1-3-2021 well Larry a new year is here not sure what it holds for me. I miss you just as much today as I did the day you left. I say good night to you every night hope you can hear me in Heaven. You were my first love and will be my last you gave me 3 children and the two oldest still remeber you I do not have anything to do with the youngest that is what he wants. But my love for you is just as strong as it was when you were alive . Until I am with you I love you with all of my heart. Your wife Helen Happy New Year. January 3 2021

12-25-2020 well honey it is Christmas again miss you so much everyday since you went to Heaven. It has been a very hard year kids have kept me away from every thing but my heart is always with you. As we go into the next year not sure what it holds for us but we will try to go on that is what you would want I love you and miss you so very much some days it is hard to go on so Larry love you always and forever your wife Helen.2020

Good morning Larry to day we bury Buddy so he will be in heaven with you my heart is broken please take care of him love and miss you every day and night. with all my love your wife Helen 12-9-2020

Happy Halloween in heaven love you with all of my heart oct31-2020

the year is almost over I just had to stop by and say I love you very much and hope you are in your heaven home always and forever your wife Helen

Today I want to say Happy Birthday to a wonderful person that left me to soon. I love you and miss you everyday Happy Birthday Larry from my heart to yours in heaven. 9-23-1942-4-8-2017 I love you with all of my heart Happy Birthday in Heaven. Helen

Today in 1968 we said our vows and was married it would have been 52 years today but we only made it to 49 almost 3 months short, I love you just as much then as I do now. I miss you so very bad but I am trying to go on. I hope you are in gods hands until I come to you I love you with all of my being your wife always Helen 7-21-2020

Yesterday was July 4th 2020, I was just not up to write so I will do it today. I remember the years when we would all be together and have fire works but those times are over you are gone and I am still lost. I love and miss you so much now that I have not been feeling good but I remember those words you spoke to me before this nightmare started , no crying stay strong and the kids would be here for you but it is not and never will be the same without you. It has been real hard these 3 years and the big one will be the 23erd love you always Larry Keith Shirk.

Wednesday the 6th was your sons BD he turned 51 this year I remember that day well I was mushroom hunting with Bonnie and went into labor she took me to the hospital and I told her to get word to you because you were working you came up to the hospital just in time and your first born was there you named him Lawrence alan Shirk you were so proud and I loved you more and more. I miss you so very much it is hard to go on but as I promised you I would but it is so very hard I love you just as much today as I did then. Your wife always Helen May 8th, 2020

This is the day that I will always remember, it has been three years it feels like a life time for me. It is worse this year then the ones before because we are going through some bad times and hope we get through it. I miss you just as much today as the pass years. You are always in my thoughts and heart and always will be. I thought we would grow old together and live a long time. But things change and I am still here and you are gone, but always in my heart. I love you and miss you so very much everyday until we are together again love you with all of me. 4-21-2020

Today April 10th 2017 was the day that changed our life. At your doctors appointment they told us no blood flow in the left leg. There was no hope you said that you would die with the left leg they had already taken the right we brought you home and on the 21 of April you passed away. I loved you then I love you just as much now rest in peace my best friend and lover until we meet again your wife Helen Shirk

March 24th 2020: today is your youngests son Birthday he is 46 years old today. We are going through some tough times right now we have a sickness that is going around. As I get older and it is bad for the people over 60 it scares me. I know I am ready but I do not want to suffer like you did. I want it to go fast if I have to join you.I love you and next month will be a hard one for me to get through but I know if I have you in my heart and mind I will get through it love you Larry and miss you very much ,your wife Helen

Tommrow is Valentines Day 2020 wanted to say Happy Valentines Larry love and miss you so very much your wife and always your wife Helen

well it is the 5th day of February the ground hog did not see his shadow so an early Spring but suppose to have about 4 inches of snow tonight Winter is still hanging on I know you always said it did not matter if he saw his shadow we would still have 6 more weeks of Winter. I miss you so very much until my brain tells my heart that you are really gone then it will get better for me. I thought we would have more time together but it did not happen love you with all of my heart and miss you so much. your wife forever Helen

Hello honey well a new month is here, ground hog day tommrow hope he does not see his shadow. And it is also Super Bowel tommrow I know you always watched it. Kids are okay Bub is having a hard time right now he is losing his job in May after 26 years not sure what he will do. I miss you every day and love you with all of my heart Just wish we could have more years together. Love ya always and forever your wife Helen.

