Love you mom! It's a beautiful day here on Earth. But I bet it's gorgeous everyday where you are. Miss ya have a great day with all the family up there.

Been thinking about you alot lately. I really miss you. I know you are in a better place. Visiting with Jim give him a hug from me. I wish we had more time together. I would love for you to come visit me and let me know that you are ok. Love you sis. Miss you and that big smile. I will be there for your girls if they ever need anything..R.I.P

Mom, I can't believe it's been 3 months today since you left this world to be with the lord. I am trying to stay strong but things have been hard. I hope you are not disappointed in me lately. I'm trying to find purpose in life and feel so lost like I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I really hope you can hear my thoughts and hear me when I talk to you. I wish you were here. This is so hard without you. Ive been sitting outside on my patio swing thinking of you wishing it was last year so I can see you one more time. Miss you and love you so much Mom. Love, Heather

Mom it's been 3 months today since you have gone to Heaven and since we had to say goodbye for now. I love you so much mom! Your going to go to Taquanemon Falls Saturday with me to celebrate th day you came to my Wedding four years ago. Love you forever. I miss you!

Hey mom just wanted to tell you that i love you cant stop thinking about you still cant believe your gone i never thought you would be gone so soon i wasent ready to say goodbye i hope you can hear me when i talk to you everyday i miss you so much mom im trying live my everyday life and be happy but its hard sucks that we cant go for rides anymore or go to visit family together or just simply talk on the phone but i know you want me to move on and be happy and strong for my boys im trying my best just things that go on in my everyday life i just wanna call n share things with u and i cant idk i love u so much mom i swear a big chunk of my heart is missing i love h mom rest in paradise until i see you again love your daughter ash ✨

Hey mom I got one of your cabinets today and I put some of your nick nacks and your ashes in the cabinet and to my surprise when I was transferring ashes into the urn I found the screw that was in your foot haha. Guess I'll keep it for luck lol ☺ love you.

Hey Mom I was at work the other night talking about you to some residents and a trainee. And all of a sudden the box with the Shampoo flew off the sink and hit the back of my legs. Everybody saw it and seen I wasn't touching it. I swear you were visiting. I even said that's my mom visiting lol! But it was a pretty cool experience. Love you! Hope your enjoying your time with Uncle Jim, Aunt Marybeth, Grandma Donna, Vicki, Uncle Fred, Barb, and both if the Grandpa Kazors and a lot of our other family. Your in my conversations everyday even at work. Love you! And I am back at my old job mom. I'm not transporting any more so I am at peace with my decision. KISSES AND HUGS SENT TO HEAVEN TO YOU MOM!!! LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!

I miss you so dang much it's unreal. I find myself hugging your ashes and talking to your picture a lot. I also keep looking back at our last texts. I would do anything to talk to you again. This still doesn't seem real. I'm trying to stay strong for you. Love you Mom.

I literally just took your ashes and looked at them and hugged them. And then I get on here and see Ash did the same thing. I didn't cry, but I sure do miss ya mom. Your coming to work with me to ight. Sitting here listening to music, putting makeup on and thinking of you. Love you lots of Kisses sent your way. Love you so much Mom!

Had a big break down lastnight mom sat here and hugged ur ashes and balled my eyes out just wish u were here i miss u mom jayden sits here and hugs me and talks to me and trys to comfort me when um missing u and upset he surprises me everytime and gunner butt too im glad my boys can be sweet n here for me instead of jayden getting upset he comforts me and tells me i need just let u go and be happy for you mom but i cant im trying but its hard its killing me a big part of my heart feels like its gone i love u mom

Just wanted to let you know I miss your voice, your laugh and your smile. You were such a beautiful person inside and out. I am so thankful to have you as my mother. I love you so much. The pain of losing you will never go away. I am going to stay strong for my babies and because I know you would want us to be happy and not grieving all the time. Just wish we had more time. But I do thank God for the time he gave us with you and for the good memories that I will forever cherish in my heart. Xoxo

Had a dream about you mom i think thats you visiting me like i asked you to come see me in my dream made me smile thank u mom i love u and miss u so much its killing me that ur really gone

Mom this is the hardest thing I've ever had to endure. I really miss you. Please show me a clear sign you're here still.. I'm desperate at this point. Every day I try and put a smile on for my kids and for myself but deep down all I wanna do is cry. I haven't felt this sad before. Me writing this helps me a little but I'm gonna try to reevaluate myself and get it together. Love you so much 

Mom I miss you so much! Love you! I woke up during the night feeling restless and emotional and you were the first to be on my mind. Happy Independence Weekend in Heaven. Wish I could hear you say I love you Nichole one more time. But I can hear it in my memories.

