February 10
February 10
I can't believe in February 16th it'll be 3 years since you've been gone. I'm still struggling with the fact you're gone. I feel like I'm struggling with it even harder now than when it first happen. I'm so lost I don't think I'll ever find my way back. Mama I never realized how much I really needed you. You were my best friend. Without you I've literally lost everything good in my life. You weren't the only one that was robbed. You wont the only one robbed of your life, I was too. When you passed my whole life got turned upside down cause I lost sight of the purpose of life and lost everything else along the way. But I know you're still with me in my heart and in every way you still can because I can hear you in my head Everytime I'm on the edge ready to give up. I always hear the exact words you would always tell me. Which is no matter what you love me no matter what and if I give up then what did I think that'd do to you. If I give up like that it'd end your world, it'd deviate you. Even tho losing you is doing the same to me I can't give up cause it'd devastate you and my kids. Therefore I'm trying my best to get back on my feet and prove to that sorry piece of shit that took you from me that I'm not gonna let him win. He's not gonna destroy me and keep me down. You will get justice mama!! I love you so much I miss you more than anybody could even imagine!! Tell my baby sister I said I told her so lol when I used to pray at night I used to brag on you and tell her how awsome of a mom you are lol