Hi mommy. I know I'm a day late wishing you a happy birthday yesterday, but we were flying to Oklahoma for a job promotion for Darren. Will see if we want to move there. So far away though and I hate flying. And I won't get to see Felix hardly any. He's doing well with his girlfriend. They live in a new beautiful apartment complex. Really missing family. Can't believe Scott is gone now too. Been a year. And Rusty 3 years. Time goes to quickly. As you know. And you will be gone 10 years already in July. I guess I should go back to sleep. Been awake since 3 am. I miss you so much. Lots of love ❤️  ❣️ eat some yummy cake and ice cream for me. Hugs and kisses for you and dad and Scott and Rusty. 

Happy 84th Birthday mommy. I miss you so much. You would love Andy, he's so cute and feisty like you. Have a great day, I Love You.

Happy 83rd Birthday mom, I miss you so much and I miss not being able to call and talk to you or visiting with you and talk together about the books that we have read or that I have two great grandchildren and letting you know that you have two more great great grandchildren. I can't believe that Scotty is with you this year I'm still having a hard time with that loss too It was hard enough kissing Rusty two years ago and now him. It has been a tough couple of years for me. Ritchie had open Heart surgery on Friday and I'm having a hard time with it I talked to him tonight and let him know that I loved him it was nice talking to him.I hope that you had a great day today with everyone give everyone hugs and kisses for me. I love so much.

Aunt Lois,

Happy birthday in heaven to one of my favorite people! I miss you so much! I turned my life around! I wish you were here to see it! But I know your looking down on me with that beautiful smile of yours and your so proud! Natalie is going to be 16 next month and I honestly wish you could see how beautiful she is! Cameron is 14 now, and Peyton is 10. It’s hard to fathom how much you have missed down here but I hope you know your always in my heart! Please watch over the rest of our family! I don’t know if we can take any other losses. And please make sure you wrap your arms around Aunt Cindy. She loves so fully and I just want her to be ok! I miss you everyday! Rest in paradise my beautiful angel!

Happy 83rd Birthday in heaven mommy, I sure do miss you. I could really use a hug right now. Scotty's up there with you guys now to. I still can't believe he's gone to. Give him, Rusty, Daddy and Mojo a hug and kiss for me and tell them I love them. I hope you have a great day partying up there with all the family and friends. Richie had to have a double bypass surgery on Friday. He's doing good they took one of the tubes out of him this morning and tonight they are going to take the rest of the tubes out. He's going back to the 5th floor tomorrow. I came up to be here with Deana and Shawn and him. It's been great seeing them even though it's for a surgery. I guess I should go now. Erick and Shawn send their love as well.

Happy 83rd mommy today. Have lots of cake and ice cream for me. You should be having a big party today. You now have Scott in your arms, unfortunately too soon. Give hugs and kisses to him and Rusty and Dad for me. Lots for you too. I miss you guys so much. Ritchie had to have heart surgery on Friday so you guys were looking over him for a successful surgery. He's now recovering and looks well. I don't get on here enough and talk to you. We went to see Felix and his girlfriend Chelsea yesterday. It was good to be with them again. We had a great time. Ate some Stromboli. Yummy. He misses you too ❤️. Sending lots of love to you guys and birthday wishes.  give pets and hugs to my fur babies because I know they are there with you too. I better go now so I can eat breakfast. I love you forever   will chat again soon.

Hi mom. I know it's not on your anniversary date of being gone and for some reason I couldn't get on here, but somehow it finally let me today. I know it's 3 months later. But it doesn't mean I wasn't thinking about you this whole time. I think about you everyday and how much I miss you and your guidance   it's so hard without you and with Rusty being gone too and missing talks with him so much has happened over the past year. Aunt Pat passed away and now she's with Uncle Hank, it's been a year already that my baby girl Squirt has been gone so I don't have anyone here at home to talk to. It gets lonely. Now I look forward to watching the baby deer show up with their mommy and daddy and the pretty birds of all sorts. I know you and dad and rusty are out there watching over us everytime the cardinals come around. Had one come on the porch by the door and watch me for an hour. Don't know which one of you it was, but it was cool and scary at the same time. Well this is getting really long so I better go for now. I promise I won't ever forget about you and Felix loves you and misses you alot too. always in my heart. I love you very much ❤️ missing you terribly deb

Hi mommy, it's been 7 years since you got your wings and I miss you so much. I wish they had visiting hours up there so I could talk to you about everything going on here. Scott's having open heart surgery on Friday August 5th at Shorepoint pc, I pray that everything goes smoothly and he makes it through it. I've had so much to deal with the last two years it's crazy . I wish you could hug me and make it all better but you can't so I will deal with it alone. Give Rusty and dad a hug and kiss from me and Mojo, unborn baby a hug and kiss from their GiGi. It's been ok . I made banana cake with one of your recipes and it was so yummy . I love you xoxoxo .

