Kevin I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH. I WISH I COULD TALK TO YOU SO MUCH. YOUR WHOLE FAMILY ARE THE GREATEST FAMILY I KNOW OF. YOUR MOM AND DAD WORKED SO HARD AND MADE YOU THREE WORK HARDER AND WISH I WOULD HAVE TAKEN A PATH MORE SIMILAR TO ONE OF THE THREE OF YOU AS IM SURE I COULD HAVE HAD THE OPPORTUNITY IF I HAD MY SHIT TOGETHER INSTEAD OF WORRYING ABOUT HAVING FUN AND THE LOVE TO CHASE WOMEN. I MISS YOU CUZ AND ITS SO NOT FREAKIN’ FAIR. SO NOT RIGHT, JUSTIFIBLE, FAIR, OR MAKE ANY SENSE AS YOU COULD HAVE SAVED AND HELPED TENS OF TENS OF THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE AND I BARELY HELP MYSELF. 
RIP MY COUSIN I LOVE YOU.