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This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Kody Brown, born on July 3, 2016, and passed away on February 4, 2017. We will remember him forever.
March 5
March 5
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Love you . Nana x
February 4
February 4
Worst day of our lives …. 4.2.2017 … 10.42pm …
February 4
February 4
7 years without you
4/2/2017
10.42pm

We both died that day. Except I was still breathing. I don’t think I can do life much longer. Everyday is a day closer to you! X
February 4
February 4
Where has the time gone … 7 years … Don’t get any easier ! Love you ALWAYS Kody xx
December 28, 2023
December 28, 2023
I know it’s late . But merry Xmas my darling boy . I hope you had a magical one with all our loved ones . Pat can finally meet you now she has gained her angel wings . Look out for her . You will hear her before you see her lol . Nanny loves you baby . ALWAYS . Miss you more than words can say … nana xx
November 25, 2023
November 25, 2023
Hi Baby, sorry I have not wrote in ages , you know i think of you daily tho ,
I heard a new song today it’s called part of me and the words remind me of you and grandad because they say about memories and that you’ll always be part of me .. it’s such a Lovley song I hope you feel it ? . We are all ok . I hope your with grandad ! Spend Christmas with him obviously.. I was looking at your videos the other week wondering what you would’ve looked like now but I guess in heaven you stay the same right ? I love you Kody . Miss you so much baby boy … love ALWAYS NANA XX
August 6, 2023
August 6, 2023
Sorry I haven’t wrote to you lately Kody, there’s so many reasons why but whatever they are, I’m sorry. I miss you, love you always xx
June 28, 2023
June 28, 2023
Good morning baby boy. I’m sorry I haven’t wrote to you everyday lately. I feel really bad, but I’m really struggling with everything. I wish I was with you Kody. I miss you, love you x
June 12, 2023
June 12, 2023
The greatest lesson you ever taught me was the one lesson I never wanted to learn,
How to live without you x
May 12, 2023
May 12, 2023
I’ll never stop missing you … nana x
May 6, 2023
May 6, 2023
Happy coronation day baby boy. I hope you’re enjoying it up there x
May 2, 2023
May 2, 2023
Hello baby boy . It’s been a long time since I’ve wrote but believe me when I say I think of you daily ! Miss you . Where has the time gone Kody ? Hope you’re still still watching over us all … love you loads .. ALWAYS in my heart and thoughts . Nanny xxx
December 31, 2022
December 31, 2022
“Sending our love to everyone missing someone who should be here this Christmas.
So many families have changed dramatically.
Sending strength to you all just to get through the day.
Thank you to everyone who has acknowledge this for us. It means a lot!”
December 2, 2022
December 2, 2022
I often wonder if you’re thinking of me from heaven as much as I’m thinking of you from here!? X
November 30, 2022
November 30, 2022
The light in my eyes died when you died.
I see everything through an entirely different lens, as if I were colourblind!!!!!!
November 28, 2022
November 28, 2022
I watched you suffer, I saw you die, but all I could do, was sit close by.
You went away, we had to part, god eased your pain but broke my heart!!!!!!!!! X
November 21, 2022
November 21, 2022
I’m not stuck grieving my baby, I’m openly loving my baby!!! X
November 14, 2022
November 14, 2022
Forever, I will hold on to the memories of you.
Forever, you will be part of me.
Forever, in my heart you will be.
Forever, I will love you!!!!!!!! X
November 13, 2022
November 13, 2022
“ Keep going, that person in heaven don’t want you to quit! “
November 12, 2022
November 12, 2022
Hi,
It’s me again, your grief.
I know today isn’t convenient, buuut …
November 10, 2022
November 10, 2022
The sad reality is that grief is traumatic, life changing and hugely painful. Sadly, grief is something we will all have to experience at some point in our lives. We will all hear those devastating words. So, always show kindness, compassion and love to others. Because one day, you might need the support from someone that’s navigated the pain of grief!
November 5, 2022
November 5, 2022
Happy bonfire night Kody, I hope you can see all the fireworks with all the angels xxxx
November 1, 2022
November 1, 2022
Losing a child changes who you are at your very core. It is the greatest loss a human being can experience!! Mummy x
October 30, 2022
October 30, 2022
Yes I am still sad & yes I’m still grieving my baby!!!!!
October 29, 2022
October 29, 2022
There are so many things I imagined You’d be for Halloween. But all I really want you to be Is here!!!!!!
October 24, 2022
October 24, 2022
I get jealous that you get to do stuff with your baby and I don’t! Xx
October 23, 2022
October 23, 2022
Sometimes trauma doesn’t affect you until it’s over.
After the storm has passed.
Once you get a minute to think about what you just went through, it’ll hit you right in the face!!!
October 18, 2022
October 18, 2022
It’s not just one loss -
• Loss of the loved one
• Loss of self
• Loss of identity
• Loss of self confidence
• Loss of chosen life style
• Loss of security
• Loss of feeling safe
• Loss of known family structure
• Loss of the familiar manner of relating to family and friends.
• Loss of the past.
• Loss of the future
• Loss of direction
• Loss of dreams
• Loss of trust
• Loss of sharing with a loved one
• Loss of ability to focus
• Loss of ability to see choices
• Loss of ability to make decisions
• Loss if sense of humour
• Loss of health
• Loss of inner happiness and joy
• Loss of patience with self.

