II want you to know that I know you never cheated on me and I know you loved me and I know you know that I loved you more than life itself. I am sorry that my mental problems caused you any pain. Please  forgive me Daddy I tried so hard to save you and I would have given my life for yours. I'm so sorry I failed you I never thought you would leave me I thought we would have years  together. You will always be my Daddy my lover but most importantly  my best friend. Life is just not gonna be the same now that you are gone. Please tell God to let me come home to Heaven so I can be with you again. Tell momma and Daddy I will see y'all soon. Please come hold me again like you did today I felt you with me I can't wait to see you again until then you will forever be in my mind and in my heart. Love you Daddy your baby girl Deb