June 21
June 21
Hey Dad, sorry I didn't send you a Happy Fathers Day wish, I'm shit, no excuses. I thought about you, and I miss you. Thinking of you today too, I love remembering your smile and your laugh, I miss that, and how you called me "Cookie." Not that you were that kind of person but I sure wish I could crawl up on your lap right now and have you hold me, my life sucks :( I know that's an awful thing to say to someone that doesn't have a life anymore, I should be enjoying every minute I have left. Need to quit feeling sorry for myself, suck it up, pull up my big girl panties and move on. Wish I knew how to do that!!! Love you, hold me tight <3