Hey baby girl daddy missing you like crazy i was going through alot missing u and everything else but i have Accept the fact that u are always here and im sorry for the late birthday text but i had to build up everything in me with the cry this time i love u and just hold my spot so when we do meet i can give u all the love u need happy 9 birthday the big 9 kiss baby girl

Happy Heavenly Birthday big girl! I miss you still!! And your little sister is not so little anymore! Lol. She loves you dearly and wishes she could play with you...even tho she says she gets to play with you in her dreams. Kiss your big sister for me and let her know I love her!

Happy Heavenly 8th Birthday baby! I love and miss you daily. You have a little sister who ask about you all the time and she is a mess. She reminds me so much of you when I was carrying you. Continue to watch over us and your dad, sister and I love you soo much! ❤️

I know I am late but as you know your little sister and I did not forget your special day. She wanted to knkw why I did not buy you a gift for your birthday. Lol, and as you know we both wished you a happy heavenly birthday and she song happy Birthday to you. Just so you know i haven't forgotten about you, your sister keeps me going ALL the time. At times I wonder what it would have been like to have all of you here with me together. Make sure you let your sister Jordyn know I haven't forgotten either and I love you both dearly! Make sure the two of you look out for one another and your little sister as well down here with me. Hugs and kisses to you and your sister. Again, HAPPY 6TH BIRTHDAY!! I love and miss you both!

Love you ❤  hope you driving your grandfather crazy  happy birthday daddy baby girl 

Happy Heavenly 6th Birthday you are forever loved !!
I send you a universe of Hugs and Strawberries kisses for a life time.
love MiMi !!!!!! until we meet again.

Still missing you like crazy!! I knew you would have been something special. Also would have made a great big sister!!! Love and miss you always.

Happy heavenly 3rd birthday. You are truly missed. I wish you could see your baby sister krislyn.

Didn't get a chance to write anything on yesterday for your birthday...things were a little to emotional. But after talking to you heavenly and wishing you a birthday was even better. So there really isn't much to say since we talked about everything yesterday and your daddy telling everything. I just wonder how terrible of a 2 year old you would have been. Just remember, mommy loves you and have not forgotten you. Oh, and kiss your big sister Jordyn for me and tell her the good news and let her know I love and miss her as well.

Hey daddy Baby u about to be a big sister just thinking about you and want to let you know the good news but in a way I started feeling sad because now and thinking about you to now but all I want say is that I love u kiss

Hey love of of my life I'm sitting here thinking about u wish you were here to play with me waking me up to say happy Father's day just want to say I love you and u will always be in my #1 girl is hard on days like this for me but I know u still here with me love daddy Baby girl

I just wanted to say Happy Heavenly Birthday baby girl! I'm going to write a book but just want to say that I love and miss you more and more each day. I know that you are in a better place and we will someday meet again. I'm trying to be strong but thinking back to this day one year ago was another tragic day of my life. I still remember you kicking all day and night

Hey daddy baby happy birthday I love you I'm trying not to be down but is so many things u I could but doing with u and for u I miss u so much I beat myself up at time wish that this was all a dream and I wish I could have done more to make sure u could have been here but god no buts happy birthday love u and hope u and your sister having fun up there love u bae

I know it's been a minute but I have not forgotten you. I've some what gotten the closer I needed to move on with my life. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you and I still love you no matter what. I'm glad to know that you are alright.....it makes me feel better. 
  
                          

I know it's been a minute but I have not forgotten you. I've some what gotten the closer I needed to move on with my life. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you and I still love you no matter what. I'm glad to know that you are alright.....it makes me feel better. 
  
                          

Hey baby this daddy I'm here lay down for work but you have been on my mind all day and now your mommy upset. I'm trying to keep it in the road but it hard at time I ask God why if I could have I would taken your place I have given me my will to live I try to keep dose thanks to get throw the day I miss you a lot I no longer have a heart any more just no I love and is hard for me without u I love daddy little women

My heart is truly broken, and i'm filled with so much sorrow. Its difficult to find the strength to go on and face each tomorrow. But i'll try to be strong for your mommy and daddy, but most of all THE FAM(ILY). In my heart someday we'll meet when my life here on earth is over and then we'll NEVER be apart. UNTIL WE ME MEET AGAIN MY PRECIOUS NIECE. REST ON BABY GIRL... LOVE AUNTIE ALISHA AND COUSIN/BIG BROTHER JAYDEN

I'm just sitting here thinking, crying & upset at the same time. Still thinking and missing you. I feel as if I can talk to no one so I just express myself on your page. I am so full of hurt and anger till I just don't know what to do. When I feel I'm making progress, something always sets me back. I just don't know anymore but just know that I love you! ! ! !

