lhey baby girl it’s will soon be 2023 and another year without you which also means it’s only a couple months until your second birthday another one of when me and mummy should be buying you a million and one birthday presents planning you a little party and yea making memories but instead we will be coming and see your stone and setting ballon's off you. I just wanted to write a happy heavenly new year up there although I will be saying to you in your urn also. Me and mummy love and miss you every second of every minute of every day and long for it to be different and for you to be here with us. Happy heavenly new year baby girl we love you. Always missed always loved and always wanted ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ XxxxxxxxxxxxxxxX

Hello my beautiful Angel I’m sorry I haven’t wrote for a while but u know I talk to you all the time at home. It’s that time of year lilly loos where everyones getting ready for Christmas and I’m just here like what’s the point, things would be so different if you were here baby girl the house would be all Christmassy with a million presents just for you. Me and mummy miss u every minute of everyday and we long for u wishing it was all so different!! I got u a little present to go in u cabinet when mummy comes home. I be out to see your stone next week and light a candle for u and then setting your ballon's off with mine and mummy’s message to fly up high I think he sky to reach you. Life is never the same without u hahah girl!! And remember you are always loved, missed and wanted and that will never change!! Merry Christmas baby girl lots of love ❤️❤️❤️ Xxxxxxx

My beautiful Angel baby Lilly~Rose how are u almost a year old!! It’s so mad to think that this time last year kelz was so excited, happy and waiting to finally meet u and hold u in my arms a year ago without any idea that u would be too precious for this world. I think about the little time we had together and crave for it and for u to be in my arms again and things to be so different. I wonder what you would look like now and what we would be doing and wonder if u would have a attitude of u mum or chilled like me but what I do know is whatever one it would be u would and are the most perfect beautiful princess anyone could ever wish to have. I’m coming to see u stone on Tuesday and I will be letting balloons off to fly high up in the sky to reach u. I love and miss u baby girl every minute of every single day and wish that U were here And it was all so different. I just want to be with u Lilly Loos everything was perfect now I’m just left with a broken heart and a missing piece. I love u Lilly~Rose fly high baby and shine bright like the star u are. You are my sunshine my only sunshine u make me happy when skies are grey u never know dear how much I love you but I will remember u every day ❤️❤️. We will soon be together again my Angel. Love u lots and lots baby girl love your kelz ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Well my baby angel this Christmas should of been our first one together. Instead mummy is still grieving for u and wishing u here with us x even though ur not here in person I'll still b putting afew presants under the tree for u xxx I hope u get the balloon with the message on it that I'll b releasing with Kelly on Christmas day x I love and miss u so much my sunshine xx

It's been a while my baby girl.. but as u now know we have moved into our home and ur special cabnit is up and sorted xx ur kush keeps mummy on her toes especially since his operation xx mummy still very much thinks about you wants u and love you sooo much  fly high and shine bright baby xxx

I'm sorry baby girl x it's been a while but as you have seen mummy has been doing loads, but as u also no mummy still misses u and talks to u xx and about you x all I'm doing is for u babygirl xx

My beautiful Lilly loos you are 4 months old today and me and mummy still miss you every minute of every day I wonder what you would look like now and how much you would have grown!! We went to Naomi house today to to get your stone with your name on it and placed it in the memorial garden with all the other babies stones it looks so perfect just like you!! I know I don’t write on here as much but you know how much I miss you love you and want you with us!! You are so wanted and so loved!! Forever my princess I love and miss you so much my Lilly loos!! XxxxX

It has been a little while my baby, but ino u have been listening to me and watching me x mummy is getting one tattoo on her arm on Monday yayyy I can't wait x then itll b my chest piece xx you would have been 4 months on the 29th and god my heart and soul is still broken I'd give and do anything to have you hear in my arms xx shine bright my angel always loved missed and definitely wanted xx

Don't you worry my baby mummy will never forget you xx I will always keep you alive even if others don't xx I love and miss you so much your my world even though your not here in person I no ur with me xx fly high and bright my angel xx

Hello my baby x I'm just reminding you that your not forgotten mummy watched ur video today of when I gave birth to u and igot upset. My belly heart and soul feels so empty without you x I'd give anything to have u in my arms

Hello my beautiful angel x today you would have been 3 months old... I've got u some more special presents to go into ur cabnit with you xx God only knows I'd give anything to have u in my arms xxx no matter what mummy's doing I'm always thinking about you xx

