ForeverMissed

This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Keith Tyler II 52 years old , born on September 30, 1966 and passed away on February 20, 2019. We will remember him forever.He made a difference to so many. Steve, his red headed step child, to Juan, the one he kept, his best friend, Kal. Ramon and a cracker, Mason and a binky, his Lukaboo and tomatoes, Jax his newest love, and Evie the baby girl he waited for his whole life. His children who loved him dearly and his gaming family. He loved his siblings and family so much and he was loved. 2 hearts once broken, came together to find that when joined, a brand new, strong and most perfectly formed heart emerged. She will forever feel his loss.

Posted by Ronda Tyler on February 20, 2020
I miss you so much! I feel so guilty for surviving this entire year. I am not living without you. Just surviving. I don't know how to live. I've been gutted and nothing fills the half of me you are. I cant go on like this. You've come to me in my sleep. Please come again. I NEED to talk to you. I need to feel you. Please.  
Posted by Keith Tyler II on August 14, 2019
Your voice when you sang, so beautiful, when you fell and broke your wrist, I think, was the beginning of the end. Your 2nd love, playing guitar. You tried to fill that void to no avail. Your depression seeped in and over took you. I miss that velvet voice. Or that gravely one that came later. Jax can find you in a picture, I won't let them forget you. I promised. I'm not sure how I still have all these tears keep coming. You were the only safe harbor for me to fall apart. I'm losing pieces of me every day. I'm not going to our reunion because I can't live thru all the "How are you holding up, or you are in a better place" it's not true, you should be here with me. I don't want to cry in front of them. I will go next year. I live you so much.

This is my place to talk to you. It's not the same, but it will have to do.
Posted by Mark Elliott on August 6, 2019
you weren't supposed to get to heaven before me. you were more like a brother to me than a cousin. the memories, the stories we could tell. yes, some of them not so clean, lol. many i could tell. we could right a book.
you were supposed to get to heaven before me. but i will look for you just the same. we will meet again, my brother, i will bring the beers
Posted by Keith Tyler II on August 6, 2019
I write on your phone, it is still active. I can't turn it off. That is a finality I can't face. I can't and don't do anything anymore but wait for this nightmare to end. Steve coughed in the playroom. For s split second I thought it was you. You have been such an intragal part of my life, we really became one. It's more than missing a leg, it's as if I don't know who I am without you because my insides died with you. There us this gaping hole .....I can't fill, I can't even try. I don't want to live. The loneliness is as if I'm in sensory deprivation container. I have so many words left unsaid. I should have checked one more time, I should have known. I told you once I called you Husband as my pet name for you. If you think about it, who else would ever hold that title in my heart. I have bills I can't pay. My house is dirty, and I don't care. I place a forced smile, so do the kids. We're all hoping if we don't talk about you, you'll come home like this never happened.  Well I m not fine or good. Or even ok. I'm broken, more like shattered. Useless, nonrecyclable. It does not get better or easier. If I hear one more platitude......I am selfish to the core. I want you here with me. We were supposed to grow old together .your birthday is coming up, and our anniversary. These meant more to me than Christmas. Could I surprise you. Could I hold off giving you your present. Never quite made it so you got two. I know you can't read this. But if words could tell what love could mean. You'd be surprised at all they'd say, sincere and yet serine.



Your wife
Posted by Ronda Tyler on February 27, 2019
I'm stuck in ground hog day, I wake up every morning just to remember I forgot. I think. I'll just go ask Keith, then I remember, I forgot, I cant open a jar, and I remember, I forgot, my msg sounds off, and I remember. I forgot. I get up to check on you, and I remember, I forgot,

