Your birthday daddy
today is the day after new years eve and we would normally be out ..arm in arm..me clip clopping down the road with you balancing me in my heels ...telling me to stop fidgeting..and how it makes me more of a lady .lol..me ..a lady...yh I know what you meant now..I say it to my girls....they are beautiful little ladies..and they too look beautiful in red dad....because of you...it is now my favourite colour...I'm so sad today dad and nobody understands why...I hold my tears and thoughts inside so tightly..it's my way of hanging on to you...but had a feeling come over me today dad...a feeling deep inside..I think it's trying to tell me that now's The time to let you go ..to let you rest with mom and the other angels...I've realised I can't keep something that isn't real anymore....I've sobbed my pillow wet dad but I have to let you go...so that I can live....I will always keep you near to me and I will never ever forget you...I hope you know how much I loved you daddy..and I will always always miss you..and I will always be your little lady in red..I had our song set to this page dad so it's playing the lady in red by Chris de burgh while I write this to you....I will always be your daughter..your first born...Kellie Leanne xxxx..till we meet again in heaven dearest daddy xxx