ForeverMissed
In da memory of our Amazing brother n son Lance Williams 33 years old , born on March 21, 1985 and passed away on February 14, 2019. We will always remember u n love u till we meet again forever n our hearts love an never forgotten

Posted by Renee Doerr on February 22, 2021
Hey Lil bro
Am so sry I wasn't able to make it there to see u lov on 2/14/21 I don't think I would have lasted anyways being there am so sry I haven't wrote u n 2 wks been busy working but u know dat cos u can see me I miss u so much Lance it hurts all da time I think about u a lot I wish u was here wit me... Love always ur sister Renee
Posted by Renee Doerr on February 9, 2021
Am here n Va an its so hard cos ur not here anymore so I can't just call u and be like yo bro am n town can I come over n we chill n drink listen to music and talk bout old times I hate da fact dat ur not here da only reason I come back to Va was for u n henry now its just henry and dat upsets me cos I hate it here RN everytime am here I cry I have pain like I did wen mi mom died and I don't want dat feeling again I cried so much yesterday I have not cried like dat n years since mi mom death u had me crying dis morning how do u expect me to feel Lance u was mi everything we was gonna take over da world now its just me and I really don't care bout anything now I don't care if I die or live do u know wat dat feels like coming from me Lance da one true friend dat loves life .....
Posted by Renee Doerr on February 8, 2021
Hey Lil brother wyd RN am omw to see u n chill wit u like we did wen u was here wit us smoking drinking listening to music going clubbing being us having fun not letting nobody take our joy n shine from us nobody could tell us anything it was me n u against da world dats how we saw it ... I remember wen u came over to da telly wen me n Nikki was staying at an was like yo wyd RN I was like nothing y an u said yo don't ask just get n da car an we drove around all night listening to music then we went to da beach an sat n da sand an listened to da waves n i listened to u talk about wat u want to do wit ur life.... Like all da traveling, going to different countries, seeing da world through ur other eye, tasting foods u would never try, to watch da smiles on ur kids faces, da joy n their eyes, spending time wit ur family like we used to back n da day, how much fun we had, man i loved how happy mi mom looked at us, she would tell us there nothing n dis world u can't do don't never let anyone tell u different cos ur a young black man who has very high hopes n dreams and y'all got a very powerful black mother who will always be there n have y'all back no matter wat, mi boys will stand high n heads up don't never forget where u come from boys look at da world like its yours see how much joy it can bring yall.... Mi mom always thought I wasn't listening to wat she was telling us cos I was always on mi phone but I heard every last word she said..
Da things mi mom does for us am so grateful for her I don't know where I would be wit out her, mi mom is mi everything, she said u come n dis world alone an u die alone but full of joy n happiness... TE AMO Always Lance
Posted by Renee Doerr on January 25, 2021
Hey lil bro wat u been up to lately an hru doing I know its hard for u to look down on us n ur kids but u don't have to worry bout em we got em bro an don't worry bout dat bitch cos I got sum thing for her ass she took u from us an I don't think a bitch like dat should get away wit it I put mi life on it I will get justice for ur death Lance I promise dat she will know wat pain feels like wen I get done wit her... I lov n miss u lil bro
An am sry it took so long to write u back I been really busy ik it don't excuse me but I really wish u was here wit me we could run da streets together like back n da day I miss those days ... I met sum one u would like he reminds me of u a sum times da way he talks n does lil things his name is Divine bro am so n lov wit him its not even funny an I got more streets then him dats da funny part bout it. U never thought I would go back to it but I did an its so different cos ur not here wit me but its OK
Posted by Eliene Langston on December 10, 2020
Hi bestie how are you doing I guess I'm doing ok sometimes I wonder why the hell I'm i still here for what ? To feel like shit because I'm still here n everyone I love is gone
Posted by Eliene Langston on December 2, 2020
Hey bestie how are you doing up there I just want to say hi n I miss you n some odd reason I'll probably see you soon just not sooner then I like just remember to save me a seat ok you know how people get when its says first come first so just grab a chair n put my name on it next to my momma. 
Posted by Eliene Langston on November 30, 2020
Hey bestie I know its been a while since I wrote you on here I know it's been awhile since we talked . I just been dealing with something n its hard when your not here or my momma n I can't talk to nobody I miss you so much
Posted by Renee Doerr on November 26, 2020
Happy Thanksgiving lil brother ik u n mi mom cooking up there sum thing gud she can throw down n da kitchen Lord knows i miss her cooking an I miss seeing y'all dis time of year it hurts me so bad
Posted by Renee Doerr on November 25, 2020
Hey Bro
Just checking n on u i miss u so much i miss talking to u an video chatting an being able to visit u and drink n have fun like da old days am gonna try am make it to virginia next year for ur birthday ok I wish I would have been there wit u so u didnt have to died alone but i know n mi heart mi mom was there wit u every step of da way am sry i dont come on here everyday to write to u lil bro but every time I come on here I cry cos it hurts me so bad ur not supposed to be gone yet I don't understand y God took u from us u was a gud man to everyone and I miss n lov u so much oh just to let u know ur team " Cowboys " suck dis year sry lil bro lov always.❤
Posted by Shauntelle Doerr on July 17, 2020
It's already been a year I've missed you deeply! It's been hard without you You were the best! Can't nobody explain how good of a father, son, uncle, bestfriend. You we're ik your looking down on us. But it just wasn't your time. I don't celebrate Valentine's day anymore Because it was the day that I lost you It broke me into a million pieces. I love you forever and always!
