I wish it was only a Dream...
Yesterday we laid you to rest and I couldn't help feeling like I was in a dream and nothing that was happening was really truly happening. I knew I was there and I knew I was awake because I had to pinch my self a few times, but I really wasn't there, or perhaps, didn't want to be there. You had so much more life to live and so much more to offer to the world. You have three little beings that you brought into this world that you were supposed to watch grow old. We had plans to do and be big things. I will continue to live my life in honor of you. Everything I experience, I will share with you. I will fulfill my duty of being a great godparent, and do all I can for all of the boys, Christian, David, and the whole family. At every celebration I am apart of, you will be there with me, in my heart. I miss you, I love you, and I pray that you are watching over me and everyone that loves you. See you when I get there.