5 years today....Hard to believe 5 years has gone by already! I have finally been able to get myself back on track and have done the things I didn't think I'd ever be able to do again! I have also found someone to share the rest of the this life with. I know we talked about wanting each other to be happy and not a lone, but it definitely took some time for me to bring myself to allowing someone back into my heart. He's a good guy though and he keeps me safe. It saddens me that things couldn't be different with your family and with Harlow. I know they wrongfully blame me for a lot of things and if that weren't the case, things could've been a lot different. But I'm keeping my last promise to you and I have you safe from whom you didn't want to be able to torture you any more. So that's all I can worry about. She won't be able to hurt you anymore. I still get the signs that you told me you would leave should something ever happen to you, and as long as I get those signs, I will keep you protected. Say hello to all those we know that have left too soon! Thoughts and Prayers, Megan

Well sweetie it’s a very sad day fo me today. I miss you so very much. you left us way too soon. I’ve got your beautiful daughter here with me. She’s a great comfort to me. I hope your pain is healed and you are free to fly with the angels❤️. I love you always and forever. Momma

Well my sweet boy, it’s getting near the day you left us, and my heart is still so empty. I miss you every day. I wish you here with us! The girls are doing great. Lexy is getting married. The young man is a good guy like you! He loves his trucks, guns and motorcycles! You would have liked him. Nick and Julia are good, all 5 are growing up way too fast. We talk about you all the time! I never want them to not know you!!❤️ You are always in my heart. I love you infinitely and beyond.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE!!❤️❤️ I love you so very much and I miss you so very much. You weee always my sweet angel now you are God’s sweet angel

Well Krissy Lee, it’s been 4 years since you left us. It seems like yesterday. Whoever said it gets easier was wrong. I laugh at the silly things you did and said and I cry at them too. I’m sorry I wasn’t stronger for you and I’m sorry I couldn’t help you. But above all that I’m so very grateful that God put you in my arms and I had the most beautiful gift in you! Your compassion, your empathy, your talent and your snarky silliness are the things that made you uniquely YOU! You are missed and treasured. Harlow is just like you! Snarky, sassy and sweet. Aubrey, well she’s struggling. I’m trying to be a loving caring grandmother to them both. They are the treasures you left me. And I thank you. Lexy, Nick and Julia are doing great. Lexy struggles with your loss. But she’s determined to keep your life alive and remembered. I’m proud of them all! Just as I am of you! I love you son, I hope you are resting peacefully with your daddy and grandparents. Uncle Albert is hopefully there with you as well. You have good company! The hole in my heart is filled with sadness but it is also filled with love and comfort knowing you are not struggling any more. Momma loves you truly, forever and ever❤️

Happy birthday my sweet boy. I can’t tell you how much you are missed. You are my angel. I know you and your dad are playing all kind of jokes up there in heaven! I’m singing (badly) happy birthday to you! Your girls are growing up beautiful. Sassy and busy. Aubrey is driving and Harlow is just driving everyone crazy! She’s YOU! Lexy is doing well, working and in love, Nick is growing up quite the handsome young man and Julia is a cutie patriot. Mom Mom is keeping the staff busy and your sister is thriving and beautiful. Me well I’m just hanging in there loving my grand babies. You are always on my mind. I try to talk to you often and please know I love you forever and more than you ever knew. Lexy and Aubrey inherited your love for “fast” cars! You walk this earth through them all. I miss you and I’m sending hugs and kisses. Always and forever momma❤️

Happy Birthday

Happy Thanksgiving sweet boy. I miss you sooo much. I wish you and dad were here with us. I’m hugging you today. Love ❤️ so very much

Hey sweetie, just wanted to say hi , I love you ❤️ and our Raven’s won today! Miss you more than you know and I just wanted you to know I have Lo Lo here with me till Wednesday. Just had Aubrey so your girls are safe healthy and doing well. Aubrey is in love. Harlow is a little stinker. She totally enjoys prancing me. Everyone is well. Mom mom is a nursing home. She’s doing good. Making the nurses earn their pay! Tell daddy and the rest I miss them and love them. You are my angel.

Yesterday was a hard day....just as every other day is...but I know you know that!! I know you'd be proud of everything I'm accomplishing....just wish you were here to celebrate each accomplishment with me!! Yesterday I thought of the birthdays we shared together and how much you loved your Ravens cake, and prank cake and how excited you were with every celebration we had each year...you were always like a little boy on his birthday!! I hope that you were able to celebrate with your dad and granddad and that you were able to hear me singing Happy Birthday to YOU!! I love you Kristopher!! They say that it's supposed to get easier but I haven't seen that yet!!! I miss you so much and just hold on to the thought that one day I will be in your arms again!! Until we meet again....your wife....your number 1 fan....forever yours!!! -Megan

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KRISSY LEE HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!

Well sweetie it’s your birthday today. I truly miss you. We all miss you! Aubrey is here with us tonight. God she’s so beautiful! But I know you see her. Harlow is a pistol. She’s so much like you and so is Nick. Lexy and Julia are doing great. Lexy talks about you a lot. Your sister is finally happy. We laugh about the stuff you and her got into. Mostly at my expense. I wish you were here but I know you are better in heaven’s comfort. You will always be in my heart. And although the hole in my heart will never close it does heal as I watch your family grow. I can see you in them all. I love you Chunk.❤️ Always and forever, Momma

I sent you a letter today....it was on that racecar balloon I sent up in the sky. I hope you got it, my love!! It's hard to believe you have been gone for a year now.... but I can say that everyone was wrong... it has not gotten easier!! I miss you so much and I think of you every moment of everyday!! I love you so much! Until we meet again, my love!!