Фончик мне подарила

My Dear Foka,

You've been gone from this earth for 1 year but the impact of our loss by not having you near us is just as hard to accept now as it will be for a very long time.

You were such a shining light of happiness and hope to so many people and you've left us with a paradox that seems to have no answer when we look at the meaning and mystery of life.

Is there a purpose to you going to heaven so early? Is it a cruel twist for us or is there something that we are not seeing that we all somehow gain as you watch over us.

These are questions that I will most likely have for the rest of my life.

But for now I can only think of the times we would have shared and the short time together that we did share while you were in the US.

I was honored and happy to give you what little advice I could on dating, romance and boyfriends because this is the very essense of life and it felt good to talk about these things with you.. it felt good because I knew that you really listened with an open heart and wanted to understand.

Somewhere in this world there is going to be a young lady like you who shares your same sense of wonder and happiness at life. A girl who is universally loved by all who meet her because she simply makes them feel good with her very presence and her smile.

Foka I know this girl exists but I also know that she will be very very hard to find.

You are and always will be unique and one of a kind my dear.

My Love and Prayers for you Foka..

Please put in a good word for us with the big boss in Heaven too.

Ken & Lena