MY DARLING BABY GIRL I SO MISS AND LOVE YOU AND BABY YESENIA WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL NOT ONE DAY GOES BY THAT WE DON'T MISS YOU YOUR SMILE YOUR LAUGH YOUR VOICE THE WAY YOU SANG AND DANCED YOU WERE MY BABY GIRL SINCE 4-27-86 YOU WERE MY MIRACLE I PROMISE YOU THIS EVERYTHING I PROMISED YOU I WILL MAKE COME TRUE AND KNOW I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN ONE LOVELY DAY WE WILL BE REUNITED AND I AM SO SO BLESSED AND THE PROUDEST MOMMY IN THIS UNIVERSE TO HAVE A DAUGHTER LIKE YOU YOU ALWAYS HAD A HEART OF GOLD AND HELPED SO SO MANY PEOPLE YOU WERE LOVED BY SO MANY PEOPLE AND TO THIS DAY EVERYONE TALKS ABOUT KRYSTLE AKA GREENEYES OH HOW BEAUTIFUL AND SPECIAL YOU WERE AND BEAUTIFUL AND ALWAYS ALWAYS WERE THERE FOR OTHERS PUTTING PEOPLE BEFORE YOURSELF PLEASE KNOW THIS YOU ARE A ONE OF A KIND WOMAN AND MY TREASURE FROM 4-27-86 TILL WE SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN HUGS AND KISSES TO YOU AND YESENIA LOVE MOMMY AND GRANDMA

While I never met Krystal, I had the great fortune of hearing her voice via my cell phone.

For years I was friends with Paul Pemberton.  Never knowing of her, until Paul visited me in Virginia Beach in early 2011.

There were times Krystal would call my phone to speak to Paul.  I can tell you all, she was such a wonderful soul who loved Paul like I have never known love.  Equally, Paul loved her to no end.

Yet when Paul advised Hey  C.J. I have to go back to Stroudsburg.  I said why?  You left the Poconos so stay here in Virginia Beach.   

As a Knight and gentleman who protects the Glory of his Honor, Paul protected Krystal and would not tell me his reason for returning.

At the same time when I heard of Krystals' truly untimely passing, my anger with my dear friend Paul has found little or no peace.  So much so,that I ended my long term friendship with Paul.  We have had no meaningful contact since Krystal's passing.  

I believed had Paul listened to me and not returned, Krystal would still be with us.  
Ok so let me tell you of a Miracle.  Tonight I turned my computer on and as I usually do, started working on whatever.  

Then from out of nowhere, heard Michael Jackson's song, GONE TO SOON.  So I am looking through all browsers to learn where this is coming from.

Then like the resolution to a mystery that defies explanation, I was guided here.  Krystal's site. 

Stunned I just stared at this page and finally acknowledge Krystal is comforting me, that I may heal and again love Paul as I did before her so Untimely Departure.  

I have just finished my first Novel.  I intended to add a dedication page to Krystal but in the midst of this work, I honestly forget.

Now Krystal reminds me to remember her heart, her desire and her need to help others who may not have deserved her devotion.  

That statement is a low blow of sorts.  As I have no right to judge my dear friend Paul.  Yet I am still angry.  

To those who loved Krystal, please rest assured, while few Angels depart this earth, In your beloved Krystal,  an Angel has so departed;  Yet she remains with us to guide us, as she has guided me to include her in the this book and to write of her tonight and to make an effort to forgive my dear friend Paul.    

The book is name "Last of the Lost Worlds" ..  It describes the evil we as one to to another do to our Brothers & Sisters.    A lost world of Humanity.

Krystal, while I and so many others still grieve for your departure, as you reminded me, Love Never Dies.

You have and still loved so many.  Now it is our turn to honor your love, by remembering your gifts to all and live better lives, than ever we could without you.

Paul while it is difficult to be ok with no to forgive  you, Krystal demand we reconcile.  My number is still the same.  I welcome hearing your voice.

My Email is worldpeace@rememberingheroes.org

I am sincerely and eternally, 

L CJ Cary

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