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This memorial website was created in the memory of our loved one, Kirstin Leigh Deguara, 15, born on June 27, 1994 and passed away on May 13, 2010. We will remember her forever.

May 13, 2020
May 13, 2020
May the winds of Heaven blow softly in your ear
How much we Love and Miss you
And wish that you were here.
Love Your Family
May 13, 2019
May 13, 2019
9 Year Anniversary of your Death,just typing those words send shivers down my spine,it felt like we had lost you all over again.Remembering you is easy Kirstin we loved you so much,still do ,and will keep you in our hearts until we are united,Love always Mum :)
May 12, 2017
May 12, 2017
Today marks 7 years without your bright bubbly self in lives, it was a pleasure to be your mum, if only for the time we had. Mothers Day tomorrow ,I have my memory of our last one we had together, it will always be treasured. Miss you so much Kirst <3
June 26, 2016
June 26, 2016
Today and 13/5/10 hurts my heart like nothing else ,except of course for missing your siblings ,Mathew,Scott & Sonia frown emoticon:(
Happy 22nd Birthday my Beautiful girl,so many plans you had wanted to achieve in your life by this age,where ever you are Kirstin,I send you the warmest of hugs and my love,I hope one day we can be reunited,I miss you every day,until then,I'll be seeing you in my dreams. frown emoticon:(
May 13, 2016
May 13, 2016
6 years without your loving ,beautiful, cheeky self in our lives. I wish I could honestly say it's become easier to deal with your death, but No! it isn't, it's still as heart breaking.

As long as I live, You will Live
As long as I Live, You will be remembered
As long as I Live, You will be loved
As long as I Live, You will be missed
Love & Miss You , Kirstin
June 29, 2015
June 29, 2015
Laying a flower is all I can do for you Kirst,with all my heart I wished you were still here in the flesh,so you could have celebrated your 21st Birthday.Many Happy returns,I took flowers for you and had the all familiar tears for how everything has turned out.Forever in my thoughts,Love you.Mum <3
June 27, 2014
June 27, 2014
27 June 1994 @ 0019 hrs at Mater Women's Hospital,Pimlico.
A precious little chubby 6 lb baby girl was born into the world,all pink with dark hair(.my first daughter ) "Kirstin Leigh Deguara"
Nan and Aunty Julie were first to hold you.
You were loved before you were born and the love only intensified at first glance at you.
Where ever you are Kirst,with all of my heart, I wish you a very Happy 20th Birthday.Love forever Mum.Miss you every second. <3
May 14, 2014
May 14, 2014
Dearest Kirst,You can't imagine how much I miss you,I just can't get my head around how everything turned out..Today is the day I found out you'd been killed,but Not the day you died.
I will miss you,Today,Tomorrow and Always,until my last breathe and we are reunited,Love you..Mum <3
May 13, 2013
May 13, 2013
Hey Kirst nearly that terrible time 3 years ago,I'm still in shock from the repercussions of that night..I wish we hadn't spent so much time on the small things and enjoyed just being mum and daughter.So much hurt,sadness,anger and hate,so many emotions,just shows how important you were to everybody.R.I.P Kirstin,one day we'll all be there with you. <3 Mum
September 11, 2012
September 11, 2012
Kirstin,my lovely girl,it was a devastating long fight for you,but on the 24th of August 2012.The girl that drove you in front of a truck to your death,was found by a jury;Unanimously Guilty of Dangerous driving causing death.The sentence didn't suit the charge,but the knowledge the Gulit will be with her for life is her Karma to carry.Megan had a pink ribbon for luck from you.Love you-Mum
May 17, 2012
May 17, 2012
Sunday,13th of May,2012  ( 2Years )
I got a visit from Xavier,we spent the night remembering you ,going over the possibilities of what and why it was you that died that night.I don't think any further insight was discovered.It is Thursday night again,sad memories always seem to find me.I love you Kirstin.<3
May 7, 2012
May 7, 2012
Well Kirst,it's nearly 2 years since you were taken from us,It seems I'm left to feel the brunt of every-ones anger and miss givings.Nothing new for me,Huh.Life moves on I suppose,hurt and sorrow never goes away though.
As I fought for you in life ,I'm still doing the same,against all the odds,accountability for your death will happen. Living life sometimes is the punishment! I miss u.
May 6, 2012
May 6, 2012
Dear my beloved cousin Kirstin Leigh... It has almost been two years since you left us, and those two years with out you have been hell. I just wish that night was just a big dream, but its not. My life is never going to be the same without you in it, I still cry when I see photo's of your beautiful face. I miss seeing your big smile and that cute little laugh you had. Miss you beautiful.
February 24, 2012
February 24, 2012
My Dearest Kirst,your never far from my thoughts,I think about you,and even talk to you as you know .I hope your keeping well,and not too unhappy watching life proceed without you it's definitely not the same with you gone.I hope to finalize this memorial after Isabella's trial.
I'm hopeful for a jail term,but won't hold my breathe.
I'll fight for your right to life forever.I love you,Mum
June 30, 2011
June 30, 2011
Hey Kirstin;It's been another Birthday 4 you,Your 17th.
I wrote on your memorials on face book,but had missed this one.
your not forgotten,we concreted your memorial at home the kids put heaps of gems through the concrete for you.
March 17, 2011
March 17, 2011
I light this candle In memory of our special girl;Yes Kirstin you were special,and still are.I miss you so much it tares me apart,it has been 10 months now.It's Sonia's birthday soon,I love you,Kirst,miss you heaps too.Love Mum <3
October 4, 2010
October 4, 2010
If tears could build me a highway,and my heartache could melt away, I'd trudge all the way to heaven to find you,and bring you home to me again.We had no "farewell my love",no" goodbye mum".My heart aches with a sadness only an mother would know- My Silent tears they flow-what it meant to be your mum,I should know-                          R.I.P MY Daughter-Kirstin Leigh
September 21, 2010
September 21, 2010
Oh Kirstin,if only....I wish I could erase time and bring you back.No-way would this have happened.Now when your looking down,as I know you would be.You will know WHY I was so protective of you ,why I didn't want to let you go.It was always for you,I love you,miss your cheeky smile,your loving arms hugging me.Foreva will love you.mum.
September 17, 2010
September 17, 2010
"To my beautiful cousin" A poem

