thinking while you were in that coma. I think about that day all the time and break into tears wishing I could have seen those beautiful eyes open looking at me but instead you slipped away so peacefully, I could only hope and pray. I want so bad to have you still here with me and mom. We miss you like crazy. There will never be anyone that will ever catch my heart the way you did. There will always be a very special place in my heart for you. I am and have always been proud to have you as my sister. I just wished it could have been longer. But, at least I got to spend 19 years with you. that is better than none at all. I love you sweet lil Angel. I have my own lil precious Angel watching over me. And she is the most beautiful Angel I have ever seen. R.I.P babygirl. You will always be cherished and loved <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Hi Sis,
I hope you had a great 4th of July. Mom, Brian and the boys and I all went down to the Campground for the 4th of July and spent our vacation down there. We had an okay time. We wished you and Daddy could have been there with us. We thought so much about the both of you. We are going to keep going to the Campground every year to help keep yours and Daddys memory alive. not only for us but for others who loved ya'll down there too. They all miss the both of you. I sure miss the sweet smile of yours when I would come over to Mom and Dads house. Nothing is the same anymore without the two of you. Everything reminds me of ya'll. I hope you know how much we loved the both of you and still do. Even your dog Roxie misses you. Mom still has your wheelchair and Roxie is always going in there jumping up on it and smelling it, then she looks at me with a sad lil face. I know how she feels. I miss my hugs you used to give me every day. I wish you and Dad were still here with us. I love you Sissy..and always will!

Sissy,
Hey sweetpea! I'm so sorry I haven't been on here in a while. I was having such a hard time dealing with yours and Dad's death that I had to distance myself for a bit so that i could get myself together. I'm still very sad that you and Dad are gone but I am trying to find a healthier way to get through the fact that y'all are no longer here. I thought I had a better handle on it until I came on here and saw your beautiful, sweet face and the tears begin rolling down my face again. It is still so hard for me to except that y'all are gone. Mom is having a hard time too. She is missing you both so much. It's not been the same since you both have been gone and it never will. We have tried our best to. But, it's not working. We just miss you both so much! I love you sissy and I always will. I will see you again one day and when I do, we will never have to leave each other again. Rest In Peace my sweet Angel. Sissy and Momma loves you always!!

A Flower for you Sissy...I Love You So Very much!!!!

Karrie,
You have been on my mind so much lately. I cannot believe you have already been gone a year let alone at all. it seems as though everyone and everything is dead since you and Dad have been gone. nothing is the same, not that it would be without you and Dad. But, I actually think all hope was lost when y'all were taken from us. I know tears start rolling down my face even before I get in the grave yard while on my way to see you and Dad. Y'all were such a huge part of our life and always will be because every day my heart breaks more and more without you and Dad here. Karrie, sissy, I miss you so very much. Why Oh why did God take you away from us. I am having an extremely hard time with you and Dad being gone. All I ever do is cry. People say it gets easier with time, well it's not getting any easier, it's getting even more difficult to except y'all being gone. I hope and pray you know how much I love you sissy because nobody in this world could ever imagine how much you mean to me. I love and miss you so much babygirl. I wish I could talk to you. R.I.P. my Angel <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Happy Valentines Day. I Love You!!

Hey, my sweet Angel,
I have been thinking alot about you and Dad lately. I was just listening to the voicemails last night you left on my cell phone. I kept the last ones that you left and they are saved on my phone. I listen to them when I feel down and miss you. Only thing is, hearing your voice makes me miss you more. I wished I could have had more time with you. 19 years was not enough. I pray you are running around up in heaven like you always wanted to do. I miss you and love you so much baby girl.

Hey my lil angel,
Today it has turned into a New Year. I really wish you could have been here with mom and I. We miss you like crazy.you would have loved seeing the fireworks. But, I am sure you had a front row seat in heaven looking down on everyone and I'm sure you seen every last firework that was launched. Happy New Year baby girl. You are always in my thoughts and I carry you in my heart daily. I went by yours and Dads grave the other day and broke down and laid on your grave and cried my eyes out. I realize you may be walking up there now without a wheelchair but I miss you so much. You will always be my lil angel. Til we met again sweet girl. I love you!