It is 2020 a new year,I love you just as much as I did last year and miss you just as much. Not sure what this new year will bring but I know you will help me through it. I miss and love you so much sorry I did not send balloons to heaven for you on Christmas just was not feeling it. Kids are okay your oldest son is losing his job in May after 26 years it has hit him hard but he is a strong young man I think he will be okay. I love you now and always will never will there be anyone else sleep my dear until we meet again. Your wife Helen forever 1-1-2020

Today is Christmas 2019 it has been 3 years in April that you left, I am having a hard time getting through each year without you, I miss you so very much Larry just wanted to let you know I love you so very much you are in my heart and my mind. We do not have any snow this year. Just wanted to tell you how much I miss you and love you, Your wife Helen

Today is December 15th your only granddaughters birthday not sure how old she is nut about 30 years old not much has changed since you left all but I still miss you so very much. Christmas 2019 is just 10 days away it has been awful without you I miss you still after 3 years I will miss you the rest of my life I love you so much 50 years was a long time together rest in peace my love forever your loving wife Helen.

Just wanted to say good night honey and let you know that your son and daughter inlaw was here for dinner. Just was not the same without you love you with all of my heart. your wife Helen

Today is Thanksgiving 2019 this is the 3rd year without you, and so far it has not gotten any better. I miss you so very much Larry, I know I need to get past it but it is hard. I just wish once more that I could see you and tell you everything that I did not get to tell you I hope you know that I love you your with all of my heart. From me to you on this day I love you so very much. your wife Helen Nov 28, 2019

Just wanted to say Happy Halloween 2019 raining out and suppose to get our first snow for this years Winter Love you and miss you having a hard time going on until we meet again you are mine forever your wife Helen

October 9th good morning honey getting a new computer today hope I do not lose this site. I love you and miss you very much. My heart will never be the same without you I try not to be down in front of the kids and I keep things to myself. But I love you and always will. your wife Helen

Today is your birthday I love you just as much as I did when I married you. But miss you more since you have been gone. It is the 23 of September Happy Birthday honey we are going to release balloons this evening . Love ya with all of my heart until we are together again forever. With Love your wife Helen

well your birthday is the 23rd you would have been 77 years old I miss you just as much as the day you left us . I love you always and forever you will always be my first and last love . your wife Helen

Well it is July 23 it would have been our 51st anniversary today you are not here but forever in my heart I have no words to tell you how bad I miss you but you will always be in my heart I love you and always will miss you so very much I write this with a broken heart. Happy anniversary Larry Keith Shirk forever and always Helen. 7-23-1968-2017

Hello honey just wanted to stop by and say Happy 4th of July 2019. Love and miss you so very very much your wife Helen always and forever.

hello Larry it is the first day of Summer 2019, this is the only place that I feel close to you I am glad that I have it I miss you so very much, and it is so hard to go on without you, after being together for 50 years I know you said no tears, be strong and the kids would be here for me which they are but it is not the same. Love you with all of my heart and some day we will be together again and I will try to go on with out you. Love your wife Helen

June 16 2019 Happy Fathers Day Larry we all love and miss you but I am trying to go on. You told me 3 things that night we talked, you knew we would not get good news, you said no crying , be strong, and the kids would be there for me . Bub and Amy has been here for me but it is not the same without you so again Happy Fathers Day I love you always and forever your wife Helen.