If tears could build a stairway ans heartache build a lane.We would walk right up to heaven and bring you home again.No words of farwell spoken.No time to say "Goodbye".You were gone before we know it only God knows the reason why.Our Hearts still ache with sadness ans silent tears still flow.What it meant to have you with us No one can ever know.
September 8, 2010
September 8, 2010
"My loving cousin" We did god have to take you away from us at the age of 15,well now I know you are an angle above watching over us all. Every night I look up in the sky to see you and to see how you are going and I always have a talk with you. I really hope I get to see you again please wait for me up there I will get there one day so Wait at the gate for me so I am not alone. Love you Babii xx
September 6, 2010
September 6, 2010
My beautiful daughter ,I look at your last photo.I have, all dressed for graduation, "YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL"
But no graduation for you my lovely,taken away before you have a chance to prove all your critics so wrong.You were different,sincere,true and happy to be alive.That taken AWAY.I MISS YOU,KIRSTIN.LOVE MUM
September 6, 2010
September 6, 2010
My loving Cousin Kirstin, You were the most gorgeous, glamorous and bubbliest girl I knew. I still can't belive you're gone, it seems just like yesterday that we would fake a sicky at school to come home early. I remember when you used to laugh it made me laugh because it was just so cute. The way I remember you is your long brown hair and your hazeal eyes.
REST IN PEACE KIRSTIN~LEIGH
August 31, 2010
August 31, 2010
My girl,some say Angel,Yes I suppose you must be now,We missed so much time ...How I wish it was different.You always loved me,I know cause your the only one to ring and say hey mum,can I come for tea.I will always remember how you never forgot mothers day.
August 29, 2010
August 29, 2010
In loving memory of my precious first daughter,Kirstin Leigh Deguara,God seen the terrible pain you were in opened his arms and said come to me precious angel,You were an exception daughter,You loved to the end ."REST IN PEACE MY BEAUTIFUL GIRL"
August 29, 2010
August 29, 2010
Our beautiful sister-; forever remembered,missed and loved Caitlin,Hayden,Haylie and Lachlan.We remember you every Thursday at the exact time you were called away.You are the brightest Star in our sky...Remember you always.

