Happy Bday lil brother I can't believe ur 37th today Lord knows I miss u an I wish I could be there wit u an have so much fun an be lit together but I guess we can't have everything...

Hey bro HRU doing I don't know wat it's like up there but I wish it was me an not u I miss u so much I cry most of da day i hate dat u was taken from me u was da only one dat understood wat I was really going thru an u had a gift of healing taking all da pain way wit only one touch an I lov being around u MI heart aches all da time I have a hole n mi chest....

Hey bro sry I haven't really been on here to write just been going through sum things I miss u so much I cry most of da time an just wan to drink but ik drinking isn't gonna take da pain away it just numbs it for a lil bit. Ur a tio Telle had a boy Feb 27 2022 she named him Julian Antonio Briggs
He was 7lbs 6oz 20 1/2 inches I wish u was here ik she would have been so happy to see u. Bro I have really messed up mi relationship wit her sum times I feel like I should of been da one to died not u she would have been better off she hates me for not being around hell I would to shit I haven't really been a mom to her or da rest of MI kids but how can I be a mom to anyone of em. Bro I have sum much hurt n hate n me it's not even funny I don't hate u for leaving I hate da person who take u from me I wan her head on a stick an believe me am gonna do it I will have justice for u lil bro u will rest n peace best believe dat I lov u always....

Ik u don't want dat up here but I nd it to be knew dat she was da one who caused ur death n I hate her for taking u from me I will never forgive her for it if I had it mi I would put her 8 feet n da ground and wouldn't give a fuck about I feel
She walks free while ur n da ground dats not Justice bro

Hey bro
How are u doing today am alright I guess u can see how things are going for me right now I miss u a lot am so sry I haven't been on here to write u there's a lot going on RN I miss talking to u n listening to us laughing at each other lord knows how much pain am n rn wen it comes to u n mi mom I hate feeling dis way but I do an am not ready to let go just yet...

Hey lil bro
Sup hru I miss u a lot yes am still n Va an am truly sry I haven't visited u yet its been a busy few months but don't never forget am always thinking of u n mom y'all left a hole n mi heart dat i don't know how to heal yet or if I will ever I hate dat ur not here wit me n mi kids they miss their uncle an its not da same thing wit out u being here I wonder y did god take u from us i mean come on I sum wat understand y he took mi mom she dying but u was healthy asf n he still took u from me I don't know if I should hate him for dat or be happy u don't have deal wit ppl like me....

Hey Lil bro
Am so sry I wasn't able to make it there to see u lov on 2/14/21 I don't think I would have lasted anyways being there am so sry I haven't wrote u n 2 wks been busy working but u know dat cos u can see me I miss u so much Lance it hurts all da time I think about u a lot I wish u was here wit me... Love always ur sister Renee

Am here n Va an its so hard cos ur not here anymore so I can't just call u and be like yo bro am n town can I come over n we chill n drink listen to music and talk bout old times I hate da fact dat ur not here da only reason I come back to Va was for u n henry now its just henry and dat upsets me cos I hate it here RN everytime am here I cry I have pain like I did wen mi mom died and I don't want dat feeling again I cried so much yesterday I have not cried like dat n years since mi mom death u had me crying dis morning how do u expect me to feel Lance u was mi everything we was gonna take over da world now its just me and I really don't care bout anything now I don't care if I die or live do u know wat dat feels like coming from me Lance da one true friend dat loves life .....

Hey Lil brother wyd RN am omw to see u n chill wit u like we did wen u was here wit us smoking drinking listening to music going clubbing being us having fun not letting nobody take our joy n shine from us nobody could tell us anything it was me n u against da world dats how we saw it ... I remember wen u came over to da telly wen me n Nikki was staying at an was like yo wyd RN I was like nothing y an u said yo don't ask just get n da car an we drove around all night listening to music then we went to da beach an sat n da sand an listened to da waves n i listened to u talk about wat u want to do wit ur life.... Like all da traveling, going to different countries, seeing da world through ur other eye, tasting foods u would never try, to watch da smiles on ur kids faces, da joy n their eyes, spending time wit ur family like we used to back n da day, how much fun we had, man i loved how happy mi mom looked at us, she would tell us there nothing n dis world u can't do don't never let anyone tell u different cos ur a young black man who has very high hopes n dreams and y'all got a very powerful black mother who will always be there n have y'all back no matter wat, mi boys will stand high n heads up don't never forget where u come from boys look at da world like its yours see how much joy it can bring yall.... Mi mom always thought I wasn't listening to wat she was telling us cos I was always on mi phone but I heard every last word she said..
Da things mi mom does for us am so grateful for her I don't know where I would be wit out her, mi mom is mi everything, she said u come n dis world alone an u die alone but full of joy n happiness... TE AMO Always Lance

