Happy Birthday Momma I miss you so much I still feel lost and alone without you. I hope you hear me when I talk to you. I'll be strong and always make you proud. I'll never let your memories fade. Until we are together again you are forever in my heart I love you

8 years ago today, I had to say the hardest words I had speak in my life. I had to tell my momma and best friend it was ok to go away.
I know you're with me everyday,I just wish I could hear you say one last time, I love you and that It'll be alright. Or even just to tight for one more night.
You send me signs to let me know you're forever by my side. And there's no need to cry. You no long hurt because there is no pain, sorrow or darkness. You sit by God's side since the day you he took you by the hand. I know you're happy and you're with the family you lost before your day. Just remember to keep a place for me when it's my day to run to you with your arms opened wide ready to hold me tight, I love you and miss you, forever in my heart, until the day God takes me by the hand, and leads to your arms that will hold me forever and never let me out of your sight.

6 years ago today you went away. I feel so selfish because all I wanted was for you to stay. It's even harder today than that day God took you away. My life is so dark and I feel like I don't belong. You were my momma and my best friend. Always will be until the end. I wish the world could have known you. If more people were only a little bit like you the world would be a better place. I miss you beautiful smile and your amazing voice. I close my eyes and hear you singing. I love you and miss your face. I know we will be together again.

I knew this time would come. You work here is done. I don't have a choice or the power to use my voice. You will always be my mommy and you are my best friend. No one will ever have what we have because ours has no end. You touched so many hearts and helped those who fell apart. I hated to see you cry because they all kept passing by. Now that you're gone they want to cry and carry on. I miss her is what they say but where we're they? I live with no regrets and have to live with all the threats. But Momma I will say I know we will be ok,because I know the truth and one day they will pay. I miss you singing and the way you fixed everything. I know it's my turn to get it all together and remember you're in my life forever. I love you Momma. Happy Mother's Day