Yet again your birthday is upon us.
A special day filled up with much cheer. How am I supposed to achieve this?? When you’re gone!! No longer are you here!!
Plenty of your birthdays have passed by now. The time past asn’t healed any of my heart. I’m still full of anger tears and no understanding. As to why our lives where brutally ripped apart.
So it’s another birthday without you. No more balloons or presents I can give. All I have are the tears that are falling. They will continue for as long as I live.
My heart constantly breaks for you daily. Mummy loves you and this always will be. So I’m sending you my love and loads of snuggles. Till we meet again and your cheeky face I’ll see.

Love ya Miss ya Need ya Squeeze ya
Always and forever
Mummy
xxxxx

Birthday Memories again Kirsty. I only got to share five of your birthdays!! I have those memories locked deep in my heart. I hope where ever you are your partying hard. Have a drink for me. Time is no healer, it never gets any easier. I miss daily and that hurts!! I love you Kirsty Love ya miss ya need ya squeeze ya always and forever mummy xxxxx

Another year without you Kirsty!! Time is no healer for me. I still question why!!! And I still don’t have any answers. I miss you more than words can say. The five years we had we created lots of memories and these I cherish dearly, each ones a tear that rolls down my cheek. Love you miss you need you squeeze you, always and forever mummy xxxxx

Another birthday without you Kirsty. 20 years old today!! It breaks my heart that I only got to celebrate 5 of your birthdays with you

You would be 19 today Kirsty, The years have gone fast but the days weeks and months go so slowly. I got to spend 5 birthdays with you. I can smile and sometimes laugh at the memories but there is always pain behind the smiles and tears with the laughter. They say time heals!!! Nothing changes Kirsty. I still yearn for you daily and what I would give to have you here to celebrate your birthday. I don’t have that option so I’ll light a candle in your memory and shed yet more tears and still shake my head in disbelief. Love you miss you need you squeeze you, always and forever mummy xxxxx

Another year as gone by Kirsty. I sit here tears flowing still shaking my head in disbelief!!! Repeatedly asking "WHY"!! I never get the answers. I wish with all my broken heart that I could hold you in my arms again, to kiss your precious little face, to tell you how much I love you. But theses are just wishes and I know they will not come true so all I have are my memories and my tears that flow for you. Love you need you miss you squeeze you, always and forever mummy xxxxx

What I would give to have you near me,
What I would give to have you here.
To wish you a Happy 18th Birthday,
And watch your little face light up with cheer.
But these luxuries where stolen,
Taken right from under my nose,
Just a empty mass inside me,
Where pain and heartache grows.
I hope with all my heart you are happy,
And your little life continues to go on.
And the pain that you had to suffer,
As seized and complete gone.
I am sending a hundred big kisses,
Along with yet many more tears,
Happy Birthday Kirsty, mummy loves you,
My heart breaks just to have you back here.
Love you miss you need you squeeze you
Mummy
xxxxx

In Loving Memory of
Kirsty Maria Banner
17/111998 - 09/03-2004

When I light a candle,
There is one thing that i do,
And that’s think about your little life,
And how much the candle represents you.
The candle is so full of life,
As the flame burns big and bright,
But the flame won’t last forever,
It will soon be out of sight.
It becomes so dull and so tiny,
As it is struggling to survive,
And before I even know it,
It’s burnt out…
Its no longer alive.

Another Year As Past Kirsty. I Still Do Not Understand Or Accept That You Are No Longer Here. Time Does Nothing. The Pain Is Still So Raw And My Heart Breaks For You Daily

Love You, Miss You, Need You, Squeeze You. Alway And Forever Mummy XXXXX

It's your birthday time again,
Another one that's not filled with cheer,
It's another heartbreaking reminder,
That you are no longer here.

I will light your birthday candle,
Praying you continue else where,
And hoping that you are happy,
Living your life with out any cares.

I cannot give you any presents,
Nor give you a great mummy hug,
Or kiss you face so softly,
How it makes my heart strings tug.

I'm sending you all my love,
Forever wishing that you was still here,
And the only gift I can give you,
Are yet more of my heartbreaking tears.