Hey lil bro wat u been up to lately an hru doing I know its hard for u to look down on us n ur kids but u don't have to worry bout em we got em bro an don't worry bout dat bitch cos I got sum thing for her ass she took u from us an I don't think a bitch like dat should get away wit it I put mi life on it I will get justice for ur death Lance I promise dat she will know wat pain feels like wen I get done wit her... I lov n miss u lil bro
An am sry it took so long to write u back I been really busy ik it don't excuse me but I really wish u was here wit me we could run da streets together like back n da day I miss those days ... I met sum one u would like he reminds me of u a sum times da way he talks n does lil things his name is Divine bro am so n lov wit him its not even funny an I got more streets then him dats da funny part bout it. U never thought I would go back to it but I did an its so different cos ur not here wit me but its OK

Hi bestie how are you doing I guess I'm doing ok sometimes I wonder why the hell I'm i still here for what ? To feel like shit because I'm still here n everyone I love is gone

Hey bestie how are you doing up there I just want to say hi n I miss you n some odd reason I'll probably see you soon just not sooner then I like just remember to save me a seat ok you know how people get when its says first come first so just grab a chair n put my name on it next to my momma. 

Hey bestie I know its been a while since I wrote you on here I know it's been awhile since we talked . I just been dealing with something n its hard when your not here or my momma n I can't talk to nobody I miss you so much

Happy Thanksgiving lil brother ik u n mi mom cooking up there sum thing gud she can throw down n da kitchen Lord knows i miss her cooking an I miss seeing y'all dis time of year it hurts me so bad

Hey Bro
Just checking n on u i miss u so much i miss talking to u an video chatting an being able to visit u and drink n have fun like da old days am gonna try am make it to virginia next year for ur birthday ok I wish I would have been there wit u so u didnt have to died alone but i know n mi heart mi mom was there wit u every step of da way am sry i dont come on here everyday to write to u lil bro but every time I come on here I cry cos it hurts me so bad ur not supposed to be gone yet I don't understand y God took u from us u was a gud man to everyone and I miss n lov u so much oh just to let u know ur team " Cowboys " suck dis year sry lil bro lov always.❤

It's already been a year I've missed you deeply! It's been hard without you You were the best! Can't nobody explain how good of a father, son, uncle, bestfriend. You we're ik your looking down on us. But it just wasn't your time. I don't celebrate Valentine's day anymore Because it was the day that I lost you It broke me into a million pieces. I love you forever and always!

Hey bro its been a yr already an i think of u everyday like u never left mi side wen u was younger i miss those days wen i stayed n Va we had so much fun lord knows we did i wish u was still here wit me i miss u so much Lance it hurts me just to hear ur name or sum one talking bout u i dont know wat to do i wish God would have let u live an took dat girl who was wit u she was no gud for u. Am now dating Weylin its been 5 months since we been together i just dont know how its supposed to be i haven't dated anyone n 5 yrs an am so scared Lance i dont know wat to do i dont wan to mess it up wit him i lov him so much he asked me to marry him i said yes i just wish u were here wit me i miss our talks an everything. Weylin wan me to do V day wit him next yr i just dont think i can it hurts to much wat do i look like having fun on da day u died wen u should be here wit ur lov ones having fun too i dont think Weylin understands how closest we all are n da family ur like mi lil brother i still remember wen i first met u at da airport u was like 7 an chubby an u had da biggest smile ever u was so happy to see us we also wen to dinner dat night me, u , mom an henry we had so much fun dat night i also remember wen u first held mi kids n ur arms telling em it was their uncle Lance an u will always be there for em wen every they nd u they loved u an miss u so much. I know i do i feel like part of me is missing sum thing like mi heart feels so empty sum times an i just wan to cry so bad Lance u just dont know how bad i miss u. I know u wouldnt wan me feeling like dis but i dont know how else to feel. I lov u mi brother