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Posted by Ronda Tyler on February 20, 2020
I miss you so much! I feel so guilty for surviving this entire year. I am not living without you. Just surviving. I don't know how to live. I've been gutted and nothing fills the half of me you are. I cant go on like this. You've come to me in my sleep. Please come again. I NEED to talk to you. I need to feel you. Please.  
Posted by Keith Tyler II on August 14, 2019
Your voice when you sang, so beautiful, when you fell and broke your wrist, I think, was the beginning of the end. Your 2nd love, playing guitar. You tried to fill that void to no avail. Your depression seeped in and over took you. I miss that velvet voice. Or that gravely one that came later. Jax can find you in a picture, I won't let them forget you. I promised. I'm not sure how I still have all these tears keep coming. You were the only safe harbor for me to fall apart. I'm losing pieces of me every day. I'm not going to our reunion because I can't live thru all the "How are you holding up, or you are in a better place" it's not true, you should be here with me. I don't want to cry in front of them. I will go next year. I live you so much.

This is my place to talk to you. It's not the same, but it will have to do.
Posted by Mark Elliott on August 6, 2019
you weren't supposed to get to heaven before me. you were more like a brother to me than a cousin. the memories, the stories we could tell. yes, some of them not so clean, lol. many i could tell. we could right a book.
you were supposed to get to heaven before me. but i will look for you just the same. we will meet again, my brother, i will bring the beers
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From the time he was 12, he had my heart, bouncing that ball in front of Sue's house. We became best friends, then we finally got married and he promised to love me for the rest of his life, he kept that promise.  There were the dynamic duo years with Toddly, and and the settling down and a being a parent years, but best of all were the becoming a Papa years. He shall be missed

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Are you proud daddy?

Shared by Tara T on February 24, 2021
It's been two years, I don't even know how to put into words everything that I feel for you still, everyday. I am angry, I am sad, I am still the lost little girl, but I'm not as broken as I used to be. I've grown up, are you proud of mr daddy? I worked really hard and got two jobs, I got my own trailer, but I'm not gonna buy it because I'm waiting to buy the house I really want, are you proud daddy? Jax, man jax is SO FRICKING AMAZING, he's smart and loves to sing, I guess he might get that from you, he's still in the small side but you wouldn't know it if you asked him, are you proud daddy? Ramon is struggling, I don't know what to say, he's at the age I lost my way and I don't know how to be here for him but I am trying, I'm trying to support him without getting angry and losing my temper, I don't always succeed but I'm getting better, are you proud of me daddy? Mason is amazing in everyway I don't tell him as often as I should, he's so smart and wise sometimes, he takes care of me, I know it should be the other way around, but I am trying to be stronger for him too, I'm worried about losing the relationship we have though as he he gets older, are you proud of me daddy? I lost the job I worked so hard to get but it was because I had an opinion and I didn't stay quiet because I don't deserve to be mistreated, are you proud of me daddy? I bought a car, a REAL CAR, from a dealership, it's insured registered and completely in my name for the first time ever, and it's the car I wanted, it's not a mustang but it's prolly best I avoid the mustang until I'm a little better behind the wheel but I'm almost ready to take my test to get my license, are you proud of me daddy?

I have learned how to do things alone, to stand on my own two feet, and to stand up for myself and the people I need to protect, are you proud of me daddy? Cause that's all I wanted, I wanted it with everything that I am for you to see me and be proud, not embarrassed to say" yeah that's my oldest, she doesn't quite have it together, but she tries". I wanted you to see me, for who I am not hate me for the pain your mother caused.

Are you proud of me daddy? Cause I am, I am proud of how far I have come in these two short years, so much has changed, I am proud of who I am, who I will become, and proud of who my children are and who they will become,but even better, I am teaching them to be proud of THEMSELVES and who they are NOW. I hope your proud of me daddy, cause I will never know.

2 years

Shared by Ronda Tyler on February 22, 2021
It feels like forever and just yesterday. I still talk to you, I watch our shows and think how you might comment  my heart is still broken,  half is missing. Life is still here. It continues but it lacks the shine you put on. I love you so much 

Told by Nick Tyler

Shared by Ronda Tyler on February 27, 2019

Evie told us today that her mommy is making a box for her Papa and he's in heaven so when we get older and the angels take us to heaven then we can give papa his special box