Merry Christmas Mom. I have been thinking about you so much more than normal and wishing so bad i could talk to you. There are days when i feel completely alone, most of the time I feel i have no one to talk to, allot of days i feel like no one even notices I'm breathing. I wish so bad i could just come and visit you and Aunt Alice. I miss Aubrea Adele and Jaxson so much. I want to give them hugs and kisses. I want to be silly with them, play with them, run with them so fast and so long until we all are so tired we can't even keep our eyes open any longer. Mom I miss them so much. I also miss Ronnie Mom. I want him to come back home. He always knew when i was sad, he would sit with me quietly while i cried like a baby. He knew how much i miss my Grandbabies, he was constantly reassuring me how everything would work out and be ok. I don't even care to start the day...I don't care to wake up most days and My heart hurts beyond explanation. My mind is yelling "Wake Up," "Take A Deep Breath," "You've Got To Be Strong." My heart hurts to bad. Emotionally I am empty and don't want to be strong. I miss you Mom. Merry Christmas. 

Nothing about you being gone has gotten any easier or any less painful. Making sure we don't forget anything about you, Each of us at some point have needed to hear your voice, see your smile, feel your touch or just smell the scent of your perfume you loved so much. There have been many times (if you can believe it) I have wanted to ask for your advice then there are days i have cried silently because i needed a hug from you. I remember always trying to hide my feelings from you and no matter how much i smiled or how hard i laughed just to cover up how sad i was or how deep the pain. Somehow you always knew and you would take my hand pull me to my knees in front of you, patting my hand the whole time, You would look into my eyes and say... "You can't hide your sadness from me young lady" "Your eyes tell on you every time" "That sparkle is gone" You would pull me up, sit me on your lap, hug me so tight while telling me "I'm going to hug that sparkle back into those beautiful hazel eyes" Mom I miss you as much today as the day you got your wings. Please watch over Tim and his family, Rich and his family, Brad and his family. Watch over Shanelle, Cody and their babies Aubrea and Jaxson. I love you Mom. Love, Your One and Only Daughter

Merry Christmas in heaven. I may not have been the perfect daughter but I always love you and sure do miss you. I'm sure you are very happy where you are and have been having a wonderful time with your heaven family. Can you please continue to watch over the grandkids, great grandkids and most of all the boys they sure could use it as for myself you can look over me too just no spooking me lol. I love you and miss you Mom. Merry Christmas.

You are missed. I love you mom.

I love you mom miss you so much wished you was here but I know you're in a better place and looking down on us

I miss you so much MiMi. I really wish you could have been here to meet Aubrea, you would have loved her so much and she would have loved you. I know I loved you very much, even if we didn't get see each other for a long time. We still had that special bond no matter and we always will. I love you so much and will see you again someday.