I wake up every night thinking about you n mama n how come God didn't take me with you I would have went for y'all two n God knows it. My dreams are getting really bad n for the last couple of days i been getting up crying mama came to me n told me that life is to short for us to get mad over something stupid. You think it's true what mama saying to me lately it's felt so real. I love you so much n i miss you to n mama let her know that Lance

I just wanted to say happy birthday my love n i hope you enjoy your day n don't work so hard OK n I'll text u later.

Happy Birthday Lance I lov n miss u a lot ik ur looking down on us right now having a few drinks u n mi mama up there don't worry she's going to take gud care of u lil bro tell her I said I lov n miss her OK thx u am going to have a few on u too k RIP .....

Am so sry but where going to miss ur funeral love. we tired to get there a lot earlier but da train takes a lot longer then i thought i still cant believe its u an not sum one else it hurts me so bad dont worry i lov u so much

Mom i nd u right now i dont understand y God keeps taking lov ones away from me like dis he took Jo Jo he was da lov of mi life right there n Blk Chris he was a gud man just trying to take care of his familia n Nana mi favorite grandma who lov me n Aunt Jean another one i cared so much bout she lov me n Uncle Wayne i lov him very much he was one of ur men God he put ur name out there n da world for everyone to know u still live on an Mi mother i truly lov nothing n da world can replace her she was one n a million now Lance mi lil brother i lov so much i would do anything for him mom is God punishing me for sum thing i did an dont realize it plz tell me i cant deal wit no one else being taking away from me....
                  I Love U very much

I find me self waking up n da mid of da night cos ur always on mi mind right now yes am pissed off cos of wat happened to u y did he have to take u from us i would of came down there an took gud care of u if i had to i would have stayed n Va just to help take care of u. I keep asking to mi self y him God u could have took sum one else y did it have to be him mi mother wasnt enough for u. U had to take another lov one away from me i dont understand y u did dat

SILENT TEARS
Each day as da evening starts to set
Da ache builds up n her chest
She knows dat she must go to bed
And try to get sum rest.
She hugs ur tearstained pillow close to her
Wen no one is around
And cries for u she loved u so much an da
Lost of u makesher screams wit out a sound.
Others see her n da day an think she's
Doing well but everyday as evening sets
She enters her own hell.
Time hasnt healed her pain at all or quieted her fears of losing a lov one
So every night alone n her bed she sheds
Those silent tears an hopes u will come to
Comfort her lost of u.....

YOU NEVER SAID GOODBYE
U never said im leaving
U never said gud bye
U were gone before i knew it
An only God knows y.
A millions times i needed u
A millions times i cried for u
If love alone could have saved u
U never would have died.
In life i loved u dearly In death i love u still
In mi heart u hold a place
Dat no one could ever fill.
It broke mi heart to lose u
But u didnt go alone a part
Of me wen wit u da day
God took u home to stay.
I will always lov u mi brother.....

Lance i know everything is different now dat ur gone but i wan u to know am going to be checking n on our mama ok an i wrote mi mom an asked her to keep a eye on u an show u da ropes up there i lov u
Oh u cant miss her she blk 4"11 n real thick all da way around k

I can't tell you how much I miss you, you weren't supposed to be taken from us so soon, when i found out i cried. Because it hurt so bad to hear those words that you didn't make it... Why you had to take him so early god. I'll see you again and forever in our hearts. I know your looking down on us right now.
                                    
             Love Shauntelle, I love you

Gud morning lov
I know dis isn't how u wan to leave us unfortunately it happened an i tin to find out more bout ur car accident k sum thing just doesn't added up lov hopefully am able to make to ur wake ok i lov n miss u so much....

I cant believe ur gone already i still have things to say to u n sum way am mad cos i should have been there wit u visit u soon i dont understand y he had to take u from me ur mi best friend / brother i was supposed to show u around New York an go out n have a gud old time like we always do wen were together drink, smoke, dance, enjoy our selfs i miss u.....