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My Lilly Pad!

September 4, 2014

My Lillyana was a great baby girl. She always put a smile on our faces. She waited to come into this worldat 41 & 1/2 weeks. I couldnt wait to see her to hold her to love her. But when she came she was already doing things a two month old baby does or should be doing she was lefting her head up for a long time so when she was three days old I wanted her and I to do tummy time since she held her head up so good. And that day she rolled over all by her self. She already smiled so big laughed so hard and always moved around. She stayed awake all day with only ine nap and slept all night. I had to wake my baby up to feed and change her. She was the best little baby girl in the world. But when she was two weeks and two days old thats when my nightmare began. I was awaken by my husband screaming that something was wrong with our baby girl. I picked her up and she was lifeless I first tried to give her cpr and then while on the phone with 911 her daddy kept her heart beating long enough for when the ems came and got just a little pulse and she was on life support for 5 days and mommy and daddy was by her side asking god please dont take our baby girl, but the good lord couldbt wait to have my little Angel back with him. So we took her off life support which was the hardest thing to do. And while Mommy and Daddy held her tight she had to walk with God back home. We will never miss her smiles and the love we have and the love she gave back. We miss you and love you our Lilly pad! Kisses from up above from now on. Keep shining so bright baby girl. We will never forget you because you will live on thru our hearts minds and souls. Fly beautiful baby girl fly into the sky no more pain for you. Love you always.