& LOTS more!!
October 17, 2022
October 17, 2022
As loss parents, we are painfully aware that babies die. We don’t have any other options!!!!!!!!!!!
October 16, 2022
October 16, 2022
Why is everybody not angry,
Crying out,
Throwing empty bottles at walls!
Why is everybody so happy in the sun, like nothing ever happened at all!!!!!!
October 15, 2022
October 15, 2022
Sometimes people become so good at hiding their pain the world assumes they are no longer suffering!!!!!
October 14, 2022
October 14, 2022
Pregnancy and infant loss is never being the same person you were before!!!!!!!!! X
October 11, 2022
October 11, 2022
Some people survive and talk about it.
Some people survive and go silent.
Some people survive and create.
Everyone deals with unimaginable pain in their own way, and everyone is entitled to do that without judgement!!!
October 10, 2022
October 10, 2022
If you knew me before my loss, you don’t know me anymore!!!!!!!! X
October 7, 2022
October 7, 2022
Time doesn’t heal everything.
It just teaches us how to live with the pain!!!!!!
October 1, 2022
October 1, 2022
I wanted to write down exactly what I felt but somehow the paper stayed empty.
& I could not have described it any better!!!!!!!!
September 30, 2022
September 30, 2022
We don’t look the same anymore.
It’s in the eyes ..
September 29, 2022
September 29, 2022
My love couldn’t save you, but yours saves me over & over again!!!!!!!
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February 4
February 4
Worst day of our lives …. 4.2.2017 … 10.42pm …
February 4
February 4
7 years without you
4/2/2017
10.42pm

We both died that day. Except I was still breathing. I don’t think I can do life much longer. Everyday is a day closer to you! X
Recent stories

Goodbye

February 24, 2017

Kody, Tuesday the 21st of February was your funeral, it was so hard Kody. We played 'one sweet day' by Mariah Carey and boys to men as everyone sat down, and as daddy and uncle Kevin carried you in. Nanny read out a little note I wrote to you, she held in the tears. Auntie Demi read out a little poem, she couldn't control herself, she was heartbroken Kody. Uncle Kevin also read a little poem. Everyone was crying Kody. We then listened to 'I'll never forget you' by Mariah Carey and then 'See you again' by Wiz Khalifah and Charlie Puth. We went outside and admired your flowers, and we left off some balloons, we hope you was up there watching us and we hope you was happy with your day Kody. That was the worst day Kody, I miss you so much, you will always be my baby and I will never let you be forgotten, until we meet again, sleep tight my darling Angel </3

Christmas

February 9, 2017

Santa went to the Royal Brompton hospital but Kody missed him as he was having his tracheostomy done, when Kody came up after his tracheostomy santa had left Kody a present, it was a 'santa's coming to Kensington and Chelsea book'. Mummy read it to Kody. And Lexxi, and Jayden and nanny Angela read it to him aswell.

On Christmas Eve 2016, it was a Saturday and Kodys mummy, daddy, auntie Demi, Big brother Jayden and big sister Lexxi went to see him. Auntie Demi, Jayden and Lexxi all helped Kody open a present each and we dressed Kody in a 'first Christmas suit' from nanny Angela, grandad Bradley and auntie Demi. 

Christmas 2016 was on a Sunday, Kody was in the Royal Brompton hospital in Chelsea. When we arrived Kody was sedated and asleep. Mummy, daddy and Kodys big brother Jayden went to visit him on Christmas. We opened his presents together and when we'd finished opening them Kody decided to wake up. Kody was dressed in a little reindeer outfit. Mummy was heart broken that Kody was spending his first Christmas in hospital.

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