Happy birthday my darling daughter I can't believe you would have been 52 years old this year where did that time go.The years go by so fast that's for sure.It seems like a century ago when the doctor put you in my arms you were so beautiful and you had the biggest brown eyes and a lot of hair I was the happiest mother in the world.Having you was a piece a cake I don't know how long I was in labor for I am sure it wasn't that long because I was leaking for two days and then all of a sudden my water broke and before I knew it you were born I even saw you it was  the greatest experience ever.My god you just took my breath away.The hardest part was when your father had to go to Vietnam and he would not get to see you for 2 years and a half.It was a very hard time for me because he wasn't there to see you being born I needed him to experience it with me but it was not to be.After i left the hospital your grand parents took me home with them considering I didn't have no where else to go it was very hard to live with strangers it took a while for me to get use to them and they had to get use to me as well.They took very good care of me and my daughter.They were the best grandparents you could ask for and they opened their door and heart to me i was very sad  when we had to leave cause my husband had to go to North Carolina that's where he was going to be stationed at for a few months. I didn't even know a soul down there so I was all alone again in a strange place again and when he had to work over night it made me nervous because i was going to be all alone to take care of my daughter by the way the doctor never gave me any instructions on how to take care of you if things happen that i couldn't handle.When the months were up he had to go to Fort Deven for a few more months at least I got to know these married couple they were very nice.Then finally moved to Germantown,in Quincy,Mass for over 30 years.I hope you are having a great time partying and that you got a lot of presents I know how you love to get presents on your birthday.So enjoy your self try not to party all night I miss you very much and love you from the bottom of my heart. xoxoxoxoxox Love mom

Hi my darling daughter I can't believe you would have been 51 years old today.I still remember the first time the doctor put you in my arms.You was the most beautiful baby in the world with big brown eyes and you had a lot of hair for a baby.I don't ever remember having gas pain when you were born.My water leaked for a day or too untill I couldn't hold it any longer.Then your grandparents took me to Chealsea Naval Hospital.I really don't remember how long I was in labor for or what time you were born but I do know you weigh 8lbs 8oz.I was awake when you were born I saw you.I was the happiest mother in the world.It was very hard on me to have you because your father couldn't be with me when I had you.He was in Vietnam at the time when I had you.I was in the hospital for a day or to.And then your grandfather and grandmother took me and you home to their house on gay street.It was hard for a while because I had to get use to living with strange people also having a new baby and none of my family was around which really made it twice as hard on me.I'll tell you this they were the greastest inlaws I could ever ask for they took very good care of you and me to.I was very lucky to have them in my life.I use to show your faters pitchure every night before you went to bed.Then your father finally came home after a year and 1/2 in Vietnam.We moved to NorthCarolina for quite some time.I didn't really like it their because I was living in a strange place where I didn't know a soul.Their were times your father had to work over night and I hated it when he worked all night like that.Besides I was trying my best to take care of you by myself it really was hard on me.And from their we lived in Ayer, Mass I really liked it there.I met a couple who knew your father we became good friends.Then we finally left their and moved to Germantown in Quincy,Mass.we lived there for over thirty five years.Then one of your brother Kevin was born in 1968 and then came your brother Sean in 1971.We had the greatest mother and daughter bond til becoming friends.We had so many good times me and you.I miss all those good times and I miss you so much I still have a hole in my heart.I had you in my life for forty five years until God called you home.At least you are pain free and not suffering anymore.I hope you had the greatest birthday and got a lot of gifts.I know how you love presents.Happy Birthday my darling daughter I love you with all my heart xoxoxoxoxoxo Love mom

This story happened on Christmas day.Kathleen and her husband Scott and me headed to Marshfield to his brother Todd and his wife Angie plus their five kids.We sat around and talked for some time.Then his brother and wife got the food to serve to everyone then we started to eat and then we were all done.Then we all headed  down to the basement and the kids got this dancing machine so they hooked it up to the T.V.then they turned it on.We all had to pick the music we wanted to dance to so we all took turns.The kids started to do it first then they asked me to get up and do it so I did.I decided to pick radio o radio then I started to dance with the music you had to follow the colors that came up and also do gestures.I started laughing because I wasn't following the directions right but kept dancing regardless everybody was laughing because I was jumping up and down and I couldn't stop laughing at all.I almost peed myself thank god the bathroom was close by.I neever laughed so much in my life.everyone had a great time even the kids.