Hi Mom, I can’t believe that it’s been 7 years already since you left us. I miss you very much so much has happened since you left. My life has been turned upside down, losing Rusty was one of the hardest thing’s that has happened please be with Scott next Friday while he has Heart surgery. Your oldest granddaughter has been putting me through a lot to. I wish that you were here so that I could talk to you about everything going on. I love you Mom.

Good morning mom. Sorry this is late. It's always hard to leave you a message on here because it makes me cry and miss you even more. I wanted to give you a birthday wish and say hi. I hope you had a great birthday on the 23rd and dad and rusty made you your favorite cake(chocolate of course). I still can't believe rusty is up there with you guys. ❤ I miss him alot. He was so funny. I know you're enjoying your time with grandpa and uncle hank and aunt pat now too. It's so sad being on earth without you guys and I wish there was a way to come visit you all. I guess it will have to wait for many years to come. We visited Felix and his new girl Chelsea over the last weekend. She's sweet. He misses you too and I know he wished you a happy birthday too. I can't believe it's been 8 years I left the bank. Well I better let you go so I can get my day going and leave room to talk again. I love you very much and totally miss you more than words can say. Take care of our 5 babies up there and hugs and kisses for you guys. Xoxo  til next time.

Hi Mom, I just wanted to wish you a Happy 82nd birthday . I know that you are probably having a wild party up there with all of our other family members. Give Rusty, grandpa and dad a kiss and hug for me. I still can’t believe that Rusty is with you guys it’s so hard to comprehend that he is gone. I miss and love you all very much. HAPPY 82nd BIRTHDAY MOM .

Happy 82nd Birthday in heaven mommy. I can't believe you have been gone for 7 years in July. Some days it feels like yesterday. I hope your having a great time with grandpa, dad and Rusty. I'm sitting outside on my swing as I write this to you. Give them all a hug and kiss for me even mojo, Katrina and all the others up there with you. I love and miss you so much  .

Hi Mommy,
I can't believe that you've been gone 6 years already. It doesn't seem like it. It's been a good day, I've talked to Debbie three or more times today. She misses you so much. Your tree is full of flowers from all the rain we've had lately. Well give dad and Rusty a hug and kiss for me. I love  xoxo you bunches.

Hi Mommy,
I had a Birthday Luncheon at our place Golden Corral. They don't serve breakfast anymore since COVID-19. Amber, Audrey, Brook, Michael, Shawn, Tonya, Devin, Pete, Aunt Marlene, Tiffanie, Peyton, Lanie, Erick and Kathy came it was great to be together. It was so great to hug and kiss my Brook I haven't seen her in a few months. She was my answered prayer and BEST Birthday gift ever. Erick and Lanie gave me a Navy Blue teddy bear you can put different cards on it, Audrey and Amber gave me Purple Pom-pom flowers and Kathy, Rick, Shane and Brittney gave me a card and It's My Birthday button. Afterwards I went wal-mart to get some groceries. Today I bought myself 2 plants for my Birthday. I miss you so much I still can't believe it will be 6 years on Thursday that you went to Heaven. I miss you so much. Give Rusty, Dad, daddy Floyd and my Mojo a hug and kiss then have them each give you one back from me, Erick and Scott. I go to Dentist tomorrow to get x-rays and check the tooth I broke yesterday eating green beans and mashed potatoes. Thankfully it doesn't hurt. I am having them pull it Thursday after I go to Physical Therapy for my arm and shoulder. That's a whole other story. Bye for now. xxoxoxoxoxox

