Saying goodbye
I never thought a funeral could be beautiful But our daughters most definitely was, it was very small with only immediate family. Lanis guests were welcomed with a song both her Daddy and I chose, you are my sunshine. " we held each other so tight and listened to the words, "The other night dear, when I lay sleeping I dreamt I held you in my arms, when I woke dear I was mistaken so I hung my head and I cried" Lani was then bless for the second time, a chosen celebrant Venessa Leigh hosted the ceremony, she read words which will stick with my forever "An angel in the book of like wrote down your daughters birth. She whispered as she closed the book, to beautiful for earth" it's a nice but hard to accept way of looking at loosing your child. A second song Tim chose was played, Hero by Enrique the words in that song which get us every time are "I just want to hold you, oh I just want to hold you, now would you die for the one you love? Hold me in your arms tonight" and the truth is every single person in that room on that day I know would have traded thier life for our babies and that's why we chose to have each of you there.
A letter was read which I wrote as a goodbye to Lani, I told her that she was the most beautiful and best thing that has ever and will ever happen to her father and I, I told her how desperately we wanted to see her grow into a little girl and that she is loved by so many along with a poem for our Angel. The celebrant spoke about Lani and her family, her uncles her aunties her cousins her nans and pops and read other prayers.
Lanis final rest song was Feels like home, I chose this for her day. whilst this played our family went and said thier goodbyes to our baby girl. Lanis coffin was open and she honestly looked so beautiful I wish I could have picked her up and taken her home. We watched Lani get many kisses, hugs and blessings. She was buried with a Cross that her daddy bought for her, a mother and daughter pendant, a teddy, a blanket made by her Aunty dellice, a dream catcher from her Minnie, a unicorn and snow shaker from her Aunty Karri and Sophie, her nan Naomi's headband which she wore to the funeral and other beautiful keepsakes from loved ones.
Her Dad and Pop carried her tiny casket to the car which we held her in to the cemetery, we poured tears on to her coffin and kissed it so many times. She was lowered like a beautiful Angel on two Pink ribbons. We held each other and cried.