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Leave a tribute4/2/2017
10.42pm
We both died that day. Except I was still breathing. I don’t think I can do life much longer. Everyday is a day closer to you! X
I heard a new song today it’s called part of me and the words remind me of you and grandad because they say about memories and that you’ll always be part of me .. it’s such a Lovley song I hope you feel it ? . We are all ok . I hope your with grandad ! Spend Christmas with him obviously.. I was looking at your videos the other week wondering what you would’ve looked like now but I guess in heaven you stay the same right ? I love you Kody . Miss you so much baby boy … love ALWAYS NANA XX
How to live without you x
So many families have changed dramatically.
Sending strength to you all just to get through the day.
Thank you to everyone who has acknowledge this for us. It means a lot!”
I see everything through an entirely different lens, as if I were colourblind!!!!!!
You went away, we had to part, god eased your pain but broke my heart!!!!!!!!! X
Forever, you will be part of me.
Forever, in my heart you will be.
Forever, I will love you!!!!!!!! X
It’s me again, your grief.
I know today isn’t convenient, buuut …
After the storm has passed.
Once you get a minute to think about what you just went through, it’ll hit you right in the face!!!
• Loss of the loved one
• Loss of self
• Loss of identity
• Loss of self confidence
• Loss of chosen life style
• Loss of security
• Loss of feeling safe
• Loss of known family structure
• Loss of the familiar manner of relating to family and friends.
• Loss of the past.
• Loss of the future
• Loss of direction
• Loss of dreams
• Loss of trust
• Loss of sharing with a loved one
• Loss of ability to focus
• Loss of ability to see choices
• Loss of ability to make decisions
• Loss if sense of humour
• Loss of health
• Loss of inner happiness and joy
• Loss of patience with self.
& LOTS more!!
Crying out,
Throwing empty bottles at walls!
Why is everybody so happy in the sun, like nothing ever happened at all!!!!!!
Can you hear me when I say it????? X
Some people survive and go silent.
Some people survive and create.
Everyone deals with unimaginable pain in their own way, and everyone is entitled to do that without judgement!!!
Can you hear me when I say it? X
It just teaches us how to live with the pain!!!!!!
& I could not have described it any better!!!!!!!!
It’s in the eyes ..
Leave a Tribute
4/2/2017
10.42pm
We both died that day. Except I was still breathing. I don’t think I can do life much longer. Everyday is a day closer to you! X
Goodbye
Kody, Tuesday the 21st of February was your funeral, it was so hard Kody. We played 'one sweet day' by Mariah Carey and boys to men as everyone sat down, and as daddy and uncle Kevin carried you in. Nanny read out a little note I wrote to you, she held in the tears. Auntie Demi read out a little poem, she couldn't control herself, she was heartbroken Kody. Uncle Kevin also read a little poem. Everyone was crying Kody. We then listened to 'I'll never forget you' by Mariah Carey and then 'See you again' by Wiz Khalifah and Charlie Puth. We went outside and admired your flowers, and we left off some balloons, we hope you was up there watching us and we hope you was happy with your day Kody. That was the worst day Kody, I miss you so much, you will always be my baby and I will never let you be forgotten, until we meet again, sleep tight my darling Angel </3
Christmas
Santa went to the Royal Brompton hospital but Kody missed him as he was having his tracheostomy done, when Kody came up after his tracheostomy santa had left Kody a present, it was a 'santa's coming to Kensington and Chelsea book'. Mummy read it to Kody. And Lexxi, and Jayden and nanny Angela read it to him aswell.
On Christmas Eve 2016, it was a Saturday and Kodys mummy, daddy, auntie Demi, Big brother Jayden and big sister Lexxi went to see him. Auntie Demi, Jayden and Lexxi all helped Kody open a present each and we dressed Kody in a 'first Christmas suit' from nanny Angela, grandad Bradley and auntie Demi.
Christmas 2016 was on a Sunday, Kody was in the Royal Brompton hospital in Chelsea. When we arrived Kody was sedated and asleep. Mummy, daddy and Kodys big brother Jayden went to visit him on Christmas. We opened his presents together and when we'd finished opening them Kody decided to wake up. Kody was dressed in a little reindeer outfit. Mummy was heart broken that Kody was spending his first Christmas in hospital.