Hi mommy. I know it's early, but have been thinking about you so much lately and missing you so much. I can't believe Thursday will be another year that you were taken to early from us. And Rusty has joined you. Doesn't seem like he's gone too. Can you believe Felix turned 30 last month. Wow. And he has a new girlfriend now. She's cute. I just hope he stays happy because he deserves it. I worry about him. We got to spend time with him last Sunday. It was great. I wish you were here to see what a young man he's turned into. I hope my sweet Squirty and Boots are keeping you company. I miss them terribly. Especially my Squirty. It's been 4 months since she left me. . Got to finally spend time with Cindy and Cheryl at Bonnet Creek the week of July 4th. It was fun. Wish it wasn't so far away. I miss living in Lakeland and being near them. Cindy just had her birthday lunch Sunday at Golden Corral, as you know. I wish I could have been there. I hope you are enjoying your time with grandpa and dad and now Rusty. Send him my love and many hugs and kisses to all of you. I wish I could fly to heaven and see you guys. Someday I guess. Felix sends his love and misses you too.  I will let you go for now before my phone won't send this to you. Having issues with it. I love you and miss you dearly.  xxxxxoooooo. 

Afternoon mom. Was going to come on here earlier this week to say hi and tell you happy 81st birthday but it's hard to see your smile and not cry because I miss you Soooo much. Alot has happened since I was last on here. My poor baby Squirt passed away 5 weeks ago and I miss her so much too. She was my vent and my reason to go outside and hang out.  I miss that and having her to talk to. I know she didn't really understand me, but maybe she did. I know she's up there in heaven with you and dad and now Rusty and her sisters and mom, but I would rather she was here with me. Just like having you here with me. I could use a hug from you. I still can't believe Rusty is gone too. I miss calling him and him being silly. I know he's with you and dad and being taken care of. I hope you are having a great birthday party . Have some cake and ice cream for me. I had some ice cream today but no cake. Well I guess I will let you go for now. I'll let you get back to your partying. I love you very much. Missing you terribly every day. Xxxxoooo ❤️

Hi mom, today is your birthday and I wanted to say Happy birthday and to let you know that I miss you so much that it hurts my Heart. I wish we had more time together. They say that time heals the heart but mine hasn't it still hurts so much. I know that you are in a better place and with others that we both love please give them my love and tell them that I miss them also. Mom know that you are always on my mind every day. Till next year Mom I Love and miss you.

Hi mommy,
Happy 81st Birthday! It's been awhile since I've been on here. I think of you every day and talk to you all the time. You visit me in my dreams all the time. Your tree bloomed 9 flowers for you today. Give Rusty a hug and kiss for me. Tell him we're having skipits for dinner. Hug Mojo, Dad and Daddy for me, tell them I love and miss them to! So Erick was sick yesterday he had a fever of 104 and uncontrollable shakes. Lanie came and made him go to doctors he was dehydrated and exhausted from working and not drinking enough water during the day. You would love her, she loves Erick so much. I'm so thankful GOD sent her to him. Scott went and got 6 shots in his back yesterday from lifting to much weight at work and over doing it. It's so quiet here now that mojo's gone, I miss him so much but he's with you and Rusty and not in any more pain. I wish Debbie lived here so I could be with her today and more often then I see her now, she moved back up to North Carolina, I miss her so much. I go and see Cherie when I can. Well I guess I should go eat some breakfast, Love and miss you so much. xoxoxoxox

Well it's been 5 years today that you earned your wings and flew up to heaven to be with dad and grandpa and all our relative's. I still look for you once in a while. Uncle Hank has joined you guys on pam and my birthday. I'm so sad even more because now i have 2 days to hate in July. I wish I could have 1 more hug and I Love yous. Ericks doing good he's taking his blood pressure medication every day and a water pill. He has a cute girlfriend, you would love her. She's so gaga over him it's so cute. I'm taking care of a lady who has lung cancer just like you she's been fighting it since 2011. She's gone down hill since last week. It won't be long before shes gone to. I miss you so much. It seems like it gets harder as the years go on. Mojos got cancer to. Hes got it in his liver now. It just keeps spreading. Cancer sucks. I wish I could call and talk to you and hold me and say its going to be okay. Brook's living with her uncle James now, she looks good. Audrey is getting big and cute as a button. Give dad and daddy and uncle hank a hug and kiss for me.xoxoxo

Good morning mom. It's been 5 years since you went to heaven and I miss you more and more every day. I wish you were here to help me some personal stuff. It's sad to say that Uncle Hank has joined you and dad on Cindy's and Pam's birthday. It broke my ❤️. I wish I could call you and talk to you about everything. I'm going to send a balloon up today for you so be looking for it. I know Felix could sure use your arms around him lately too. I'm only about an hour from him but I never get to see him. He doesn't seem to want to see us. I hope you have taken Boots in with you along with our babies. I miss her silliness. Squirt is lonely without her. Be sure to give dad and uncle are a kiss and hug for me today ok. I really miss being close enough to go see Cindy and Cheryl but Felix needs us near even though he doesn't realize it. He will someday. Well I guess I better get out and start walking.  I love you. 