I light this candle in the one month memory since my baby girl came into this world and left me at the same time. I can't say I love and miss you enough.
                      Love Always,
                             Mommie

I light this candle in the one month memory since my baby girl came into this world and left me at the same time. I can't say I love and miss you enough.
                      Love Always,
                             Mommie

I woke up at this moment, to light this candle in memory of you baby girl to let you know that I'm thinking of you. Also to say that I love you & good night! XOXO

I'm laying here in bed just thinking of that moment when I was told that my membrane had ruptured......I could have lost my mind. I keep thinking of that moment & wondering why....what is it this time? It almost feels like I'm being punished. But by the grace of God, wonderful family & friends, I don't think I would be here today. During that moment when I realize I'm alone, it hits me and I'm taken back to that moment every time and all I can do is cry. Just to let you know, I'm still praying that God gives me the strength to carry on. I love you still just as much as I did the moment I held you.
                         Til we meet again XOXOXOXO

I'm lying in bed, watching TV and can't stop thinking about you. I miss you so much. All I do is think of you.....all day & all night. I try so hard to stay focus and move forward each day but all I can't with you not being here. I've been through this twice before you and it just gets harder and harder. I just don't see myself getting over you and all that I went through with you. So for now, I'm going to finish shedding my tears and think about you until I can fall asleep. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS!!!!
                                          XOXOXOXOXOXOO

We don't want to cry anymore
But the pain won't go away
Our hearts are torn in two
Because Kristian couldn't stay

We don't want to cry anymore
God had other plans for you
Mommy & Daddy will get thru this someday
But right now their world is blue

We don't want to cry anymore
We never thought we'd be torn apart
Even though they can't hold you in their arms
They will always hold you their hearts

We don't want to cry anymore
Our Angel, there was nothing they could do
Mommy & Daddy will miss you so much
And never forget baby Kristian, Keisha and Chris will always love you !!

Lying here in bed thinking of you. Wishing I could hold and kiss you right now. I don't think I will ever get through this difficult time but I'm praying that God gives me the strength. Good night for now, hopefully I can get some sleep and dream happy dreams about you.
                                                    Love Mommie

Daddy at work and all I can do is think of you I keep hoping this is a dream and that I will wake up and have to cook u aND your mother french toast lol but today I cannot hold back my tear it hurts I lost bae daddy love you

I can't seem to think of anyone or anything else but you. My heart is broken into so many pieces, til it makes me wonder if I will ever have the heart to love anyone else again. People ask if I'm going to try again, but I don't want to try again because I wanted you. No other child could ever replace even though you didn't replace your big sister Jordyn. But I'm sure for your daddy's sake I will try again. For the mean time, you be a good girl and mind your big sister, auntie Maya & Mommy. I love you more than love itself. At times I still feel as if you are still moving around inside of me like you did. Once again, I Love You, I Love You, I Love You!!!!!   

It’s 3 am and you’re on my mind,
I just can’t sleep tonight,
I try but toss and turn and cry,
It’s not fair, or just or right!
I close my eyes whisper your name,
Into the dark still air,
My sweetest child my Angel,
This pain I cannot compare.
Missing you is such a huge part,
Of my life now of my day,
Every waking moment you’re there,
On my mind now to stay.
When I sleep you’re in my dreams,
Calling out so distant so small,
I feel you slipping away from me,
I just can’t get to you at all.
Then I wake up bathed in terror,
It’s like losing you all over again,
My heart racing the tears falling,
It hurts so very much then.
But sometimes when I dream of you,
I’m holding you in my embrace,
Breathing in every inch of you,
Gazing into your darling face.
This stays with me when I waken,
I carry it in my heart,
Watching you grow, seeing you change,
Even though we are apart.
Your name the trees whisper to me,
The wind it sings your tune,
I know you’re there, you’re with me,
As we gaze at the waning moon.
Hold my hand My Angel,
As we gaze into the nights wild,
These twilight hours are mine and yours,
My Angel, my darling my child. ♡♡♡Daddy love ♡♡

I think about you each new day you have left your little foot prints all over my heart I love you Kristian tell my Mom and my Dad not to let u stay up too late and to save me some of your hugs and kisses!!!!!

I light this candle in memory of my angel just to let her know that Mommy is always thinking of you. We love you & miss you dearly!!

I light this candle in remembrance of my niece Kristian, though we never had the chance to meet you're in my heart and thoughts. Know that your parents loved and adored you, you will forever be held dear to them and don't worry we're looking out for your mommy :*) .. Love you Baby
                                                xoxoxox's

I leave this note in memory of my precious baby girl. May u rest in peace & know that mommy loves you very much. I know we didn't have the proper introduction as u entered this world but know that there are so many things that I want you to know that I did get a chance to say. I had so many plans for the both of us & I was so excited about you coming into my life. I know God don't make no mistakes but I wish so badly that I could have u back in my life. This is the hardest thing ever not being able to feel your kicks & wiggles and to tell you that I love you. So I'm going to take the time to let you know that I love you & miss you dearly and wish that you were here with me.

I light this candle for Kristian.

I light this candle in memory of my precious Granddaughter Kristian E'lise take your rest in paradise with the Lord,
Love your Nannia