I miss your voice, I miss your laugh, I miss your smile, I miss listening to Stevie Nicks with you and the stories about Fleetwood Mac and every song they wrote you knew everything about, I miss your potatoes, I miss the good incense we used to get, I miss collecting rocks with you, I miss how excited you would be about the simple things in life, I miss watching Princess Bride with you, I miss showing up late with you everywhere we went, I miss getting texts from you, I miss you leaving me notes different places, I miss diving with you, I miss every year the story of the day I was born so much, every year I heard play by play on the hour the events of that day, now it doesn't seem like my birthday without it. I miss watching you do your makeup perfect while you were driving every time, I miss the smell of your perfume, I miss your blinky look you would do sometimes when you came in a room, I miss picking out flowers for my yard that you end up planting, I miss having tents in our yards, I miss blasting music singing at the top of our lungs in the car together, I miss how you would always tell me your little pearls of wisdom about driving when we were in the car, always go over a curb sideways, bridges are the slickest when it's icy, always be aware of black ice and that you can't see it, always turn the stereo down before you turn off the car for your speakers, always keep a quarter in your pocket for a pay phone, and so much more. I miss how we both loved animals and saved and rescued all we could, I miss the cute names you called me. I could go on forever but most of all I miss my mom. No one loves you like your mom does...I love you, and untill we meet again, I'll keep missing you. Love, Panu Panay