Mom just want to tell you I miss you so much. I've been having these urges to pick up the phone and call you lately and it hurts that I can't. I just hope when I talk to you or think about you that you can hear me. I love you Mom. I believe you have been sending me signs from heaven that you are with me when I sit outside on my swing where we hung out last summer. Keep on sending me those signs. Sending you kisses and hugs from me and kids up to heaven. Xoxo.

Just wanted to tell u that your heavy on my mind and my heart and i miss u mom idk if that makes sense but it feels like a big part if my heart is missing im trying to move forward and not be depressed but ur my mom a big part of me went with u when u left us i picked up the phone the other day with good news and wanted to call u and it hit me like what am i doing and made me tear up u were always the first person id call for anything i love u mom and cant wait til were all together again which might be awhile bcuz my boys need me to watch them grow up i hope i can be like u with how u raised us girls to be strong and stand up for ourselves and do whats right and care for one another i wanna raise my boys to be loving to one another and look out for eachother because in the end family is all we got and no one else i gonna be there for you besides you and your family so im tryna raise them to forgive easily love one another you did a good job with ua girls and im very thankful to have had u as a mother even tho ur not here physically i know ur still by our sides i love u so much mom

This big emotional draft just comes out of nowhere. I just woke up and I already feel sad and balled my eyes out. Every day I try to avoid it and act like im okay but im not okay. I didnt know I could miss someone so much til you left. I love you so much mom. I just wish you were able to show me you're here clearly. Love you so much.

Today i was in my room with gunner folding clothes gunner seen my shirt i had made for you and says thats mimi and then said mimis and angel in heaven then kisses and hugs the shirt with your face on it and holds on to my shirt made me smile and tear up and also jayden been thinking about you alot mom he asked if he could come on here and write to you hes been missing u alot and i dident mean to make him upset the other day when we were driving i broke down about you and he started tearing up made me feel heart broken we love u so much mom and miss u like crazy i love u mom just wish i could see u one last time and hug u tight

Dear mimi I really miss you, and I just wanted to let you know that you're like the best grandma ever, had in my whole life, and I really hope that you're having a lovely life in paradise and grateful that you were here for Being a good mother to your children and my mom to help her and be helpful to us, but you help in many way more now, because you can do anything you want and having you can usually visit us, still, featheres down, gets the sign that you're ok and I'm I just really want you to know that I really think you are the best grandma I ever known. Love Your Children And your grandchildren, LOVE YOUR FAMILY❤❤❤❤
Rest in paradise

Thinking about you a lot everything I do it just reminds me of you I could be sitting here watching TV and out of no where I find myself crying especially when I just want to call you and talk to you and just have a conversation you're always the first person that I call just to say hi or see how your day is going or what your plans are I miss being able to call you and ask you all them things I love you Mom I miss you so much i been wanting to go to the beach and just sit and let it out by myself it's just so peaceful there and that's the first place that popped into my mind so I can actually sit and talk to you with peace and quiet and just let it out I love you Mom I'll see you later give my son a kiss and hug for me and Grandma and Uncle Jim and everybody in the family I wish I could give you a big hug right now I love you so much Mom

I love you mom! Can't wait to share the poem I made for you with our family. And to celebrate your life! It's going to be beautiful ❤️

Mom just want to tell you there is not a day that goes by I dont think of you. I miss you so much. I miss being able to call you when I need someone to talk to or just to hear your voice. Going to Michigan and not seeing you is going to be so hard. But I know you will be with us in spirit while we celebrate your life and the good times we shared. Please watch over me on the way to and from Michigan. I love you so much! I hope you are at peace now and having a good time with Uncle Jim and all of our loved ones that are up there with you. I just wish you were here with us.

