Kim came into this world on a snowy Dec. day 2 weeks late I had no idea if I was having a boy or girl. I wanted a little girl so bad when the Dr. said it's a girl I cried. I remember I wanted her in my room and the nurses said you need your rest and took her off to the nursery. I couldn't sleep so I walked to the window she was crying and they couldn'y get her to stop so they let me in to hold her and she stopped. I put her down and went to go rest but I couldn't and neither could she so they brought her to me. I just held her and didn't want to put her down. Everyone said you can't hold her all the time but I couldn't put her down I had a baby carrier so she could be with me all the time. How I wish I could go back to that time.