June 14, 2018
June 14, 2018
Well mom your first great grandson was born, but I’m sure you knew that already.He was born December 18,2017. I knew you’d have a hand in his birthday. Even though I don’t see him I know you can. You have 2 more on the way also! I wish you could have stayed to see them all but God needed you more. I’m still selfish in the fact that he may have needed you but so do I! I need you every day. I just wish I could call your phone and hear your voice. It’s coming up on 9 years you’ve been gone, and it feels just like yesterday. I dream of you more lately I don’t know why, but at least I have you in my dreams. We walk and talk and everything in the world feels right again. I almost came to be with you when I got sick, but you sent me back I don’t remember everything honestly but I know if it were not for you looking out for me I wouldn’t be here today. Abby and Bobby are getting so big and older by the day. Amazing how time flies and life moves so fast. I swear they were babies yesterday and I blinked and they are now almost grown. Thank you for keeping your promise to stay with me even when you are not here, you do t k ow how badly I need that or maybe you do. I love you and miss you every day. Your daughter forever Amanda.
