Hi Lillyana i miss you

Lilly, hi baby girl. I hope you’re having so much fun on your birthday, I miss you so much my heart aches. I hate that I didn’t get to see you grow into a beautiful little princess that would have been 8 years old today! I know it’s been a long while since I’ve gotten on here and wrote to you. But I guess it’s because I tried to move in with my life, I just hate that I feel so much pain and heartache and nothing or anyone could ever fix it. But I hope you’re not too disappointed in your mother, I know it says I should let go but I don’t want to let go of you, just the thought of it kills me so much!!!!! But I love you so much and happy 8th birthday my love!

Bby girl u don’t know what u mean to me n ur brother s n sister she calls all her dolls after you smh bby I wish I would’ve stayed awake we miss u bby girl n forever never missed

Love n miss u bby girl

Happy new year bby girl so far its been a crazy begging daddy loves n misses u bby

Hey bby girl daddy loves u :(

Hi bby girl hope ur having fun up there on this easter. Chasing rabbits n lookin fir eggs daddy loves u bby thank you for lookin down on ur brothers and sister and i missin you every day daddy has to be strong n wit knowing your by my side i shell never do wrong

Hey bby girl daddy missing you n marry Christmas early hunny I love u
N wish u was here wit me babby ill always have u n my Hart n soul n to think of u hurts me like always bby girl at this time of year I wish u were here love I can't explain it but ill always be here no matter what hun n my Christmas wish is that u would be here love u bby girl daddy

Love n miss u bby girl

Missing you like crazy

Hi mommies little Lilly pad.... I know its been a long while since I wrote to you on here..... But I know you saw what I've done for you in the memories of you..... I love you sweetie.... I'm sorry that I could not save you.... I still cry about your absence.... Because I miss you like crazy.... Please shine down on us..... Because every bright star and every sun shine every rain everything reminds us of you.... We keep you in our hearts.... We love you silly Lilly.... Our baby girl....

Hey bby girl I see u smiling down on me miss u very
Much hunny daddy doing great tell nana lori I sad hi love
Alot
Love daddy

Lillyana mommy doesn't have this email anymore but know I'm thinking about you always, times get rough for mommy but I look to the sky knowing your watching over me, watching over your brothers and your sister and your the reason I get thru each day!!!!!! It's been almost a year since you've been born and gone away!!!! I miss you like crazy and everyday it gets worse because I know I can't see you hold you kids you love on you show you new things but your sweet little tiny feet in the green grass!!!!! I miss you Lillyana Nicole!!!! Always and forever your mother I love you forever and a day!!!!!

Love you Lilly

Hi bby girl daddy just wants you to know I'll be with you and Nana for Christmas and the new year after that I'll see you real soon bby girl chose you know how your mom is bby hope you will be waiting on me my love yea there's been alot of stuff around here that's been going on behind daddys back I guess I should of seen it coming it happened before anyway bby as I sad hope your waiting for me see you soon bby girl and sweet deams tell Nana I wish see her soon to miss you both well hunny got to go your brothers and sissy and daddy misses you

Lillyana baby dont think I forgot about this page I know its been a while!I am just trying to find the words to say to let you know how iI feel about you baby girl! All I can say is my heart breaks every single day when I dont see you! Just know I love you with everything I have your my sweet little girl forever and a day always! Love you always ( mommy)

Im the worst mother ever in the world, I know every one of the doctor said you were already dead because you had no brain activity but I should of fought a little harder a little longer, why did I let them take u off life support, I am going to live with that regret for the rest of my life, and there is nothing to do to take it back, I look at your urine and I think that should be me not her, I swear baby girl as you slipped away on September 2nd 2014 at only 3 weeks old I really did want to breathe all my breath inside of you I beg god to take me daddy anyone beside you, I would of tread my life and anyones life for yours I would of killed everyone if that was ment to save you! But I couldnt do anything they all said it was shock but I think it was denial, I am sorry im a failure of a mother! But I love you with everything I have, forever and always forever and a day, my sweet baby girl! Mommy loves you

Lillyana baby, mommy did a boo boo, daddy threw away your bottle that you had drunk out of the night before it still had the formula in it and that was the last thing your mouth touched, I flipped out, im sorry but it felt like I lost you all over again, I hate feeling this way, I was up every morning in disappointment, I fall asleep so fast hoping and praying that this wasnt real it was just a dream but I wake up and look for you and you're no where in site, why did you have to leave us baby girl please I hope you do remember us forever as we will with you! Sweet dreams baby girl mommy lives you already!

