My beautiful sister another year has slipped by yet again, your 74th birthday did not get missed, there are so many days l needed to talk to you hearing your opinion or advice, alas l only have your photo that doesn’t answer me…so l picked it up and sang happy birthday to you, with your most precious smile watching me sing so out of tune, miss you more than words can say Kerry….l know mum David and Sheree would have had a drink or two to celebrate with you, until this time next year, always my love sister….fly high

My beautiful sister Kerry, this year your passing was harder than previous years your beautiful granddaughter Shakira turned 18, she was extremely emotional with your absence in her life, l do all l can to give her support for you, she is such a beautiful young lady now, we exchanged so many msgs about you to each other, hoping my words were of some comfort to her. I wasn’t able to attend her party, so l sent her the photo of you that mum had for her birthday gift 
she loved the surprise pic of you.
Kerry no words can express how much l miss you, wishing daily we all still had you with us, l have assured Shakira you walk with her everyday.
Jeremy is doing so much better having his daughter with him.
Other than l love you unconditionally and miss you beyond measure, always in my heart and thoughts, your loving sister Bren ♥️

Kerry, here l am again…your 73rd birthday came again and went at the blink of my eye….
Your son Jeremy is doing great now he has Shakira living with him, still no news on him or Des being allowed to see Tai, l remember when you were not allowed to be in Tahlias life….that was hard on you…now Jeremy is subjected to the same with his son…
Last night your beautiful granddaughter Shakira and l had long chats on you, she misses you wished you were still here so as she can know you her nanny…
My memory is still good, so as things l remember about you come to mind l share them with her…She is such a beautiful girl…and missing the opportunity of knowing you….
“ Kerry send me a sign as to where the last letter l wrote to you is” l would so like Shakira to read of my love and adoration for you…
Any way my beautiful sister happy heavenly birthday, love and miss you so much..
Always in my heart and thoughts
Always sisters…..Always loved

7/8/2020
Kerry Jeanette my beautiful sister
Here another year has passed, eleven years today
since you left.
No time to say goodbye no time to thank you for all you taught me, no time
to hug you that one last time...
Your family has fallen apart, just like mine, that was one promise l could not keep for you and David.....
There is not a day l dont see you feel you and hear that beautiful laugh you had.
Your blue eyes always sparkled when you laughed, how l would love to hear it again.
Life without you David mum and my beautiful Sheree is killing me slowly, lm tired sis so very tired of trying to prove my worth to our families...
RIP UNTIL NEXT YEAR FOREVER AND ALWAYS MY LOVE TO YOU...

23/3/2020
Kerry Jeanette...
Today was your 70th birthday, what a celebration that would have been.

I imagined you David, Sheree, Adam, and mum up there partying, hope you didn’t share your rum with mum

Life has changed so much down here but that you already know.

I think of Des often and check in with Paul as to his well being. Your grand kiddies Cierra and Jack are growing way to fast, Brook is an amazing mum,

Any how sister happy happy birthday in heaven love and miss you so much...
Always Bren

For the 7/8/19
My beautiful sister, yet another year has passed by, there have been so many times l have needed to talk with you, alas it is no longer possible...
I think of you everyday, l kept my promise to you and David, but as you said l would be met with unkindness along the way. How did you know that?
Mum said exactly the same thing...
No matter you knew where my heart lay how l wish it was me and not you.
Fly high Kerry Jeanette...love and miss you dearly....always Bren

Kerry, yet another year has past, my heart calls you every day, the load is becoming increasingly heavy, our mother is still battling on, at 91 she has become so frail, but you already know that. I have broken the sister bond with our younger sibling, you were right once again, she is a hard case to follow....god willing I will return to you in 2019...rest peacefully miss you more than people care to know.....

8/8/2017
your 8th anniversary has come round. find I am missing you more and more every day. I cry for you hoping you feel me needing you.
as I write this the song playing is Baby's got blue eyes, reminds me so much of yours.
the family have fallen apart, Paul is the only one that contacts me from time to time, you would be so proud of him and your gorgeous grandies.
haven't heard from your hubby in over 4 years now. but the best news is mum has turned 90. I have kept my promise to you and David of caring for mum, a few don't like it but your photos are always there guiding me.
my dearest sister, life is so sad now you are in heaven...miss you love you...always your Brenda xxxx

My beautiful sister, seven long years without you, it's been so hard.
She finally divided your family, yes she is not a nice person at all.
Paul has done you so proud, he tried in vain to keep your family together but sadly did not happen.
Keep a place for mum and me wish you knew how many times l have needed you....you are and always will be the person l so wanted to be.
Rest in peace until we meet again....

My beautiful sister, you were everything I ever wanted to be....
Warm loving kind and true to all...
Six long years without you has been hard to bear..
If only for one more day...
To tell you all I forgot to say....RIP Kerry loved forever by me and mum

Kerry Jeanette Brown née Porter
   My lifetime inspiration....