THE FINAL YEARS
Kay watched her children have their families and she would do anything she could to help them in any way she could. When Karen said she had to move to Derbyshire because her husband Martin had a promotion Kay could not have been more understanding for she told me Karen "I will miss you all so much but you need to go and have your life as I have had mine"...these words will stay with me forever as I felt so guilty about leaving them at a time in their lives when I felt they needed me most but my Mum was so supportive as always...but it still broke my heart to leave them and to this day it still hurts.
Kay my wonderful Mum died unexpectedly, she had suffered with really bad nosebleeds when on warfarin and had been in and out of the hospital with these for quite a few years but always managed to come back out of hospital and carry on. She was however deteriorating she was not able to do all the things that she used to do and this frustrated her and she felt very tired in the last few years but she was still here and she was still caring and asking how everyone else was all the time...She was the best, she loved us all so much and it is with a heavy heart that I write this.
The phone call from Marie telling me that our wonderful, loving, caring, kind, Mum had passed away will stay with me forever as it is the day that I lost a big chunk of me as a part of me I feel went with her......a piece of my heart. She is etched on the piece that is left behind also and there will never be a day that I don't think of her and long to have her back here..I will never ever get over losing my Mum, my Best Friend.xxx
R.I.P. Kay Clutson the best Wife, Mum, Nan and Great Nanny anyone could have....you were as the song says 'Simply The Best' and now you are as another song says....In the Arms of the Angels. xxx