Lillyana baby, mommy did a boo boo, daddy threw away your bottle that you had drunk out of the night before it still had the formula in it and that was the last thing your mouth touched, I flipped out, im sorry but it felt like I lost you all over again, I hate feeling this way, I was up every morning in disappointment, I fall asleep so fast hoping and praying that this wasnt real it was just a dream but I wake up and look for you and you're no where in site, why did you have to leave us baby girl please I hope you do remember us forever as we will with you! Sweet dreams baby girl mommy lives you already!

Hi, baby girl this note is for you! Mommy misses you so much people think mommy is doing so good, but with all truth be told I not doing so good baby girl, everyday is a struggle without your loving self! I wish you never went away! Heaven didnt need and extra Angel, Mommy did, our family did! You know that when you was here with us we treated you like our Angel because we knew you was a special baby, and I guess so did God, because he took your soul so that meant you had to leave us way too soon, god baby girl I miss you like crazy!

"When I first met you I smiled so big you was beautiful as can be so perfect! I came and held you almost everyday I thought I would watch you grow if I knew the last time i held you would be the last i would have held u a little longer and a little tighter! It never crossed my mind you would go so soon it broke my heart for you to leave i think about you all the time I still get chocked up hearing your name I still don't know why god had to take you so soon but I'm glad I had the chance to meet you u will always hold a place on my heart and I will never forget you I miss you

This flower I, lay for myLillyana but let's not get confused about what kind of flower is laid for my Lillyana it's not a rose I Lay it's a Lilly flower because since you were born and forever more your name is and always will be my Lilly, Lilly pad, Lilly flower, so the flower for you baby girl isn't a rose but a beautiful Lilly

Days seems to hard to live without you, but I know u wouldn't want mommy to go and meet you too soon, mommy has been so unhappy and it has been so hard to be around your things empty and unused! I cant take off the bracelet they gave me when you was in a coma a lot of people tell I should take it off but I just cant I start to feel sick to my stomach and Im to afraid to lose you all over! I cant even put your things away! Im sorry if that bothers alot of people! I'll make the kids life and my life better one day, I have a plan, im working on it right now my sweet baby girl my silly Lilly always together in my heart, thats your home love you and miss you sweet girl sweet dreams baby girl kisses to you from.me!

My Apple, My Angel.
          By: Stacy Fuson!
 Lillyana dressed in white you're the Apple of my eye,
It's the truth, I cant deny exactly what I feel inside!
 Losing you felt like a crime but you'll always be here right there in my mind! I was mad, I am sad, But I know that can't bring you back!
  I know you're an angel with a set a golden wings that's a fact, I wish everyday to have you back but I know I can't!
  So Lillyana you're dress in white you know you're the Apple of my eye! Words can't express what I feel inside,
  But this I will say, I love you and want you back my Lillyana baby!

We see u shing on us hunny it is nice love u

This flower is for u lilly pad

Hi bby girl its daddy its a wonderful day mommy is at work i miss u bby with all my hart im gonna lay this flower down for u bby we all miss u sweetie and will never be forgotten til day we meet again just let us know when ever ur around hunny let mommy and daddy know ur watching over ur brothers and sissy love u with all our harts sleep tight don't let the bedbugs bite love daddy

Love u my lil Angel

He bby it daddy when I get my own phone ill talk to u more hunny but last night as I walked through my normal route I hear a sweet lil voice saying daddy I stopped and looked Ihere u bby girl just now and then let me kknow ur here mi love u Lillyana this is my first time writing cuz im still confused bby slowly I will understand lov u bby

Lillyana baby, mommy misses you! Daddy wanted me to tell you that he isnt strong enough to come on here yet! But, daddy and I have different ways of coping and I guess mine is to let you know how I feel before and after your death! All I know is mommy daddy jr devin alissa and jace misses you baby girl! We all just feel so lost! See baby girl you didnt leave this world alone, you took apart of us with you... I wish Ihave one thing to wish for and iI'd wish for all of you back, I could live and deal with the consequences. I just need you back! I love you and so do your brothers sister and daddy just remember we will always love you baby girl... Our sweet silly lilly our beautiful butterfly our little pretty Angel... sweet dreams baby girl