I miss you so damn much :'(

Just wanted to tell you i love you mom missing u like crazy

Just wanted to tell you i love you mom and im thinking of you alot today i cant seem to except that your gone but im trying my best to stay positive and think of you right here next to me you will forever be in our hearts always we love u mom see ya later

Love and miss you mama I cried at work on break a little today thinking of you. It's not getting any easier for me. It hits me like a rock out of no where. The reality becomes more real each day that goes by. Love and miss you so much! I can't stand that we had to lose you at you being at such a young age mom. Then all of these thoughts in my head about what I had to see the last time I laid eyes on you. Just the thought of all the meds they had to give you that I saw with my own eyes and all the tubes and some other stuff that I saw that you had to endure broke my heart. Wish you could be alive and healthy. Love and miss you so much! I will continue to keep pushing to make you proud mom. I have felt alone since you have gone to Heaven. I have been withdrawing myself from people. I find myself talking to strangers about you mom. Love and miss you our Guardian Angel. ❤️ LOVE SENT YOUR WAY TO HEAVEN!!!!!

Hey mom just wanted to say hi and tell you I love and miss you. Not a day goes by that I dont think about you. Renee sent me some pictures of yours in the mail and I received them yesterday. I was able to finish my photo album dedicated to you. It is not going to be the same without you here. That is the hardest part about losing you is having to go through birthdays, holidays and everyday life without you. I try to remind myself that although we can't see you that you are with us always but it is still so hard. We will all do our best to keep your memory alive and make new traditions with our families like you would have wanted us to do. I love you Mom.

Mom I love you. I feel down right now. Then maliyah was supposed to be in bed but she called me upstairs, she was crying because she keeps thinking of memories with you and said it feels different without you and sad because she won't be able to see you again. I told her you're here and you can hear her and you wouldn't want her being sad and crying and that you'd want her to celebrate her life and think of good memories and smile about them. I'm telling my daughter this trying to be the strong mom but I been feeling sad and depressed too. Come visit us and show is you're here please. Love you love Renee ❤

Just wanted to say i love you mom you been on my mind everyday still bugs me alot that i cant talk to you on the phone or in person its really hurting me so much cant wait for the day when everyone is together again goodnight mom i love you rip my beautiful angel

You be missed Lisa rip you are in heaven now

Mom it's been a month today since you left us to be with the lord in heaven. It was not easy to say goodbye and it hasn't gotten any easier. I think about you everyday and still have a good cry atleast once a day. I finally have your ashes here with me so that brought me some closure. It was really hard to receive them but I feel better now in a way. I love and miss you so much. I can't wait to go to Michigan to see all of our family and celebrate your life. I know you will be with us in spirit. I wish I could have been there to hold your hand when you passed or see you one last time. Covid has been so hard on so many families. I will do my best to make you proud and take care of your grandbabies. Love you Mom, sending hugs and kisses to heaven. ~Heather~

Mom Let me start of telling you how much I truly love and miss you so much! I know you are here with us all in Spirit and we carry your DNA. Tomorrow will be exactly one month since we had to say goodbye to you. It was very hard saying goodbye. I was doing my best to make sure the hospital made you comfortable. And I wanted you to know on your way to the Almighty Kingdom. That you were not entering it alone. You had me right there by your side. Well almost, I had to watch you through a window. And speak to you through a phone, but it was a blessing. Because if it were not for the Nurse named Sarah you wouldn't have heard our voices. I wanted to make sure you were not alone and not to be afraid. That I was right there with you the whole time. The whole time on your way to see Jesus! It was the hardest thing I ever had to see and do being that you are my mom. And it's still doesn't feel real. It seems like I am in a daze. It's never going to get any easier. But I thank God everyday that He let me be there at the Hospital with you. I wouldn't have traded it for anything. I wanted to be there with you at the hardest time in your life so that you were not alone. Although you were never Alone God was with you and we were in other ways. I promise to try my best to live for what would make you happy as a mom. Although your in heaven, atleast you are not here suffering. I know you wouldn't want to live that way. And it's a blessing in disguise from the Lord above, for keeping you from suffering any longer. I am going to celebrate your life this memorial day. Instead of grieving as much as I possibly can. Tomorrow night I will have my own moment of silence for you mom. Just keep smiling for all of us and we will do our best for you and to make you proud. God please let our mom be our Guardian Angel. Love you Mom and love you Lord.