Posted by Renee Doerr on July 15, 2020
Hey bro its been a yr already an i think of u everyday like u never left mi side wen u was younger i miss those days wen i stayed n Va we had so much fun lord knows we did i wish u was still here wit me i miss u so much Lance it hurts me just to hear ur name or sum one talking bout u i dont know wat to do i wish God would have let u live an took dat girl who was wit u she was no gud for u. Am now dating Weylin its been 5 months since we been together i just dont know how its supposed to be i haven't dated anyone n 5 yrs an am so scared Lance i dont know wat to do i dont wan to mess it up wit him i lov him so much he asked me to marry him i said yes i just wish u were here wit me i miss our talks an everything. Weylin wan me to do V day wit him next yr i just dont think i can it hurts to much wat do i look like having fun on da day u died wen u should be here wit ur lov ones having fun too i dont think Weylin understands how closest we all are n da family ur like mi lil brother i still remember wen i first met u at da airport u was like 7 an chubby an u had da biggest smile ever u was so happy to see us we also wen to dinner dat night me, u , mom an henry we had so much fun dat night i also remember wen u first held mi kids n ur arms telling em it was their uncle Lance an u will always be there for em wen every they nd u they loved u an miss u so much. I know i do i feel like part of me is missing sum thing like mi heart feels so empty sum times an i just wan to cry so bad Lance u just dont know how bad i miss u. I know u wouldnt wan me feeling like dis but i dont know how else to feel. I lov u mi brother
Posted by Eliene Langston on April 18, 2019
I wake up every night thinking about you n mama n how come God didn't take me with you I would have went for y'all two n God knows it. My dreams are getting really bad n for the last couple of days i been getting up crying mama came to me n told me that life is to short for us to get mad over something stupid. You think it's true what mama saying to me lately it's felt so real. I love you so much n i miss you to n mama let her know that Lance
Posted by Eliene Langston on March 21, 2019
I just wanted to say happy birthday my love n i hope you enjoy your day n don't work so hard OK n I'll text u later.
Posted by Renee Doerr on March 21, 2019
Happy Birthday Lance I lov n miss u a lot ik ur looking down on us right now having a few drinks u n mi mama up there don't worry she's going to take gud care of u lil bro tell her I said I lov n miss her OK thx u am going to have a few on u too k RIP .....
Posted by Renee Doerr on February 22, 2019
Am so sry but where going to miss ur funeral love. we tired to get there a lot earlier but da train takes a lot longer then i thought i still cant believe its u an not sum one else it hurts me so bad dont worry i lov u so much
Posted by Renee Doerr on February 19, 2019
Mom i nd u right now i dont understand y God keeps taking lov ones away from me like dis he took Jo Jo he was da lov of mi life right there n Blk Chris he was a gud man just trying to take care of his familia n Nana mi favorite grandma who lov me n Aunt Jean another one i cared so much bout she lov me n Uncle Wayne i lov him very much he was one of ur men God he put ur name out there n da world for everyone to know u still live on an Mi mother i truly lov nothing n da world can replace her she was one n a million now Lance mi lil brother i lov so much i would do anything for him mom is God punishing me for sum thing i did an dont realize it plz tell me i cant deal wit no one else being taking away from me....
                  I Love U very much
Posted by Renee Doerr on February 19, 2019
I find me self waking up n da mid of da night cos ur always on mi mind right now yes am pissed off cos of wat happened to u y did he have to take u from us i would of came down there an took gud care of u if i had to i would have stayed n Va just to help take care of u. I keep asking to mi self y him God u could have took sum one else y did it have to be him mi mother wasnt enough for u. U had to take another lov one away from me i dont understand y u did dat
Posted by Renee Doerr on February 18, 2019
SILENT TEARS
Each day as da evening starts to set
Da ache builds up n her chest
She knows dat she must go to bed
And try to get sum rest.
She hugs ur tearstained pillow close to her
Wen no one is around
And cries for u she loved u so much an da
Lost of u makesher screams wit out a sound.
Others see her n da day an think she's
Doing well but everyday as evening sets
She enters her own hell.
Time hasnt healed her pain at all or quieted her fears of losing a lov one
So every night alone n her bed she sheds
Those silent tears an hopes u will come to
Comfort her lost of u.....
Posted by Renee Doerr on February 18, 2019
YOU NEVER SAID GOODBYE
U never said im leaving
U never said gud bye
U were gone before i knew it
An only God knows y.
A millions times i needed u
A millions times i cried for u
If love alone could have saved u
U never would have died.
In life i loved u dearly In death i love u still
In mi heart u hold a place
Dat no one could ever fill.
It broke mi heart to lose u
But u didnt go alone a part
Of me wen wit u da day
God took u home to stay.
I will always lov u mi brother.....
Posted by Renee Doerr on February 18, 2019
Lance i know everything is different now dat ur gone but i wan u to know am going to be checking n on our mama ok an i wrote mi mom an asked her to keep a eye on u an show u da ropes up there i lov u
Oh u cant miss her she blk 4"11 n real thick all da way around k
Posted by Shauntelle Doerr on February 18, 2019
I can't tell you how much I miss you, you weren't supposed to be taken from us so soon, when i found out i cried. Because it hurt so bad to hear those words that you didn't make it... Why you had to take him so early god. I'll see you again and forever in our hearts. I know your looking down on us right now.
                                    
