Happy Christmas in heaven mum. This is a year that we all want to forget. COVID-19 has caused so much sadness. Uncle Terry is quite poorly and very vague but he still talks about you. He loves you so. I miss you so much mum. You and dad were part of my everything. You’ve left a big black hole in my life. Watch over faye, I so worry about her being so fragile. Love you mum. Xxx

3 years. I can’t get my head around you and dad not being here. Alice gets married next week and I promise I’ll try to make it nice for her, Jay Jake Terry and diane. If you can please look out for uncle terry. I’m worried about him. Love you mum. Xxx

Another birthday without you. I hope you had a good one with dad and everyone. I miss you so much and I’m so sad all of the time. Tell dad I love him too. Life is tough without you and dad. I hope aunt May found uncle Jim. Love you forever. God bless.

Mum, all I can take out of this is that you are back with dad. You hated being apart and I pray that you have found one another and are back holding hands as you should be. I miss you so much and want you back but that's impossible so all that is left to say is wait for me. Love you loads. Anne x