I never would've imagined losing my mom this early in life. This is hard I'm trying to be strong but I can't stop thinking of her. When I'm at the store alone all I see is her in the isle with her cart looking at stuff she might buy. That was our thing, going to the store together. I just feel like I need to get this off my chest and right now this is how I'm doing it. Her passing away is still fresh to me. This sucks. I love you mom so much ❤ You will always be in my mind because I can't help it.

Mom I am so happy to finally have your ashes tomorrow. A part of you is on your way to Kentucky to be with me. I love and miss you so much. I also put a photo album together in your memory. It gives me comfort looking at your pictures but it still very hard. This still doesn't seem real or like this could be happening to us. I just want to wake up and this all be one bad dream. I think about you non stop everyday. I talk to you all the time. I know it sounds crazy but it helps me get through the day and I listen to the music we listened to with you growing up. That one song that came on when I was cooking I swear that was you speaking to me. It made me cry but made me believe that you are here with us each day watching over us. Love you Mom. My angel. Hugs and Kisses from Keegan and Gabby.

Mom I'm watching the movie Escape. And a certain part toward the end made me think of you and then I just started crying. I hope this gets some what easier in time. I really miss you.

Just wanted to tell you i love you mom i think about you every single day it kills me that your gone i been trying to keep myself busy i know you dont want me to be sad all the time but you are my mother my rock my go to person my best friend to be honest no matter how much all of us girls have had disagreements with u we loved u and still do love you i really wanna tell u thank you for everything you have done for me and ur grand babbies and just for being there for me any time i needes to cry or talk to someone or just talk and thank u for going places with me like bike rides or walks to to the store or bringing me along just to go visit Aunt Kathy or Grandma to get me out of the house and spend time with us I'm going to miss all of that I am missing all of that right now and it's driving me crazy I know I keep repeating myself I wish I could just pick up the phone and call you it kills me that I can't do that and hear you respond to me now I just talked to you and I know you're listening to me and I'm so glad so you have all these videos so I can hear your voice and see your smile and hear your laugh from cherish every picture every video every moment I've had with you just know that you are loved and you are a very good mother to all of us and a very good grandma to your grandkids I love you with all my heart and I miss you watch over me and my kids and my sisters I know you're my angel now I'll see you when I get there

Mom We finally have you cremates. You will now be with me everywhere I go. I'm going to take you on many adventures. You will for sure be with me everywhere I go. I have your remains in my necklace. This is some comfort to me. Love you bunches. So Happy you are no longer in pain nor suffering. Love your daughter Nichole

Mom I miss you so much. Everything is really hitting me now that we will be getting your ashes tomorrow. I'm happy that I will have a part of you to keep close to me but it hurts me that I will never be able to see your beautiful face again or talk to you over the phone. I would do anything to visit with you again or have one more hug. The hurt just won't go away. I keep trying to tell myself your in a better place now. I wish I lived closer to family but I live in KY away from everyone. I feel so alone. I wish I could call you. I want you to know we love you and miss you very much and we are glad you aren't suffering anymore. I wish we would have had more time with you on this earth but I am thankful for the time we had with you. I will forever cherish the good times. Love you mom.

I love you mom! ❤️ Can't wait until tomorrow. You got your wishes that you wanted to make sure was granted if something ever happened to you. You are now cremated. Love you so much! I talk about you everyday with my coworkers. Love you so much! Can't say it enough. And today was a good day at work just wanted to share that with you. And ai am still going strong at the new job I got to share with you!

We get to bring you home saturday mom this is gonna hit me hard i already broke down today thinking about it. Im happy you will be with me just sad not the way i want you to be home with me its hard its killin me all i do is think about u all day everyday i try and think about all of are good memories but just hurts ill never see ur face again i watch videos of you and i thank god you took so many videos that way i can hear your voice ur see ur beautiful face and that laugh of urs i can never forget thank you mom for always being there when i needed someone to talk to or vent to or even just have a conversation thank u for being there for us girls and ur grandkids as much as u could i will cherish every moment we got to spend with u soon i will have you around my neck close to my heart ill see u one day and i cant wait until we all reunite i love u love ur daughter ash

