I miss you so much today. I try not to feel cheated or angry because you got taken away from me so soon, but it's hard. You were my best friend and we had so many more memories to make and adventures to go on. You were supposed to be there when I started college and come see my art in the school shows. You were supposed to be by my side when Jace was born. You were supposed to walk me down the aisle at my wedding. We should have had a ton more road trips and trips to the movies. There is a huge part of my life missing because you're not by my side through everything I've gone through and experienced the past four years. I'm finally discovering who I am and growing up and you're not here to see it and that hurts so bad, because I think you always saw the strength I had. You knew who I was before I did. I just want to talk to you and be around you and laugh with you. I want my best friend back. I love you, Mom. Forever.