As always my beautiful angel, mummy has brought u something else to go into your memorial place.. ❤ mummy is still missing u and loving and wanting you just as much as I was when I was carrying you xx never will you b forgotten .... I LOVE U MY ANGEL FLY HIGH AND BRIGHT XXX LOVE MUMMY XX

Well my little beauty, we got you a lovely present that lights up that's in your special cabinet xx it's not the same my lilly-rose as I'd do anything to have you with me ❤ not a second passes without me thinking about you or wonting you.. Your my world even though your not here. Please carry on sending me your little signs they keep mummy going..I love you

Good evening my precious angel. It’s been a few days since I wrote last but I know you know I think about u all the time and miss you more then words can ever say!! Mummy’s cooking a cottage pie tonight and has been cleaning today but you already know that because she was singing to you while she was doing it. We went to nanny rozzys yesterday and had a little bbq with her and she loved it!! You would have loved it too my Lilly loos and would have been getting loads of cuddles from nanny rozzy. I had your outfit on that you got me for my birthday and the lady across said it was nice and I told her my Lilly Rose got me that it made me smile. Me and mummy went to Basingstoke the other day and we got you a little something well two because you always have to have two of everything and it will go in your special place when I go to my house, mummy already has hers in your special cabinet. Not a moment goes by my Lilly loos when I don’t miss you, want you, crave for you and your hugs and wish you were here with us. I love you so much my little diva ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Mummy is still very much missing you loving you and wonting you❤ your present should come today my angel as you know I still light a candle every night for you and I always will xx hope your still flying high and shining bright xx forever wanted xxx

Hello my beautiful angel x mummy just wants you to know that I see all your signs , they mean everything to me... Not a second passes without me thinking of you or mentioning you. Mummy's hearts broken because you got took from me.. Your beautiful inside and out and I know we would of had such a beautiful life together I'm off to the cinema today hun but I know your b with me xxx the zoo was amazing and again I see all your signs and as you know that was your day xx mummy will forever long to have you and be with you... you was took way to soon

Hello my precious Lilly loos today was your day me and mummy went to the zoo for you and we know that you were with us we see all the signs you were giving us and the sun was shining bright you my little sunshine were shining bright ❤️. It was a lovely day and although you were with us I couldn’t help but keep thinking and wishing you were actually here with us pushing you around ( if mummy let me lol ) showing you all the animals taking lots of pictures and just enjoying our first proper outing as our little family of 3 making memories. Words can’t describe what I wouldn’t do for things to be different and for there to be no pain just joy!! But don’t worry me and mummy are going to make so many memories for you and we will always buy you gifts for your special place so you too will have your own special memory with you in your special place, today you got a beautiful little glass penguin a wolf teddy and a little meerkat. I love and miss you Lilly~Rose more then words can ever say ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Tomorrow my baby were going to the zoo for you x mummy knows your be with me and I'm still loving and wanting you as much as I ever did x eachday I'm wanting you more and more you mean the world to me even though your not here with us your thought about everyday and loved missed and wonted xx until we meet again fly high and shine bright

Happy Sunday my Lilly loos whatever you are doing flying high up there. I love and miss you so much and not a day goes by where I don’t think about you and wish it was all so different. Me and mummy talk about you all the time and crave to have you here giving you love and cuddles and everything else. Me and mummy booked our trip to the zoo we are going on Tuesday it will be 2 months since you grew your wings but it’s so raw it still feels like yesterday. As you know the zoo was going to be our first proper outing seeing all the animals I know you would have loved it but I know although we cannot see you, you will be with us right by our side!! I’m gonna go to the gift shop and find u a gift for your special place I know you will give us a sign to show us what your favourite is because it will be as pretty and perfect as you well nearly because nothing and nobody is as perfect as you!! We will take lots of pictures for you too. Love and miss you so much baby girl ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Tuesday were off to the zoo for you, mummy knows your b at outside and loving it as much as we will x lilly-rose your so missed and so wonted our heart and souls are not the same without you xx so until were reunited you fly high and shine bright my beautiful angel xx

O I did believe in miracles but they took u and that's destroyed me .. mummy trys to take comfort in knowing your no longer in pain but god knows I'm dead in side and all I wont is you

I no ur shining down on me from heaven but that dont take the pain away and I no were b bk together some day and I cant wait the pain just ain't going away xx

You now have your special place with your special things xx you being there beings me some comfort. I would give anything to hold your hand and kiss you... you will never b forgotten and mummy will do something once a month in your memory ❤❤