Sissy,
I just wanted to wish you a very Merry Christmas in heaven.I hope you have a wonderful day.I know you and Dad are spending Christmas rogether along with Papa Payne.I miss you so much.I miss you being here and calling me on the phone, and threatening to call the cops on me. I miss everything about you sis.I hate spending Christmas without you and Dad.I just wish you and Dad were still here and not sick at all.you mean so much to me. ALWAYS have ALWAYS will! I love tou sis. Merry Christmas.I Love you!!

My beautiful Angel,
I wanted to wish you a very Happy Thanksgiving. I miss you so so much. It is not ever going to be the same at holidays or anytime without you and Dad. It still doesn't seem real that y'all aren't here with us. It's a nightmare to me. I hope I wake up soon because I miss y'all so much it hurts. I pray you and Daddy have a great Thanksgiving in Heaven. I love you both so much.

My sweet angel,
I have been thinking of you alot lately. I miss you as much today as the day you passed. I wish I had gotten more time with you. I was enjoying us being sisters.I am so lucky that God gave you to me for my sister. You were such an inspiration to me as well as alot of others. I will never forget you babygirl.I love you.

Hey my sweet Angel,
Oh how I miss your sweet smile and those beautiful eyes and OMG, how I miss the phone calls I got from you I hope you are having a great Halloween and getting tons of candy from heaven. I know you are running daddy and papa from cloud to cloud. i would love to see you running around,I bet you love every second of it. I love you always

Hey baby girl,
I wanted to wish you a very Happy 20th Birthday today. I wish you were here so we could spend this day with you in person. But, we will all be at your gravesite today releasing balloons and lighting candles in remembrance of you on your birthday and to show you how much we all love and miss you. I love you my sweet girl..always!

Give Daddy and Papa a hug for me and tell them I love them to the moon and back. I love you all and miss you so much. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. I love you all!

Karrie
Hey my sweet girl. Your birthday is comming up in the next 2 weeks and it makes me miss you even more than I already do. I wanted so bad for youvto be here so we can celebrate it with you. I miss you so much baby girl. I was listening to the voice mails on my cell phone from you. They made me want to hug you so bad. This month is going to be one of the hardest days since you've been gone.

Im sorry you didnt get to go.I wanted you to so bad.I wanted the whole world to know and see my beautiful sister.I miss having a sister.It was a great feeling to have someone that loves you so much as you did me.But honey I too loved you more than you will ever know.I was at Moms house and seen the ball you and I use to throw back and forth and it made me think of you.God I love and miss u

My sweet Angel,
I miss you so much and you are always on my mind.It hurts me that you aren't here with us.Mom went to Tennessee with us this weekend so she could get away.She constantly talked about you and Dad.She and I both wished the both of you could have been there with us.Before you passed we were actually making plans to take you.

Sis,
I cant believe you have been gone over 3 months already.Not a day goes by that I dont think of you.You were not only my sister you were my best friend.I loved you unconditionaly.I hope you know how much you mean to me.I cant even type this without crying.I was so lucky to have you as my sister.I hope you and Dad are happy.I Love you!!

im not to good at this but karrie we miss u hope u are running around up in heaven i love u til we see each other later missed and love u lil cuz

Hey my sweet babygirl
OMG I miss you.My heart is so broken that I cannot even pass yours and Dads grave without crying.I need you so much right now.no matter how bad I felt you always seem to put a smile on my face.Things are so messed up.I have missed you and Dad so much lately all i can do is cry.nothing is the same anymore without yall.I love yall!

Hey sweetpea,
hope you are doing well.I miss you like crazy sis.You sure knew how to make me smile.All I can do now is cry.I can just imagine how happy you were to see Dad again.And how happy they were to see you.I am trying my best to take the best care of Mom and Roxy that I can.We both miss you & Dad so much.I hate not having yall here.I love u!

Hey my lil Angel,
not a day goes by that I don't think about you.I miss you so much.And I wish I could see your sweet smiling face and hear you call me sissy.i miss that so much.every time someone mentions your name I bust out crying.Things sure aren't the same without you and it doesn't get any better.I miss you more now than the day u passed.I love u

Good morning Sissy,
I went by your grave yesterday,as I have every day since you passed.Thats the only way I seem to feel any peace lately.I still am not wanting to let go of you.I miss you so much and I am completely heartbroken.I was so excited when you were born because I had a sister and I was no longer an only child.Now Im still an only child.I <3 U