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May 13, 2020
May 13, 2020
May the winds of Heaven blow softly in your ear
How much we Love and Miss you
And wish that you were here.
Love Your Family
May 13, 2019
May 13, 2019
9 Year Anniversary of your Death,just typing those words send shivers down my spine,it felt like we had lost you all over again.Remembering you is easy Kirstin we loved you so much,still do ,and will keep you in our hearts until we are united,Love always Mum :)
May 12, 2017
May 12, 2017
Today marks 7 years without your bright bubbly self in lives, it was a pleasure to be your mum, if only for the time we had. Mothers Day tomorrow ,I have my memory of our last one we had together, it will always be treasured. Miss you so much Kirst <3
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From my heart to Kirstin

October 14, 2010

Kirstin Leigh Deguara, you were just so amazing to us all. You touched so many hearts. Your dream was coming true but then you passed away. You would have been a really good teacher and your bonds with kids was just so amazing. Your kids would of looked just like you.. Beauitful because you were so beauitful and everyone knew you were. Kirstin Leigh you were the best cousin I could of ever had. I know we had our times where we were fighting but we got over it Kirstin you were always happy and cheerful and loving, we are going to miss your smile and laugh. I loved your little laugh, it was so cute just like you. Kirstin  Leigh Deguara your favourite thing to do was ride horses and be with them, your favourite coulour was pink and it really looked good on you. It was tragically horrifying to see you go at the age of 15 also a month before your 16th birthday. Kirstin we will always remember, we will all miss you so much and will never forget about you. Kirstin Leigh you will aways be in my heart forever and ever.
I LOVE YOU KIRSTIN LEIGH DEGUARA.
You were the best cousin I could of had.

<3 Becca <3 xxxx

Mother's Day 2010

October 4, 2010

One of my last memories of Kirstin is Mother's Day,Scott had arranged a dinner with his girlfriends mother.Kirstin sends me a message by face book asking would I come,I feel terrible as I can't afford to go,Kirstin says she only planned to go if I went-

Mothers day,Scott and Kirstin meet me at their Nan's place,I get the biggest hug from her ,SHE'S SO TINY .Like she's not eating or something. For mother's Day -she has planned to get all four children together for a photo ,I had perversely asked for them not to buy a present or go to any expense,but I just would have liked a photo of all four of my children- I should have taken it then-if i had known -it  would be the last time i saw her, my last hug from her, i would never have let her go.Kirstin was so loving,I will treasure thoughts and memories we have of her-photo's movies ,they all bring tears to my eyes.That's all I have left memories of my dear daughter.15 years,10 months,13 days-not making her -16th birthday by 45 days.

                                   I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU-KIRSTIN LEIGH-

                                                  MY TREASURE-MY DAUGHTER

YOUR MEMORY WILL LIVE ON BABY GIRL!

October 2, 2010

When someone you love becomes a memory, that memory becomes a wonderful treasure to always hold in your heart miss you forever & always. Time may pass and fade away But memories of you will always stay i still think about u everyday & as time goes on its startin to get easier to accept that ur gone but will always be in my heart.. RIP Kirstin Leigh Deguara one more angel in heaven, one more star in the sky. a thousand times we needed you a thousand times we cried,if love alone could have saved you,you never would have died. Can only stay strong for so long, can only take so much...then the tears overflow when i remember the one that was taken from this world with no warning Everytime i hear the rush of the wind or a whisper in my ear i know it is just you watching over me from above and letting me know everything will be alright... i love you

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