I'm not even sure how 10 years have passed so quickly. I know my heart hurts just as much as it did the morning I found you. I'm not angry with God anymore. I look back and realize it was your time to return to your maker. The emotions that I've had since you left this world has been more than I can count. I miss your smile, you screaming at the tv and your voice saying Mama. You left this world with your daddy. I don't think you could have handled losing him. It's been hard. Your sister has stepped up in way that I didn't know was possible. I'm very thankful for that. I miss you so much Kyle. I'm keeping my promise. I see glimpses of you in her. It hurts and makes me happy at the same time. RIP my baby boy I will see you when I get there. I love you so much.

I miss....

I miss you calling “Mama”
I miss your smile
I miss the craziest thing you would say
I miss you trying to lie to me and realizing you couldn’t
I miss you playing with your daughter and the whole world stopped
I miss you my baby boy. It never mattered your age you was always my baby