I can't believe in February 16th it'll be 3 years since you've been gone. I'm still struggling with the fact you're gone. I feel like I'm struggling with it even harder now than when it first happen. I'm so lost I don't think I'll ever find my way back. Mama I never realized how much I really needed you. You were my best friend. Without you I've literally lost everything good in my life. You weren't the only one that was robbed. You wont the only one robbed of your life, I was too. When you passed my whole life got turned upside down cause I lost sight of the purpose of life and lost everything else along the way. But I know you're still with me in my heart and in every way you still can because I can hear you in my head Everytime I'm on the edge ready to give up. I always hear the exact words you would always tell me. Which is no matter what you love me no matter what and if I give up then what did I think that'd do to you. If I give up like that it'd end your world, it'd deviate you. Even tho losing you is doing the same to me I can't give up cause it'd devastate you and my kids. Therefore I'm trying my best to get back on my feet and prove to that sorry piece of shit that took you from me that I'm not gonna let him win. He's not gonna destroy me and keep me down. You will get justice mama!! I love you so much I miss you more than anybody could even imagine!! Tell my baby sister I said I told her so lol when I used to pray at night I used to brag on you and tell her how awsome of a mom you are lol

Happy heavenly birthday Kim your missed and loved very much.

I cant believe today makes a year youve been gone. It seems just like yesterday. Not only did I lose my mom; I also lost my best friend, my rock (always held me down so I could keep myself together), my counselor( I could talk to you about absolutely anything), my teacher( showed me all the different ways to life), my team mate( always was right there beside me had my back), my cheerleader(always encouraged me), my protector(sheltered me from a hell of alotta things including people close to me that are horrible people), my voice(spoke up for me when I didnt know or could) my partner in crime I lost everything when I lost you. You were a very huge part of my world. Mama I miss and think about you everyday to the point I can't even function sometimes but ya know what I'm glad you were called home in some ways too because knowing and seeing everything I know now I know youre finally getting your peace. Youre not being hurt and abused anymore, youre healthy happy and safe now. Besides I cant be selfish. I had you for 30 years its your other baby girl brandys turn to have her mama cause I will say this. You were the best mom anyone can ever ask for. And thank you for sheltering me from the things you did cause now that I know all the shit I do now smh I'm barely taking anything in anymore

you will be missed you was a wonderful person an was taken to way to soon,,love you my friend!

I miss you so much mama. I'm sorry I couldn't protect you. But at least youre not sick or hurting anymore and you're safe. I love you mama I'm sorry for everything