Today is your birthday mama you would been 71 I miss you so I just don't know I love you very much mama

Momma today is the 2 yr mark since you've left us, it's still no easier for me, I cry all the time I sink into depression .. This world is not the same , everything has changed and I'm all alone.. I have no one .. I miss you deeply I'm ready to come home with you PLEASE MOMMA...

Momma its Jan 21, 2020 Nothing about you being gone has gotten any easier, my tears fall daily, nightly... I cant stop it..... I miss you terribly... I know your not suffering or in anymore pain.. I dont think you feel sadness where you are ... I hope not... Mom I'm sorry I couldnt save you and make you better... Everyone says I'm the strong one they always have BUT I'M NOT STRONG ANYMORE... I'm not who i use to be and wont ever be that person again... I long for the day I can see you again... I miss your eyes , your heart, your soul , I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU... Yes I have memories but they dont compare to having you here with me.. I'm getting a tattoo on my left breast/chest in memory of you ... Its an angel bowed down and the angel wings will have rebel flag in them You always called / said I was your rebel momma... I MISS YOU MOM!!!!!