Sorry mom i dident get a chance to write on here to you on mothers day yesterday it was a hard day for me i love u mom happy mothers day beautiful we celebrated mothers day for you yesterday we set some balloons off for you and i had a card for you that i never got to give you before you left us and went to be with the lord i love you so much mom and you will always hold a big part of my heart with you i miss you so much we made a video of us letting off some balloons and wishing u a happy heavenly mothers day i will forever be so grateful that i had u as a mom and im happy we have alot of good memories together we all love u give my baby a hug n kiss for me and tell everyone i love them too ill see you again someday love your daughter ash

Mom I love you so much! Wish God would have performed a miracle and healed you, but it wasn't in His will. He must need you for a mission. Maybe he needs you to send as a Guardian Angel for all of us. I look back at all of these pictures and see myself in you in so many ways. Personality wise is where I notice these things the most. I love seeing you being goofy in the many pics. The way you love animals reminds me of where Ashley and I get that from. You sitting outside on a patio and enjoying nthe outdoors I definitely get that from you. Living the Best Life you could for any circumstance that Life has brought you. I definitely get this from you. But the Love you have for your grandkids and. Children will never die. Your love will always live within us. We love you. And God please send our love to our mom. I want her to hear the message from you that we send our love. Love you so much mom. I miss you! Love your second oldest daughter Nichole

I thought I already wrote on here, but I guess it did not post. Anyway..I will always remember Aunt Lisa as the one who enjoyed life and liked to have a good time. She pretty much always had a smile on her face and I am glad I got to have some good times with her. I married into the Garska family and am glad I did. Aunt Lisa will be remember and missed by many. I even had a friend that worked with her say she was a very nice lady. Thanks for the good times Aunt Lisa! 

Mom a part of me went with you when you left us but I know I will see you again someday. Thank you for coming down to visit last summer. The kids, Morgan and I enjoyed our visit with you. I will cherish the many memories we shared. You were always so fun and full of life. You always made everyone laugh or smile when you were around. Things will never be the same without you here on this earth. Until we meet again. Love you mom my sweet angel ❤

I’m going to miss you so much Aunt Lisa. You always had a smile on your face and were so silly. I always looked forward to seeing you. I will forever remember your laugh. It was so contagious. I used to love just sitting outside and talking with you. I’m so glad I had the chance to spend so much time with you the last couple years. I used to love when you would come out and hangout with me and my friends. You always knew how to have a good time. I love you so much and I hope you come to visit me. I’ll see you again someday.

I may not have been blood but you treated me as if I was. You always had a smile on your face and it was contagious. I will always cherish my memories of you being silly at the family get togethers. You always knew how to have fun! I will always have a special place in my heart for you.
I love you so much.

We love you and were gonna miss you

I love you so much mom and I'm sorry this happened to you. You didn't deserve to go so soon. I'm gonna miss hearing your voice on the phone and when you come over and pick me up to go places like sams club or meijer and we'd shop together. Everytime you came by you would text me and say I gotta pee lol you would tell me to pick out your scratch off tickets because I'm more lucky lol I love your laugh and I always hear it in my head. I hear you saying I love you when you drop me off at home. I'm gonna always watch videos of you because it makes me smile hearing your voice. Your grandchildren love you so much too and are gonna miss you. You were always there when I needed you to be. I'm glad we got closer to each other before you left and built a nice relationship. I know you're always gonna be here in spirit so don't mind me talking your ear off because it helps me feel better. I'm always gonna say goodnight mom and I love you out loud. Don't forget to visit me and make it known that its you. I have so much to say but it probably won't fit in this box I'm writing in. I will see you again one day and I don't feel as scared to pass anymore now that you're gone and I know that ill see ya again. I am gonna stay strong for my children like you would want me to. Nothing is gonna be the same without you, not even their b'days because you always made sure to stop by. You were the life of the party and such a goofball and I love that about you. I'm gonna watch all of your favorite movies especially the family stone because it reminds me of you. I can hear your laugh still from that movie. I will get off of here though. I'll talk to you soon because that became a habit already. Love you always ❤

I miss you mom i wasent expecting this at all it hurts that i cant call u to see how your day was going hurts knowing that im never gonna see you again or hear your voice but what will stay with me is when you told me you lived for for us girls and you love us all come visit me mom i really need to see you. I love you and im glad your not in pain anymore im sorry you had to go through all of that we will all be together one day say hi to my baby boy uncle jim and uncle bob and all are family give them all a kiss n a big hug for me i will see ya later mom rip love u so much