I'm sorry for all the times I lied to you
   I know it's too late cuz your gone,
  And I have nothing left of you
  But Memories and songs
  That when I hear it I'm back in the past
  When it was just you and I
  I'm sorry I couldn't see you
  Before you past away and took
  Half of my heart with you

Secrets  
  I try not to think about you two
  And all the good and bad we been thru
  I miss you both,
  If I had the chance to see y'all
  That'll be my dose
  Of medicine, to heal me
  From all the pain I've been feeling
  For the last three years
  I've had nothing but remorse
 And these tears that won't stop shedding
 Like the blood when I cut

Happy 20th Birthday Kimani. I miss you the same today that I did 2yrs ago. I'm holding on strong but it's still hard to even think about you without getting emotional. Or talking about you to anyone, even myself. I love you and I miss you, so do Jaymes, Elijah, Jada and Angelo. You are always on our minds and in our heart. ♥

Happy 19th birthday nephew ! I miss you everyday and you are constantly on my mind.. there is just so much I wish I could say to you and do for you and I'm sorry I wasn't there for you as much as I should have been. I love you soo much Kimani . Thank you for being there for me when I needed advice or just a hug. Thank you for being YOU! I will continue to share my memories of you and think about you everyday.. I love you

just thinking about you.i love and miss you Kimani.

happy Thanksgiving nephew! I love you. I'm thankful you were in my life.

I miss you. I think about you everyday and I'll never forget you. I love you nephew

I'm just thinking about you Kimani! Granny Margie died this past Week, so we dealing with that. I'm really glad you got to spend time with her before she died, she really loved all of us. I love you so much and miss you more and I'm sooo PROUD of you!

My heart actually ACHES FOR YOU! I never felt this pain before, I don't think I can't stand it Kimani. I'm just so sad, but I hold it well. The counseling every week helps but Angelo helps more! I love you Kimani Tyrel

Just thinking about you.

I'm thinking about you daily Kimani! I love you!

Hi Kimani! I miss you and my heart is so broken, but I think I'm being strong. I just can't understand this and its draining me. I love you

Happy 4th of July Kimani! We love you and tell our cuz happy birthday!

Good morning baby!

Kimani I miss you so much this is the first Father's Day without my grandson you are with Jesus now please help protect and watch over us All we will miss you forever you are fantastic young man your smile would light up a room you always be with us in our hearts and our minds I can't really put into words how I think we all feel love always your grandfather Jerry

I wish I could hug you! I still remember dropping you off at the airport, and kissing you on the cheek thinking to myself "you still got baby soft face" lol

HAPPY FATHERS DAY KIMANI! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART!

I love you nephew . There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about you. I'm so sorry that this has happened to you.. Please watch over your family , especially your little brother Jaymes.

I miss you eveyday, i think about you ALL THE TIME. I cry so many tears. I just want u back. This really hurts me. You were finally getting the life u wanted. I am so proud of you and so proud to say no girl had u the way I had you. I love you soo much !!!!!!!! 11. 15. 12

I miss you so much! I cry everyday, and think about you constantly! Im so sorry this happend to YOU! You tried so hard and made me so proud Kimani! Dont ever think you didnt! I love you!

I will miss you and not a day will go by when I don't think of all the good times we had you are and all ways will be in our hearts.

Grandma may be far away, but I thought of you often and missed you alot. You grew up to be a fine handsome young man. I remember you more as the goofy smiley kid who stuck rocks in his ears. Had us all laughing when Harley the Dog carried you cross the back yard. The proud way to looked at baby Jaymes when he was born. You were his protector, brother and friend, and sometimes his translator. You were an awesome son, grandson, brother and friend who God called home much too soon. Save me a place in Heaven Kimani. I love you infinity ...........................