Happy 80th birthday mom. I hope you have a good day with dad and grandpa and my puppies and our other loved ones. I'm sending lots of hugs to you today. I could use some too. Felix is going through a hard time right now and could use your hugs today. We miss you so much everyday. I feel so apart from you being here in North Carolina again but closer to Felix. He needs us very much. Please look over him for me. Enjoy some chocolate cake and stuffed shells for me too. I miss seeing Cindy and Cheryl and being so close to their house to see them. Give dad some hugs for me and tell him I love him. I have the picture of him with his big fish up on the wall with pictures of you with Felix and Katy and my wedding day and other good pictures. Well my eyes are hurting so I will talk to you again xx00. Love you very much.

"Happy 80th Birthday Mommy"! I Love and miss you so much.I hope you have a great big party up there with Dad and Grandpa,Mary, Aunt Mary and Uncle Paul, Dale, Grandma Leno, Grandma Bailey, all your brothers and other friends and cousins. I sure miss you here, I can't believe it's been 5 years already. Brook is going to be 17 this year already, and Audrey will be 6. It's not the same at all, I still miss your voice, face and all your hugs you would give me.I'm going to Shelly's today and making Stuffed Shells in your honor. Tiffanie and Morgan will probably help me make them. Shelly's finally healing up good and going back to work soon. Right now all the kids are out of school because of the COVID -19. Erick is doing great he has found the love of his life, you would like her. Scott's doing good still having back and neck problems. Rusty's doing ok to. Debbie's in North Carolina again, I sure miss her being 1 1/2 hrs away it would be good to go see and hug her. Cherie's doing good to. I haven't talked to Richie in awhile but hear he's doing good. I wish I could hug you 1 more time. If you see Daddy give him a hug for me and tell him I love and miss him to. There's so much to tell you. No flowers yet on your tree. Guess I will let you go. Give dad a hug and kiss for me and tell him I miss and love him to.

Hi mom. Was reorganizing my night stand and was talking to you and was telling you about our Christmas day. Was glad to see Felix and Katy yesterday. I'm only an hour away from him now but don't get to see him like I should be able to. I feel so distant from him. I miss being able to call you and talk to you about stuff. Still need a job and our own home. I hope you had a good day yesterday with dad and grandpa and Katrina and my babies. Give everyone a hug for me. You should see Felix with a beard mom. Looks so funny with that hair and so grown up. I love him so much and you would be so proud of him. It's going to be a new year in a few days already. Time is going by too fast. I better let you go for now. I love you soooo much. Missing you terribly.  Kisses and hugs. Xxxxoooooo

Merry Christmas in Heaven mommy. I miss you so much. I just left Amber's house,we had breakfast and opened gifts. Erick came over to. He's doing good and misses you to. Give Dad and Daddy a hug and kiss for me. Tell them I miss and love them to.

Hi mommy,
It's been awhile since I talked to you on here. I talk to ypu every day sure wish you were here still with me. So Cathrine died on Veteran's day. It felt like losing you all over again. I hel p ed Kathy make all the calls she needed to do since I knew who and what to say. Ericks doing good, he talks about you often to. Mojo misses you to. Scott's just now starting to realize your gone and not coming back. It's almost Christmas again. I hung up your stocking like I always do. Love and miss you and Dad and Daddy Floyd, give them a hug and kiss and tell them I love and miss them to. Till next time. Xoxoxo

Hi mom. Wow, 4 years today you have been gone. It seems like forever. So many changes have happened in my life since you left us. I could use your hugs and kisses and the encouragement you always gave me. I hope you are happy being with dad and grandpa and our other loved ones. Keep an eye on my puppies please. I miss them so much too. Only have Squirt left. Missing being able to have Cindy and Cheryl come to our house we no longer in, but things changed. Well I'm sending you my hugs and kisses and think of you all the time awake and at sleep. I'll talk to you again soon. I love you so much and forever miss you so much. Xxoo xoxo

