As we approach your 18months of being gone.im hoping in a week or so well be bringing you home, Its been to long, just knowing your with us spirituality. 

As anyone's questions, yes we are just now getting her ashes home ; (

Mom you have always been my rock my best friend. We have always been so close.you had a heart of gold, patience and always there for anyone even if I t was just a quick vist. u have taught me so much.i am who I am today because of you, a caring, big heart loving person..you were an amazing mom. The day we found out the bad news about your cancer was devastating, but you were still strong about.as the days went by and you got worse . that tore me up.i made a promise to u and to myself I would take care of you..and I fought and did all I thought I could do.when the medication wasnt helping and the tears of pain were coming from you.was a hole in my heart.the day you decided to go to hospice to get your pain under control,  I ,didnt think it be our last with you.as you slept into comastate in just a few short min.was a devastating feeling.knowing I was to have to say good bye to my mom..I was there the whole time just hoping you wake up and didnt want to miss saying goodbye. As the day approached we all had to say our final good bye to the most amazing mom, grandma, sister, great grandmother  and wife ,friend we could ever ask for..may you rest in peace untill we see you again..I love you mom always and forever, , love sheila♥♥