             Love Shauntelle, I love you
Posted by Renee Doerr on February 18, 2019
Gud morning lov
I know dis isn't how u wan to leave us unfortunately it happened an i tin to find out more bout ur car accident k sum thing just doesn't added up lov hopefully am able to make to ur wake ok i lov n miss u so much....
Posted by Renee Doerr on February 18, 2019
I cant believe ur gone already i still have things to say to u n sum way am mad cos i should have been there wit u visit u soon i dont understand y he had to take u from me ur mi best friend / brother i was supposed to show u around New York an go out n have a gud old time like we always do wen were together drink, smoke, dance, enjoy our selfs i miss u.....

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Posted by Renee Doerr on February 22, 2021
Hey Lil bro
Am so sry I wasn't able to make it there to see u lov on 2/14/21 I don't think I would have lasted anyways being there am so sry I haven't wrote u n 2 wks been busy working but u know dat cos u can see me I miss u so much Lance it hurts all da time I think about u a lot I wish u was here wit me... Love always ur sister Renee
Posted by Renee Doerr on February 9, 2021
Am here n Va an its so hard cos ur not here anymore so I can't just call u and be like yo bro am n town can I come over n we chill n drink listen to music and talk bout old times I hate da fact dat ur not here da only reason I come back to Va was for u n henry now its just henry and dat upsets me cos I hate it here RN everytime am here I cry I have pain like I did wen mi mom died and I don't want dat feeling again I cried so much yesterday I have not cried like dat n years since mi mom death u had me crying dis morning how do u expect me to feel Lance u was mi everything we was gonna take over da world now its just me and I really don't care bout anything now I don't care if I die or live do u know wat dat feels like coming from me Lance da one true friend dat loves life .....
Posted by Renee Doerr on February 8, 2021
Hey Lil brother wyd RN am omw to see u n chill wit u like we did wen u was here wit us smoking drinking listening to music going clubbing being us having fun not letting nobody take our joy n shine from us nobody could tell us anything it was me n u against da world dats how we saw it ... I remember wen u came over to da telly wen me n Nikki was staying at an was like yo wyd RN I was like nothing y an u said yo don't ask just get n da car an we drove around all night listening to music then we went to da beach an sat n da sand an listened to da waves n i listened to u talk about wat u want to do wit ur life.... Like all da traveling, going to different countries, seeing da world through ur other eye, tasting foods u would never try, to watch da smiles on ur kids faces, da joy n their eyes, spending time wit ur family like we used to back n da day, how much fun we had, man i loved how happy mi mom looked at us, she would tell us there nothing n dis world u can't do don't never let anyone tell u different cos ur a young black man who has very high hopes n dreams and y'all got a very powerful black mother who will always be there n have y'all back no matter wat, mi boys will stand high n heads up don't never forget where u come from boys look at da world like its yours see how much joy it can bring yall.... Mi mom always thought I wasn't listening to wat she was telling us cos I was always on mi phone but I heard every last word she said..
Da things mi mom does for us am so grateful for her I don't know where I would be wit out her, mi mom is mi everything, she said u come n dis world alone an u die alone but full of joy n happiness... TE AMO Always Lance
his Life
Lance was born on March 21 1985 to Christine an Johnnie Williams. He was da youngest of 5 kids an active member of da Morning Star Baptist Church. He graduated from Bayside High School n Virginia Beach Va. Lance was always a quick learner wit a Get It Done attitude both trades dat served him well while working n da publications industry. Lance loved being a father to his 2 kids they were da love of his life. He loved his family so much even tho they had their ups n downs he loved em he was da type of person dat would take a bullet for em dats how much he loved his family. He loved going out having fun, playing video games, taking care of his dog Sammy. We will always show love 4 KID One 
To cherish his memory are his kids Jahlyn an Faith Williams an his beloved mother Christine Williams an his brothers Kevyn, Henry, Johnathon an his sisters Renee an Joanee, Devoted grandma Christine DeLoatch. His uncle an aunt an cuzz an nieces an nephews an friends.U will always be missed but never forgotten .
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Missing Someone