Hi Mom I can't believe it's been 4 years since you left me and earned your wings. I miss your hugs and laughter when we watched movies together. Or cried because my heart was broken so many times but you were always there to pick me up and help me through it. So much is going on right now and I could sure use your hugs and kisses and wisdom. It's so empty here without you. I still look for you and wait for you to come home like your on a trip. But I know you won't so I will have to wait till I get to Heaven to see you and Dad and Daddy Floyd. I just miss our talks and shopping at the different stores for good buys.I miss you so much some days my heart hurts like it happened yesterday. I Love you so much. Hope your having a good time with all our family and friends. Bye for now.Xoxoxoxoxox

Happy 79th Birthday mommy. I sure could use your loving arms right now to much going on. I miss you so much my heart hurts. Hope you have a great big Birthday party with dad and grandpa with all our loved ones. I can't believe it will be 4 years already it feels like yesterday today. LOVE you. Give dad and daddy a hug and kiss for me. Until I see you in heaven.

Happy 79th birthday mommy. Think about you all the time and all the fun we are missing out on. I hope dad and grandpa are by your side to help you celebrate with a big chocolate cake and a glass of cold milk. I can't believe its going to be 4 years soon you have been gone. Its been the longest hardest time ever. I will have some of my apple cake with ice cream I made to celebrate your birthday. I guess I better go eat some breakfast so I will be thinking of you. I miss you so much mommy. I love you very much. Give dad a kiss and hug for me too. Katrina, Pretty girl and Ginger will be by your side to play with. Xxxxooooo

Hi mom. Been thinking of you so much lately. It's been a rough last few months and don't know how this year is going to end. I hope better than I think its going to. I could really use a hug and I love you from you right now. I miss you so much. Its another Christmas without you and that sucks. I hope dad gives you a bunch of presents tomorrow. Give everyone a hug and kiss for me. Cindy and Cheryl are coming up this weekend to spend time together. Its been nice having the time together. It's never enough. Well I guess I will let you go for now. I'll let you know how things go. I need you so much. Many kisses and hugs for you mom. I love you so much and miss you more than anything. Merry Christmas mom and dad. Xxxxooooo

Merry Christmas mommy. I sure do miss you, I could use your words of wisdom right now going through tough times and could really use a hug and your shoulder to cry on. How's dad and daddy Floyd doing? I miss them to. Its been so long since they died. It's not the same as when you were here. I had to get a new car goldie blew her engine on me while up at Debbie's. I'm going up for New Year's to celebrate it with her. Everyone's doing good except missing you.I LOVE YOU!!!I pray your enjoying yourself up there with all our family and friends. Give my daddy's a hug and kiss for me. Until I see you in heaven.

Hi mommy today makes it 3 years you got your wings. I miss you so much, I still try to call and tell you all the things going on in my life. The 3 of us got together this weekend a n d went shopping to make crafts for fall they came out cute. Erick was in the hospital for a couple of days he has a tear in his appendix and colitis. Hes ok now dont worry im taking good care of him.I love you. I hope you are spending time with all our family and friends. Xoxoxoxo

Good morning mommy. Been thinking about you every day and how much I miss you. Cindy and Cheryl came over this weekend so we can do some crafts. It's been fun. It would be nice if we lived closer so we could do it more often. I hope you are happy up in heaven with dad and grandpa.  Give them kisses and hugs for me. Things are going ok but I would sure rather you were here with us. I will probably send up a balloon for you today.  It's been a long 3 years with you being gone and it will be a lifetime of heartache without you here. I love you more than anything and miss you so much mommy.  Xxxxxoooooo

Hi Mommy, Happy 78th Birthday. When I went to your tree to sing Happy Birthday to you there were 3 Flowers bloomed for you. I miss you so much. I know your not tired or in pain any more. Give Dad and Daddy a hug and kiss for me. I hope you have a big party with all our relatives and friends up there.xoxoxoxoxo.Erick's doing good, he's sick now with a cold. Scott is good.Bye for now.