Love you, Miss you, Need you, Squeeze you, Always and forever mummy xxxxx

Love you beautiful!

Each and every day passes by so very slowly,
The pain is still raw it and remains,
just had it did on the day you had to leave me,
Little did i know how My life would never be the same.

My heart aches and longs to just hold you,
Hold you close and stroke your precious little face,
But for me I know this will never happen,
You had to go away, and leave this horrible place.

So my day will be full of what ifs and if only;s,
As I try to hide all these tears I still cry,
Along with me still not understanding,
Not Understanding why it was you that had to die......

Love you miss you need you squeeze you, always and forever mummy

Happy 16th birthday Kristy, u r missed everyday sunshine girl, av a nice birthday party, love u loads ginger xxxx xxx uncle Paul xxx aunt Ann xxx

"I love you every day. And I will miss you every day." I miss you so much Kirsty ... My baby cousin would be 16 today! It's hard to think that you've been taken away from us and there's nothing we can do to get you back ... I've learnt that you've gotta live each day like it's the last because you've made people realise that you can go at anytime and that when we do go we will have a princess waiting for us to show us around and finally we will have our baby cousin back! I love you so much beautiful I hope your looking after Mitzy for us and still being a crazy bugger like you used to be ... Love you Kirsty! There isn't I day I don't think of you ....

16 you should be today. I don't get to see you on what should be a special day. The days week months and years do not get any easier. The pain tournament and guilt rips my heart every waking moment. I still don't have the answers, why? Why you? Its all so very wrong. What I would give just to see your precious little smiling face again. To hold you tightly in my arms again!!! I miss you Kirsty more than words could ever say. I love you with all I am worth. I just hope for your sake that your little precious life does continue and you are healthy happy and well
love you, miss you, need you, squeeze you, always and forever mummy xxxxx

When I light a candle, The one thing that I do, Is think about your little life, And how much this represents you. The candle is so alive, As the flame burns big and bright, But the flame won’t last forever, It’ll soon be out of sight. It becomes so dull and tiny, As it struggles to survive, Before I even know it, It’s burnt out…......No longer alive.... miss you kirsty so very much. words alone could never explain how much, love you always and forever mummy xxxxx

Happy birthday Kirsty, 15 years old you would have been. Time seems as if it is going by so fast but there has not been one day when I haven't though of you. You are missed dearly by everyone and I hope you are looking down on us all:) love you loads little sister. All my love sheree xxxxx

Its your 15th birthday today kirsty, we have all sent some balloons off for you. I miss you somuch and think of you every day, you will never be forgotten and will always be missed. Love you so much, big hugs & kisses. Love you forever kimbo xxx ♥♥♥♥

Happy birthday kirsty xxxxxx miss u loads sunshine girl xxxxxx

Its birthday time again Kirsty, i have nothing to celebrate, Its just another year i have been with out you. Same as last year and the years before all i have to give you as a gift is my broken heart and yet more tears. I miss you so very much that it hurts!!!! love you always and forever, mummy xxxxx

Dear Kirsty, you left this world 9 years ago but your memories will live for ever. Hope your happy in heaven and looking down on us all, especially your mum and your sister. xxxxxxxxxxxxx

missing you so very very much my precious little girl, love always mummy xxxxx

Happy birthday Kirsty. You dont know me but I feel like I really know and love you. I am your Mummy friend. She talks about you all the time and misses you so very much. She has told me some beautiful things about you. I am sure and confident that you are in a peaceful happy place and on a higher plane. I wish I had met you. I will watch over your Mummy as i know you are doing too.xx

Kirsty, Today is your 14th borthday, and it all still feels so very wrong! I try to remember this day with happy memories but struggle to do this. I remember this day 14 years ago so very clearly and still it hurts so very much. All i have left to give you as a gift is yet more tears. I will visit your grave today with your sister and once again my heart will break! Love always mummy xxxxx

loanly is the way i feel and always will kirsty simply because i know longer have you to hold in my arms. miss you more than words can say kirsty. love you always and forever mummy xxxxx