Shared by Renee Doerr on February 22, 2021
Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though its one day further from da last time you saw each other, its one day closer to da next time you will. If i had a single flower for every time i think about you, i could walk forever n mi garden... If you wan to be wit someone you miss, arnt  you already there? One day i caught mi self smiling for no reason, then i realized i was thinking of you... I dropped a tear n da ocean... Da day you find it is da day i will stop missing you. If you think missing me is hard, then you should try missing you. Darkness isnt da absence of light...Its da absence of you. It kills inside to know dat you miss someone who seems to start living their life wit out you... somewhere there is someone dat dreams of your smile, an finds n your presence dat life is worthwhile, so wen you are lonely remember its true, someone somewhere is thinking of you. If only to be wit you even for a few seconds would be mi only chance to see you, then i would grab it an forget about da rest of mi life after dat moment...I miss you so much if you wanna know how much...Come tonight an see me how much tears will fall...To think of you is like to cut a water...I can break it for a second but it keeps coming together after...Wen i miss you i tend to forget you... Why? cos i cant get through da day wen i miss you...So much an love you alot...

A letter I wrote to mi Lil brother Lance

Shared by Renee Doerr on February 22, 2021
Posted by Renee Doerr on February 8, 2021
Hey Lil brother wyd RN am omw to see u n chill wit u like we did wen u was here wit us smoking drinking listening to music going clubbing being us having fun not letting nobody take our joy n shine from us nobody could tell us anything it was me n u against da world dats how we saw it ... I remember wen u came over to da telly wen me n Nikki was staying at an was like yo wyd RN I was like nothing y an u said yo don't ask just get n da car an we drove around all night listening to music then we went to da beach an sat n da sand an listened to da waves n i listened to u talk about wat u want to do wit ur life.... Like all da traveling, going to different countries, seeing da world through ur other eye, tasting foods u would never try, to watch da smiles on ur kids faces, da joy n their eyes, spending time wit ur family like we used to back n da day, how much fun we had, man i loved how happy mi mom looked at us, she would tell us there nothing n dis world u can't do don't never let anyone tell u different cos ur a young black man who has very high hopes n dreams and y'all got a very powerful black mother who will always be there n have y'all back no matter wat, mi boys will stand high n heads up don't never forget where u come from boys look at da world like its yours see how much joy it can bring yall.... Mi mom always thought I wasn't listening to wat she was telling us cos I was always on mi phone but I heard every last word she said..
Da things mi mom does for us am so grateful for her I don't know where I would be wit out her, mi mom is mi everything, she said u come n dis world alone an u die alone but full of joy n happiness... TE AMO Always Lance

Da one dat got away

Shared by Renee Doerr on July 18, 2020
Summer after high school wen we first met we'd make out in ur mustang to da radiohead.
An on mi 18th birthday we get matching tattoos
Used to steal ur parents liquor an climb to da rooftops.
Talk bout our future like we had a clue.
Never planned dat one day i'd be losing you.
In another life. I would be ur girl.
We'd keep all our promises be us against da world.
In another life. I would make you stay.
So i dont have to say. You were da one dat got away.
Da one dat got away.
I was June an you were mi Johnny Cash.
Never one wit out da other, we made a pact.
Sum times wen i miss you
I put those records on to remind me of you.
Sum one said you had ur tattoo removed.
Saw you downtown singing da blues.
Never planned dat one day i'd be losing you.
In another life i would be ur girl. 
We'd keep all our promises be us against da world. So i dont have to say, you were da one dat got away.
All dis money cant buy me a time machine.
I cant replace you wit a million rings.
I should have told you wat you meant to me.
Cause now i pay da price.Cus in another life i would have be ur girl. I miss you so much. Lance