Hi mommy. I know it's been too long since I've come on and talked to you here. I just wanted to give you a big Happy 78th birthday today and hope you and dad are going to have a big party today with grandpa and our other loved ones. Have a yummy chocolate cake that I know you love. Have some for me. We really miss you down here and it's not the same without you. Give everyone a big hug and kiss for me and the biggest for you. I love you so much and wish you here with us very much. Enjoy your day today and I will talk to you again soon mommy. I Love you soooo much.  Darren sends his love too. Love you Debbie. Xxxxoooo

So it's been 2 years since you died and still hurts, had a get togather yesterday at park for you it was very breezy and hot out. Erick, Debbie, Cherie, Ed, Scott, Shelly, Pete, Morgan, Patty, Tiffanie, Kelly and me and the kids was there. I went really good. The balloons got stuck in the trees and then didnt want to fly, morgan's busted so she got a new one and let it go here at the house. They just left to go home. It's been 2 years since they have been here but we are all getting along now so that's all that counts. I love you.

Hi mommy today is my Birthday and it's the second one since you died. Scott & I went to Dean's for lunch , I had a Taco salad thinking of you & how much you loved them. Susan gave me a fried ice cream for my birthday almost cried bc it reminded me of the last cake you had Shelly & Morgan get for me before you died 4 days later. I miss you so much it hurts. Debbie's coming down friday for your 2nd celebration of life on saturday. Erick's doing good still mowing in Cape Coral and weekends. Mojo looks for you still. I just came back from seeing Shawn and Ritchie brook went with me this time. We will be sending you Balloons so look for them. Give dad a hug & kiss tell him I LOVE & miss him to.If you see mary tell her Hi. LOVE YOU.

I know its a day late but I didn't forget about you. I never will. I had a bad headache so I didn't get on. I saw the flowers that bloomed at Cindy's. They were beautiful just like last year. I miss being able to call you and see what you did for the day and tell you about mine. And of course hearing the I love you's. Nothing or nobody will ever replace you. I miss you so much. Living in Lakeland is nice and being only 2 hours away but not the same without you there. But its nice that Cindy comes to visit so much. I hope you got your balloons we sent up for your birthday. I thought of you this morning when I made eggs, grits and toast.  Well I will let you go til another time. I love you very much. Missing you. Xxxooo

Happy Mother's Day Mommy, it's been 2 years and it still feels like yesterday some days. Your tree gave me 5 Flowers in all Thank You! I miss our talks and hugs everyday. We are meeting at Golden Correl for dinner before shelly has to go in to work, she's a supervisor now and works nights. I miss being able to just call her and talk but we still see each other on her days off after 2 bc she needs her sleep. Debbie's in lakeland now it's much easier to go see her now then before bc it's straight up 17. I go as often as I can. They are putting a Ollie's in the auction store we used to go look around in. hopefully they can move here after it opens.I don't ever see or hear from cherie anymore, it's ok it doesn't bother me. You should see brook she's grown up into a beautiful teenager, Audrey turns 3 next week already.
Peyton misses you to he talks about you whenever he sees me.I try to see him everyweek bc he misses me if not.I sure miss you, I LOVE YOU LOTS. Erick gave me a gift certificate for a SPA day.He's doing good. Mojo misses you to.Well Give dad a hug and kiss from me and if you see my daddy tell him I Love and miss him to! Have a GREAT day in heaven!! love you always and forever, Cindy

Well I missed putting a note here for your 77th Birthday but I didn't forget you. I went to Debbie and Darren's house for the weekend. Igo as often as I can to help her heal form losing you. We both miss you so much i can't believe it's 2 years already. Some days are like you left us a day ago. Shelly misses you to. Mojo still looks for you when I come home from being gone as if I took you with me. I wish that was true because I still think about telling you so much after my trips then I remember your gone and I can't. I talk to you every day and night, I know you hear me because I believe in it.Erick's doing ok he doesn't say much but he does talk about you often. We Love and miss you. Debbie and I sent Birthday Balloons up to you. Did you see them?Give Dad a hug and kiss for me, If you see daddy tell him I love and miss him to.

Good morning mommy. Its your birthday once again and I'm missing you like crazy. Its been 2 years already without being able to celebrate it with you. Cindy and I are going to let some balloons go today for your celebration. I wish I could fly up on one if them and see you. You are 77 today. Give a kiss to dad for me too. I only live 2 hours away from Cindy now so it sure would be great if you were here with us so I could go visit. Its just not the same without you. Cindy comes and visits often. We lost our Pretty Girl almost 2 months ago so I hope she's there with you and and you can take care of her and Ginger and Dee Dee for us. Well my fingers are numb so I will let you go for now. I love you and miss you more than life.  Xxxxoooo. Happy 77th Birthday.

