Today is one of my hardest days , having to relive the day and moment that you left , i will never forget about you and I will forever keep your name alive , I love you sooo much big bro , can’t wait to meet you at those gates rest your sweet soul baby boy

It is as hard today as it was that day they took your life sunshine. I miss you so so very much. I know it is hard for others to understand but world turned black that night but the love for you has never changed my sweet angel.

you know this has been a hard time for me sunshine. I miss you so so so much. 

last night 3 years ago was your funeral service. I don't even know how many people came it was so many. all I wanted to do was to be alone but for days people were in and out. I never realized just how many people we knew and how many cared about you. It is such an emptiness without you and your smile as well as all your antics

Three years have passed that you have been gone, you are loved and missed so very much. You would be so proud of your mom as I know you are watching over her. Thank you for the signs you leave her as well as myself that you are happy and always with us.  Rest in peace sweet cuz

tonight is the third year you have been gone my sweet sweet baby. momma loves you so much and I am so lost without you. I pray the march we did tonight made you smile, made you say you go momma, fight for me and the justice we deserve. I know you would say don't be sad momma but how can I not be son. I think of who you would be today. you are 19 now son. I didn't get to see you go to prom or graduate or become a man. I love you so much