Today I am so mad but not at you but at the fact your gone! I talk to other people about you and people think I am wrong for that! I am sorry if I am wrong for talking about you, I just want to remember you, I dont want to forget you! But I want to be able to talk about you without tears flowing my face! And I know ill never get over you but I want to remember the good times! I dont want to think of you dead but think of you as an Angel! I love you my baby girl! Mommy loves you so much!

Lillyana aunties baby, I miss you I love you, you will always be in my heart. I no it took me this long to come and talk to you, but I still can't believe you are gone, but atleast I no your around, I just want you to know no matter what I will never forget you even if it's 10 years from now, you'll always be with me tt aj and jay, I'll come to visit, I love you baby.

Dear Lillyana,
Today I thought of you, but thats nothing new because I think of you each and every second of each and everyday. I sit here and miss you my heart aches and in my mind I know your safe with God. Even tho it hurts me to think your gone away. I miss you so much. I look at your pictures and I want you here with me. Even though I cant have you any more it kills me. And I hope that your looking down on me telling everyone how im your mommy and the love I give you then now and forever makes you proud. I want you back, I need you back. You will always be my baby girl... I love you my lilly pad.

My Lilly pad mommy loves you, you are my sweet Angel my sweet pea my baby girl. I miss you so much, I will always love you and ill always keep you in my heart my body and my soul. I just miss you so much. I cant believe that I will not be able to hold you see you kiss you until we meet up once again. I keep on thinking about you baby girl. Mommy and daddy loves you. I keep on thinking about what I could of done to save you from that stupid sids. I love you lilly pad. Remember that mommy will always talk to you and ill always talk about you. I will always speak your name. Im always so silent because I really dont know what or how to express how I feel. Im sorry I was so angry and I still am very angry. But im not and ill never be angry at you you are to sweet and beautiful for that. I am angry because mommy see people walking around and making them self die and your so innocent and you had to walk with the good lord and I miss you so much. I am just lost for words baby girl I love you sweet heart. My beautiful beauty queen the most prettiest butterfly in all the lands. Good night sweet heart mommy loves you.

Tiny little fingers, A cute little nose, Sweet as an Apple pie, As beautiful as a rose, You were born in to this world as perfect as can be, Then the Lord decided to take you home for all the angels to see, Your life here on earth was short but long enough to be loved by everyone, And questions are left asking why god? her life had only just begun, You are my great niece, as pure as a dove,
your perfect little face had showered me with lots of love <3

God has tiny angels,
Flying in his heaven,
Looking over you and me
Now it has little Lillyana Nicole Borieo,
A tiny Angel has received her wings.

She's watching over her sister & brothers
And her mommy & daddy especially.
She's wrapping her tiny angel wings,
Around their hearts so very gently.

She see's her loving family,
with so much love in their eye's,
She holds her tiny angel heart,
And knows, true love never dies

I may have never Met Her But I Know That She Made Everyone's Day Better And She Was Loved By Her Brothers And Sister. I know she will be very missed by her mama n daddy and every bit of family. She is in heaven And She Is Not Suffering Any More. God lent her to Stacy and Matt so they could experience how amazing she truly was. And then god called her home. Would any of us give anything for her to live? Of course because I know I would. But no matter what she is loved by many and missed by all.
rest in paradise Lillyanna. Auntie will love and miss you even though I have only seen you by pictures. Made me cry knowing your gone

Lillyana you left a impression on many hearts,you will be missed. Your short time on this earth was filled with love from all of us. you were loved very much. you are safe on the other side with god and in the loving arms of your Grandmother. I miss you all.Rest in peace sweet baby girl.

Sweeet little angel you will never be forgotten you will always be in our hearts and you will always be missed

My baby girl never again linger on this earth but is in my heart and she is loved by us all. She will never be be gone away from my heart. She is forever my baby girl. And I look up to the sky and remember all the joy you brought to me. I love you Lillyana.