Hello my baby girl x I see Kelly's been filling you in lol yes as you no you have your special place now xx I often wonder what you would look like now and how you would be xx 4 days old was way to soon my baby... you made such an impression on everyone that came in touch with you within them 4 days❤ you truly are a beautiful baby inside and out xx you still are xxx mummy misses you and loves you so much but you no this ❤

My beautiful Lilly Rose it’s Sunday roast day and mummy’s cooked up a feast like she always does ❤️. We got your cabinet today and it looks perfect for you and all your bits it’s fit for a princess which is exactly what you are!! ❤️ I can across yours and mummy’s present today the one with the heats with words on and the pictures I still love it ❤️. I never stop missing you Lilly loos not for one second ❤️ Love and miss you so much baby girl!! Leave it there cos mummy just dishing up dinner we have chocolate cake for after ❤️ Fly high precious angel ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Today's another day without you I slept with you lastnight and I would give anything to hold you tight.. I played your video of your heartbeat and it felt so close and real like you was next to me xx your beautiful in every way and today I'm going up to nanny and grandad graves xx but you already no that xx I love you my beautiful angel mummy xxx

Lilly loos I feel so far away from you tonight but you now have your temp special place all nice and with me ❤️ I have your photo in a frame, my special box with our keepsakes and memories in, your other little bits and I’ve lit your candle for you right in front of the tv so every time im sat here I see you. I’ve got your teddy you got me right next to me just like I always have too. Miss and love you baby girl ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Hello my beautiful angel❤ I hope you are being good no doubt you are❤ I love you more than words can say and I'd give my last breath to have you in my arms again.. my life has changed completely since you gained your wings how I wish things was different and you was with me having me run ragged ❤ I saw your little white feather and it brings me comfort xx just now my precious baby girl you mean the world to me xxxx

My precious Lilly~Rose I miss you more and more everyday. What I wouldn’t do to have you here and things to be so different, to hear you cry, watch you grow, your first smile, hug you and shower you in love everyday, to hold you in my arms and for the pain to go away. My heart is broken into a million pieces with a massive piece missing since the day you grow your wings. But I will always carry you our memorise we made together in my heart and mind always while getting through each day wondering what things would be like if things are different and you were still here with us and what we would be doing but I stay strong and put a brave face on as much as I can because I know you wouldn’t want to see us sad. I love you so much and miss you more then words can say my beautiful angel ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Hello my angel ❤ as always your mummy is thinking about you and missing you xx my heart is still very much broken life will never b the same because you are not here with me ❤ I often look out for the signs you send me to let me know you are near❤ fly high and bright my beautiful child ❤

I'm still missing you more than anything in this world x everyday I think about you and wish you was in my arms xx I try to comfort myself by saying your with me but it's not the same xx I'd do anything to b with you mummy loves you

Everyday you are still missed wonted and loved. I often wonder what you would b like if you was with me xx Theres not a second I dont think about you or look out for signs that your near me xx you will always be my world and I'm sorry i let you down kels tells me I didnt but I feel as though I did I just hope you will forgive me as I wish you didnt inherit that disorder xx you are and was so perfect to me ❤❤ I love you my diva xxx

My beautiful Lilly loos another day goes by and the more I miss you!! Me and mummy went for a long walk yesterday but u already knew that. Today’s been a tough one lots of talks but its all for you baby girl Justice for you!! Mummy’s lit you candle for u like she does every night. Love and miss you so much Lilly loos ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Your still my world and mummy misses you so much x I'm glad your home with me cos that's were you should be... as you no I light your candles every night cos you shine bright and fly high I love you my lilly-rose and I wish you was with me in person xxx my gorgeous daughter xxx

My Lilly loos it’s been a couple days since I’ve wrote but your home with me and mummy now so I talk to you everyday. I miss you more and more as the days go by wishing it was all so different, wondering how much you would have grown in 5 weeks 3 days. We love you, we miss you and you are wanted every minute of everyday ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Our precious angel taken far to soon miss you every second of everyday Lilly loos ❤️❤️❤️! Your Finally home with me and mummy now princess. Always loved always wanted and always missed!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Love you always little diva ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Every second of everyday mummy is thinking about you wonting you and loving you xx you was took way to soon my beautiful baby girl ❤❤

Every night I light acandle, it's not the same as having you here xx the emptiness that i feel inside is hard to describe until were reunited mummy is hoping you are safe at peace and not in pain xxxx

To my beautiful daughter you was took way to soon just know you are and always will b wonted loved missed and thought about xx