Hi momma,
I can't believe it's been a year since I last hugged, kissed and told you I LOVE YOU.It has been a fast one, still seems like yesterday you left me.I miss you so much it hurts. I still try to go and tell you things about my day or someone I saw and then remember your not in our room. Today your favoriate movie came out Jason Bourne, I was going to watch it but to tired and emontional so I will go another day.I am going to spread some of your ashes under your tree and then we are going to let go of white balloons to send to you.Mojo still looks for you in our bedroom and when I come home from a trip he thinks I'm bringing you home with me but I'm not. LOVE and MISS you I will see you when I get to heaven till then I HOPE YOU DANCE.

Our prayers and warm wishes for family. We believe Lois is still watching. We look forward to seeing her again.

Hi mommy missed you yesterday for my birthday. I finally had my disability hearing and I pray that I will get it the judge was nice and I think I may get it. I can't believe that in 3 days you will have taken your last breath and left us. I miss you so much it hurts to breathe sometimes.We are going to have a memorial for you by spreading some of your ashes under your tree and sending balloons to you in heaven.I know your not hurting anymore I pray you are happy and dancing with dad and grandpa and mary and all the others who went first. Give dad and daddy a hug for me. I LOVE YOU!!

Happy Mother's Day momma,
I hope you are dancing and having a great day with Grandpa, dad, daddy, Aunt mary, uncle paul, mary, grandma bailey,and all the others we have lost. I hope you have seen my 1st grandbaby and are holding him or her in your arms. I Love and miss you and dad and all the others tell them I said Hi and Love them.It hasen't been to bad of a day. Thank you for the Gardeinas there was 8 so far on your tree.

Hi momma,
Your Birthday passed and sunday is Mother's Day, Thank you for the Gardenias on your tree I have been looking and waiting every day for them to bloom. It gave me 3 one for each of us in time for mother's day and when I went to visit Jeanne at the same rehab center you were in there was only 1 flower on the whole bush so I know your there to. It has been so hard learning to go on w/o you I still think I have to get up and go tell you something while watching tv and then remember your not in your bedroom anymore.I have been helping shelly with peyton since you have been goneshe has been his caregiver so she's been under so much stress and heartbroken she don't know what to do sometimes.I LoVE YOU AND MISS YOU so I can't wait to see you again in heaven.xoxoxoxoxox cindy

Happy birthday today mommy. It has been a hard 8 months without you here. I miss you so much. I will drink a diet coke and have a piece of cake for you here. I hope daddy and the other wonderful family members are having a party for you in heaven. I love you very very much. 

Hi momma. Just know I haven't forgotten about you and I know its been a while since I left you a message, but its so hard to come on here without crying I miss you so much. It has been almost 6 months since you went to heaven and not a day goes by that I don't think of you and wish you were still here with us. It is so horrible without you being here and it always will be. I finally get to move to Florida, but you won't be there for me to visit. I talk to you every day but its not the same. I want to hear your voice and I can't anymore. I hope you are happy up in heaven with dad and grandpa and all our other relatives that were taken too soon. I know you aren't in anymore pain. I love you very much. I will talk to you again. xxxxxxxxxxxoooooooooooo

Hi momma,
it has been a month and a half since you went to Heaven. I miss you but I know your ok because you were dancing at the side of my bed so I could see that you were not in any pain any more. I am taking it day by day like you said to. I am taking care of a lady that reminds me of Mary she talks low like her to. I will be doing it for awhile because Micki is having hip surgery in October so I will take care of her until she doesn't want me to. I like helping her like I did you. I LOVE YOU but you know that already. Give dad a hug and kiss for me and tell Mary the kids are ok to. Peyton started daycare full time today and he's potty trained. He asked about you Saturday. Gonna go eat dinner, Talk to you later. xoxoxoxox

Hi mommy, this is Debbie. I know its been several weeks since I've seen you and I miss you so terribly. Its really hard to be on here and see your smiling face and know that I cant hold you or talk to you anymore. I miss being able to call you or text you and tell you I don't feel good or just ask you what you did for the day. I don't know how I'm going to live without you even though I know you are in heaven and happy to be your daddy and my daddy and all our relatives that were taken too soon just like you. I really would rather you were here on earth and be with me, holding me and telling me you love me. I will always carry you in my heart and think about you everyday. I love you and miss you so much mommy. Til the next time I come on to see your smiling face, take care and tell everyone in heaven I say hi and love them too. Love Debbie