My dearest Aunt Lela,
You are so much more to me than my aunt. You are my friend. You are truly beyond special and words cannot describe how much you mean to me. Your relationships with everyone are unique, I’m sure. As Veronique said in your obituary, not time nor distance affect your connections with us. You are thoughtful, kind, jovial, loving, and forgiving. I wish you were here right now. You gave me so many wonderful gifts that expressed how you feel about me. You always had a huge smile and an even huger hug for me no matter the where or what. Above all you gave me your love, your daughter Veronique and my Uncle Sparky. We will always be bound by our love for you. You always listened to me rant, counseled me when I needed it, knew when to let me figure it out on my own, and loved me unconditionally.
When I think of you, I remember our visits, our talks, the games we played, the gifts you gave, and your laugh. I can still hear you laughing, thank you Whoever. You never, ever let me out of your sight or off the phone without making sure I knew how much you love me. Not once. I was the first baby, your first niece on your side of the family so you doted on me then and throughout my whole life. I am truly honored. You love my cousin, your daughter, Veronique and my Uncle Sparky, your husband, so fiercely and with all your might. And yet you still have so much love to give.
I have never been a religious person, but you are a believer and still do not judge me. Nor have you ever tried to to push your beliefs on me, ever. Is that a part of your faith?
When Veronique told me you were about to pass, I read a book about losing a love. I didn’t know how to deal. There was a poem that hit home. It describes those of us who love you watching you sailing away in a ship saying, “There she goes…” and all of those on the “other side” joyfully cheering, “Here she comes!” I honestly believe this could not happen any other way. I believe that you have moved onto another place, a wonderful place that is full of happiness while you look down on us.
That, right there, means that I now have faith. That is the last and most important gift you could ever give me. Faith.
I love you. I miss you. Have a blast! I hope to see you on the “other side”.
Jalane out.