Today it is two years since you passed away I still not have found the way to go on after 50 years I know everyone is waiting for me to go on but it has been so hard I miss you when I go to bed , miss you when I wake up and all day. I just do not know how to start to go on. I do not let the kids see me crying but they are young and still not know how to handle the loss. Maybe next year will be better the first year was alot better then this past year I keep telling myself you are never coming back. I love you always and forever. Your wife of 50 years Helen. 4-21-2019

hello honey miss you so much almost two years it will be on the 21est this year it is Easter love and miss you very much trying to go on more on the 21est Helen

Well Larry this is the month that I lost you really having a hard time getting through it. The 21est we are going to let balloons off for you. I miss you every day and still wonder why it happend to us but I will never know rest in peace my one an only love. Always your wife Helen

Hello honey, yesterday was the first day of Spring 2019, still is kind of cool but hope it warms up soon. Have not been feeling to good hope when it gets warm I will get feeling better. I miss you so very much hard to get through each day without you. Easter this year 2019 is on the day that you left me which will be two years it seems like a life time. I love you just as much today as I did when you left. your wife Helen

Honey today is March 17th 2019 it is St. Patricks Day what to wish a good wish to you, miss you so much and it has not gotten any better I will always love you so very much Bonnie said that you would want me to go on but I do not know how to do that my life is over, you made me promise I would not cry I would stay strong that the kids would be here for me but none of that has not happen, I just miss you are vows were till death do us part but we never thought it would come to that, sometimes I wish that you would have taken me with you. I love you with all of my heart what is left of it until we met again forever your wife always Helen.

Feb 24 2019: Hello grandpa this is Hayden, miss you and always love you.

Today is 2019 Valentines Day want to say Happy Valentines Larry I love you and miss you so much almost two years since you left and they have been the hardest years in this long life. I wish just one more time to see you and to tell you how very much you mean to me but that is gone forever thank you my love for being there for me and some day I will be with you again, love you with all of my heart and miss you very very much your wife forever Helen Feb-14-2019

Today is the 24th of January 2019 I miss you so much it hurts but I am trying to be strong but it is hard I love you so very much but that was not enough to keep you alive I hope you know you are in Heaven and I am still in Hell. Why did it happen to us I feel maybe someday it will be better love ya honey to the moon and back you will always me the one an only one for me your wife Helen

Another year is here and I still miss you as much as I did when you left this will be the second year that you have been gone. your son made a wise remark that will always be with me you were a good father and husband would of did anything to keep you from going through what you did. I love you with all of my heart and miss you with what is left of it. I wish no one would have to go through what we did until the end sleep in peace my love I will try better this year to be me. With all of my love Helen

Merry Christmas Larry 2018 I miss you more this year and love you more some people think that I should forget but that will never happen someday I will be with you either in Heaven or Hell where ever you are love you honey and always will again Merry Christmas. Helen

It is almost Christmas miss you more this year 2018 then last year it has been hard for me my nights are real bad I want you to know I love you just as much today as I loved you in 1968, my heart is broken and I do not know how to fix it love you always and for ever your wife Helen Dec.21,2018

Well 2018 Winter is almost here. Almost two years since you left us has been a very long two years. I always think that you will come through that door but that will never happen again. When you left you also took my heart love you and miss you every day. Helen

Today is your birthday you are 76 years old your son had to tell me,it also is the first day of Fall 2018 I have missed you everyday since you left us my heart is still broken but honey I am trying to go on with out you. I love you very much and always will thanks for giving me almost 49 years together your wife for my life time Sep-23-1942 to forever Helen your wife

Larry on the 23rd of July of 1968 we were married for life the 23erd of July 2018 would have been our 50th I loved you then I love you still always will. ALWAYS AND FOREVER.

June 18, 2018 Happy Fathers Day from your wife, Helen, and Kids, Bub Amy,Ashley and Hayden we love you and miss you everyday.

Larry I still miss you I wished that you had taken me with you I have no life without you, you was my life I hope I will come to you in heaven soon all my love. June 7 2018

Love and miss you so much. I have a heavy heart.

Love and miss you so much. I have a heavy heart.

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WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU FOREVER LARRY FROM YOUR WIFE OF 49 years